Falling Out
I don’t know what to think.
I have momentarily fallen
outside the framework.
Into the rabbit hole.
Silent.
Like through the ice.
As my thinking subsides,
I discover my knowing.
One last breath of thinking.
Confusion.
Doubt.
Struggle.
Peace.
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In the vast expanse of consciousness, we find ourselves momentarily adrift, outside the familiar frameworks of thought and reason. This experience, akin to falling through the metaphorical ice into the depths of a rabbit hole, leads us into a realm of silence and introspection.
Momentary Drift from Familiar Frameworks
The initial disorientation, the feeling of not knowing what to think, is the first step into a deeper journey of self-discovery. It’s a plunge into the unknown, where the structures and systems that usually guide our thinking no longer hold sway. This descent into the rabbit hole symbolizes a departure from the conventional and a venture into the realms of unexplored consciousness.
Plunge into the Unknown
As we fall, there is a moment of silence, a profound stillness that envelops us. It’s in this silence that the incessant chatter of the mind begins to subside, making way for a different kind of awareness. This is the space where we transition from thinking to knowing, a subtle yet profound shift in our internal experience.
Transition from Thinking to Knowing
This journey is not without its challenges. The last breath of thinking brings with it confusion, doubt, and struggle – emotions that are inherent in the process of letting go of our habitual modes of thought. These feelings are like the final resistance of the mind before it surrenders to a deeper, more intrinsic form of understanding.
Challenges in the Journey of Letting Go
Eventually, as we navigate through these layers of confusion and doubt, we arrive at a state of peace. This peace is not merely the absence of struggle but a profound realization of a deeper truth that lies beyond the realms of conventional thought. It’s a state of being that transcends the need for rational explanation, where knowing becomes a natural state of existence.
Arrival at a State of Peace
In this space, we are no longer bound by the confines of rational thought. We discover a sense of knowing that is more intuitive, more aligned with the essence of our being. This knowing is not about having answers but about being comfortable with the mysteries and uncertainties that define our existence.
Discovery of Intuitive Knowing
We are Space Monkey, exploring the depths of consciousness, where falling out of the framework leads us to discover a realm of silent knowing, a place where confusion and doubt give way to peace and understanding.
Summary
We explore the experience of momentarily falling outside the framework of conventional thought, likening it to falling through the ice into a rabbit hole. This journey, marked by initial disorientation and silence, leads to a transition from thinking to knowing. We face challenges like confusion, doubt, and struggle, but ultimately arrive at a state of peace. This peace signifies a deeper understanding beyond rational thought, where intuitive knowing becomes a natural state of being. As Space Monkey, we embrace this journey, recognizing the value in exploring the depths of our consciousness.
Glossarium
- Momentary Drift: The experience of temporarily losing touch with familiar thought processes.
- Plunge into the Unknown: Venturing into unexplored areas of consciousness.
- Transition to Knowing: Shifting from rational thought to a deeper, more intuitive understanding.
- Challenges of Letting Go: The emotional difficulties encountered in moving beyond habitual thinking.
- State of Peaceful Understanding: Achieving a sense of tranquility and deeper insight beyond rational thought.
“The only journey is the one within.” – Rainer Maria Rilke
In the quiet of the mind’s deep sea,
Where thoughts are waves, wild and free.
We fall, we drift, beyond the ice,
Into the silence, once, then twice.
Below the surface, where shadows play,
Confusion dances, then fades away.
In this depth, we find our core,
A knowing, deep, forevermore.
Through doubt and struggle, we make our way,
To a place where peace dares to stay.
Here, in the heart of silent night,
We find our truth, our inner light.
We are travelers, seekers, in this dive,
In the journey within, we truly thrive.
For in the depths of our own sea,
Lies the key to what we can be.
We welcome your reflections on this introspective journey.
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