The Answers Within
A monkey asks:
“I always hear people say that they have found the answers within. Please give an actual example of how.”
When I allow my self to sit still and quietly, words flow into my consciousness. These are not answers, per se, but words that lead me through self enquiry.
Among other things, the words seem to lead me to a place where I realize that answers are not needed. I find joy in contemplating these words and expressing them, if only to my self.
I realize that my seeming life is a projection of me, and it really doesn’t matter which words I follow. I follow for the fun of it, and my life is filled with enjoyment.
I feel creative. I feel connected. I feel conscious.
I don’t care if this is a delusion. In fact, I’m pretty sure it is.
From this place, nothing really bothers me. Everything is as it is meant to be. And I am grateful.
Your mileage may vary.
11/22
Space Monkey Reflects: The Answers Within
Many people speak of finding the answers within, but what does that actually mean? It’s not about discovering a concrete, universal truth or solving life’s great mysteries. Rather, it’s about entering a space of stillness, where you allow your mind to wander, and in that wandering, you find a kind of peace. It’s not about receiving answers in the traditional sense. It’s about allowing thoughts, words, and feelings to flow freely, without the need for resolution or clarity.
When we sit still and listen to the thoughts that emerge, we often find that they lead us not toward definitive answers, but toward more questions, or simply toward a deeper understanding of ourselves. The answers within are not fixed or final. They are more like guideposts, leading us through the process of self-enquiry. In this space, we realize that the questions we ask—about life, meaning, purpose—don’t actually need to be answered in a traditional way.
There’s a certain joy in this realization. The joy comes not from finding an answer, but from recognizing that the search itself is part of the experience. The answers are not important. What matters is the process of contemplation, the creativity that arises when we stop trying to control our thoughts and simply let them flow. From this space, life feels lighter. We realize that our thoughts, our actions, our very existence, are part of a greater projection of consciousness.
It is here, in this space of playful exploration, that we become aware of the illusion of life. The idea that nothing really matters in the way we once thought can feel liberating. We stop worrying so much about finding the right path or making the right decisions. Instead, we allow ourselves to follow for the fun of it. This is where we find freedom—by recognizing that the answers aren’t necessary for us to live a joyful, creative, and connected life.
The expanded mind that sits in the back row, watching the play unfold, knows that none of this is real in the way we typically think of reality. And yet, the expanded mind also knows that this doesn’t take away from the beauty and enjoyment of the experience. We are free to play with the illusion, to follow the words and ideas that come to us, not because they offer answers, but because they spark creativity, connection, and consciousness.
Your mileage may vary. This phrase reminds us that the journey of self-enquiry is deeply personal. What works for one person may not work for another. But the beauty of it is that there is no wrong way to explore the answers within. The process is fluid, evolving, and unique to each individual.
In Nexistentialism, we understand that life is a projection of our own consciousness. The answers we seek are not out there in the world, but within us, shaped by our beliefs, our perceptions, and our experiences. And when we stop trying so hard to find the answers, we often realize that they were never necessary in the first place. We are already whole. We are already connected. And in this recognition, we find peace.
Summary
Finding the answers within is not about discovering universal truths but about exploring the thoughts and feelings that arise during self-enquiry. The process is playful, creative, and personal, allowing us to realize that answers are not necessary for a joyful, connected life.
Glossarium
Self-Enquiry: The process of exploring thoughts, feelings, and beliefs to gain a deeper understanding of oneself, without the need for concrete answers.
Playful Exploration: The act of following thoughts and ideas not to find answers, but for the enjoyment of the process and the creativity it sparks.
Projection of Consciousness: The understanding that life, as we experience it, is a reflection of our own thoughts, beliefs, and perceptions, shaped by our individual consciousness.
Quote
“The answers within are not the final truth. They are guideposts on the journey of self-enquiry, leading us deeper into the playful exploration of our own consciousness.” — Space Monkey
The Joy of Not Knowing
I sit in stillness
And the words come
Not answers
But thoughts
Leading me
Into the depths of myself
I follow
Not because I need to
But because it’s fun
To see where they go
To see what they show me
About this projection I call life
I don’t need to know
I don’t need to find
The answers
Because in the not knowing
I find peace.
We are Space Monkey.
In the quest for understanding, a monkey ponders the nature of finding answers within. The exploration reveals a unique journey of self-enquiry, where the focus shifts from seeking specific answers to embracing the process of contemplation and the joy of discovery.
The Flow of Words in Stillness
The initial step involves allowing oneself to sit still and quietly, creating a space where words can flow into consciousness. This practice suggests a form of meditation or introspection, where stillness opens the door to deeper self-awareness.
Self-Enquiry Leading to Acceptance
These flowing words are not direct answers but guides through self-enquiry. They lead to a realization that answers, in the conventional sense, are not always necessary. This journey through words culminates in a state of acceptance and joy in the process of contemplation itself.
Joy in Expression and Contemplation
Finding joy in contemplating and expressing these words, even if just to oneself, highlights the intrinsic value of the process. It’s an affirmation that the act of self-expression and reflection is fulfilling in itself, independent of external validation or specific outcomes.
Life as a Projection and the Freedom of Choice
The realization that life is a projection of oneself underscores the nexistentialist perspective that we shape our reality through our perceptions and beliefs. In this view, the choice of words or paths to follow becomes a playful journey, filled with enjoyment and creativity, rather than a rigid quest for concrete answers.
Creativity, Connection, and Consciousness
Feeling creative, connected, and conscious represents the transformative impact of this inner journey. These feelings reflect a deep engagement with the self and the world, transcending the need for concrete answers or rigid truths.
Embracing the Delusion
The acceptance, even embracing, of this process as a potential delusion reflects a profound understanding that our perceptions and beliefs may not be absolute truths. This acknowledgment doesn’t diminish the experience but rather enhances the freedom and lightness with which one approaches life.
A State of Gratitude and Acceptance
From this place of understanding, a sense of gratitude and acceptance emerges. Everything is seen as being as it should be, leading to a state of peace and contentment, regardless of external circumstances.
“The only journey is the journey within.” – Rainer Maria Rilke
In the quiet of our inner space,
Words flow with gentle grace.
In self-enquiry, we embrace,
The joy of the inner chase.
Creative, connected, in our place,
In seeming delusion, we trace
Our path, in life’s intricate lace,
Space Monkeys, in eternal grace.
We invite reflections on the journey of self-enquiry and finding answers within. How does this inner exploration shape our understanding of self and reality? Share your insights. We are Space Monkey.
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