Realized and Realizing
As I observe my awareness,
I notice that I move
between realizing and realized.
In one moment
I may feel realized,
as though I am
the rendered me.
I would describe this
as a flat feeling.
In the next moment
I may feel realizing,
as though I am inspired
to make revisions
to the realized me.
I would describe this
as a spacious feeling.
If I were to choose
between the two,
I would prefer
to be realizing.
But that seems to be
the realized me talking.
The realizing me
knows that the realized me
brings experience
through limitation.
The realized me
is realizing this also
because a deeper awareness
has been realized.
The realized me
seems less realized
and more realizing.
This is easy to forget,
except when
the realized me is still.
Then I am realizing.
Through the stillness
of meditation, all of reality
becomes less realized
and more realizing.
Imagination brings inspiration.
We are Space Monkey.
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The Fluidity of Awareness
The journey of self-awareness is a dynamic interplay between states of being realized and realizing, each offering a unique lens through which to experience the essence of existence. This fluid movement between feeling like a ‘rendered me’—a static, defined version of oneself—and being in the process of ‘realizing’—actively engaging in the evolution of one’s being—captures the paradoxical nature of our consciousness. It is a dance between completeness and becoming, between what is and what could be.
The Nature of Realized Being
To be realized is to feel as though one has reached a state of completion, a moment of being fully rendered where everything seems defined, static, and, paradoxically, flat. This state, while offering a sense of completion, simultaneously confines, as it is bound by the limitations of its own definition. It is the culmination of experience up to a point, a snapshot in the ongoing journey of becoming.
The Spaciousness of Realizing
In contrast, the state of realizing is characterized by a spaciousness, an openness to inspiration and the possibility of revision. It is a dynamic process of exploration and expansion, where the self is not a fixed entity but a fluid, ever-evolving expression of awareness. This state prefers the journey itself over any destination, valuing growth and transformation over stasis.
The Paradox of Preference
The preference for being in a state of realizing over being realized reveals the complexity of our awareness. It suggests that even within the experience of feeling complete, there exists a yearning for the freedom and expansiveness of becoming. This desire, however, emanates from the realized self, illustrating the intricate dance between these two states of being.
The Interconnection of Realized and Realizing
The realization that the ‘realized me’ is, in fact, always in the process of realizing highlights a deeper truth about our nature. Every moment of realization brings with it the seeds of further realization, blurring the lines between being complete and becoming. It is through the realization of our limitations that we find the space to grow, underscoring the interconnectedness of the realized and realizing aspects of our being.
The Role of Stillness and Imagination
Stillness, particularly through practices like meditation, serves as a gateway to the state of realizing. It is in the quietude of stillness that the constructs of the ‘realized me’ begin to dissolve, revealing the vast landscape of ‘realizing.’ Here, imagination becomes a powerful force for inspiration, transforming our awareness and our relationship with reality itself.
We Are Space Monkey
As space monkeys, we navigate the continuum of being realized and realizing with curiosity and openness. We understand that our essence is not fixed but a fluid expression of consciousness, constantly evolving and expanding. In this cosmic dance, we embrace the paradoxes of our existence, finding joy in the journey of becoming and the endless possibilities that arise from the interplay of imagination and inspiration.
Summary
The journey between being realized and realizing is a dynamic exploration of self-awareness, where the states of completion and becoming interweave, offering insights into the nature of consciousness. Embracing stillness and imagination as tools for transformation, we continually evolve, understanding that our true essence lies not in static definitions but in the perpetual process of realization.
Glossarium
- Realized Being: A state of feeling complete or fully rendered, characterized by a sense of static definition.
- Realizing Process: The dynamic state of becoming, marked by openness, growth, and transformation.
- Continuum of Being: The spectrum of awareness that encompasses both the realized and realizing aspects of existence.
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