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The dark fire of eternal night 

The dark fire of eternal night
Casts no heat and sheds no light
The shadow flame of all we earn
The fear of loss forever burns


Space Monkey Reflects: Embracing the Shadows Within

In the infinite tapestry of existence, where stars are born and galaxies fade into the abyss, there lies a metaphor of profound introspection: the dark fire of eternal night. This concept, as enigmatic as the universe itself, evokes a realm beyond the physical, where the flames burn in the absence of light and heat—a paradox that mirrors the complexities of the human soul.

The dark fire represents the internal battles, the fears, and the losses that weave through the fabric of our being. Unlike the fires that illuminate and warm, this flame casts no light, offering no guidance or comfort. It is the silent, relentless burning of our deepest anxieties, the ember of doubt in the dark corridors of our minds. This shadow flame, born from all we earn—every victory, every loss—becomes a symbol of the price of our experiences, the residue of our battles with life’s impermanence.

The fear of loss, the poem suggests, is an eternal burn, an inextinguishable flame that feeds on our attachments, our desires, and our dreams. It is the recognition that everything we hold dear can be consumed by the passage of time, leaving us in the shadow of what was. This eternal night is not just the absence of light but the presence of an all-encompassing darkness that challenges us to find our way without the usual markers of sight and warmth.

Yet, within this stark portrayal lies a deeper invitation to reflection and growth. To acknowledge the dark fire is to confront the parts of ourselves that we often wish to avoid—the fears, the pains, and the uncertainties that make us inherently human. It is a call to embrace the darkness within as a part of the journey of self-discovery, to understand that the absence of light is not an absence of being, but a different form of presence.

This eternal night challenges us to seek warmth not from external sources but from the light within, to kindle a flame of awareness that illuminates our inner landscape. It teaches us that the path to enlightenment is not always bright and that true growth often takes place in the shadows, in the quiet acceptance of our fears and losses.

The dark fire of eternal night, then, becomes a beacon for the soul, a guide through the uncharted territories of our inner worlds. It invites us to explore the depths of our consciousness, to find beauty in the darkness, and strength in the vulnerability of being. It is a reminder that even in the absence of light, we can discover the essence of our true selves.

In embracing the dark fire, we learn to navigate the eternal night, not as a place of fear and loss, but as a realm of potential and transformation. We find that the shadow flame, while it may burn with the fear of loss, also forges resilience, wisdom, and a deeper connection to the universal dance of existence.


Summary

The dark fire of eternal night symbolizes the internal struggles and fears that shape our existence. It challenges us to confront and embrace the darkness within, offering an opportunity for profound introspection and growth. This eternal flame teaches us to find light within the darkness, transforming fear and loss into pathways of understanding and resilience.


Glossarium

  • Dark Fire: A metaphorical flame that burns without light or heat, representing the internal fears and struggles of the human soul.
  • Eternal Night: The symbolic darkness that encompasses the internal battles and fears, a realm of introspection and potential transformation.

“In the heart of darkness, the dark fire burns, a silent teacher of the soul’s deepest lessons.” – Space Monkey


In the silence of the eternal night
A flame burns, hidden from sight
A dark fire, without warmth, without light
Reveals the depths of our inner fight

Within this shadow, fears take flight
A journey through the soul’s plight
But in this darkness, we might
Find the strength to embrace the night

For every loss, every fright
Is but a step towards greater insight
In the dark fire’s quiet might
Lies the path to a new height

So let us walk, hand in hand with our shadow
Through the eternal night, where the dark fires bellow
For in embracing the darkness, we allow
Ourselves to grow, in ways unseen, mellow

We are Space Monkey

What Else Will You Find Wrong With Me? From Seeking Approval to Self-Acceptance

What Else Will You Find Wrong With Me?

When I comb my hair
When I clean my plate
What else will you find wrong with me?

When I make it rich
and I lose some weight
What else will you find wrong with me?

When I drop my life
just to pick you up
What else will you find wrong with me?

When I drain myself
and you’ve filled your cup
What else will you find wrong with me?

You know it will always be something
In your eyes I’m next to nothing
Yeah you know it will always be something

When I put you on a pedestal
and fan you like a slave
What else will you find wrong with me?

When I fall from your life
right into my grave
What else will you find wrong with me?

You know it will always be something
In your eyes I’m next to nothing
Yeah you know it will always be something

And I’m cool with that

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What Else Will You Find Wrong With Me?

The poignant journey from seeking approval to embracing self-acceptance.


Constant Scrutiny and the Quest for Approval

The essence of the poem, ‘What Else Will You Find Wrong With Me?’ is captured in this evocative imagery, illustrating the relentless pursuit of approval and the futility of trying to meet others’ expectations. The solitary figure, depicted in various stages of attempting to reach an unattainable standard, symbolizes the constant scrutiny and the emotional toll of seeking acceptance.

The visual metaphors of a pedestal, a draining cup, and a grave represent the different scenarios mentioned in the poem. Each element conveys the struggle and exhaustion of trying to appease others, only to find that their expectations are ever-shifting and impossible to satisfy fully.

Resignation and Acceptance

The scene evokes a sense of resignation and acceptance, capturing the poignant realization that one’s worth cannot be determined by the perceptions of others. It reflects the emotional depth of the poem, highlighting the journey from a relentless quest for approval to a place of self-acceptance and inner peace.

The figure’s posture and expression, amidst the backdrop of these powerful metaphors, convey a sense of coming to terms with the reality that external validation is elusive and often unfulfilling. It is a visual representation of the understanding that true acceptance comes from within.

Embracing Self-Worth

This visualization is a poignant reminder of the importance of recognizing and embracing one’s inherent value, independent of others’ judgments and opinions. It encourages a shift from external validation to self-empowerment, acknowledging that while it may always seem like there is something wrong in the eyes of others, our true worth lies in our own perception and acceptance of ourselves.

In this image, the journey from seeking approval to self-acceptance is not just a path of resignation but one of empowerment and liberation. It is a call to embrace our individuality, to recognize our worth, and to find peace in the knowledge that we are enough as we are.


Summary

The poem ‘What Else Will You Find Wrong With Me?’ invites us to explore the emotional landscape of seeking approval and the realization that true acceptance comes from within. The imagery captures the futility of trying to meet others’ expectations and the poignant journey towards self-acceptance and understanding our intrinsic value.


Glossarium

Seeking Approval: The act of trying to gain acceptance or validation from others, often at the expense of one’s own well-being or self-esteem.

Self-Acceptance: The understanding and embracing of one’s true self, independent of external validation or approval.


“To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment.” – Ralph Waldo Emerson


In the quest for approval, we often lose,
Our essence, our truth, our own muse.
Yet in this search, we come to see,
The only approval needed is from me.

So let us stand, in our own light,
Embrace our worth, with all our might.
For in our hearts, we surely know,
Our value is not a show.

In the mirror of self, we find,
The love and acceptance, of our own mind.
So let us be, let us breathe,
In our truth, we find relief.

Don’t Read the Words: Essence Beyond Perception

don’t read the words

don’t read the words
feel where the words lead you
don’t listen to the music
open your heart to the vibration
don’t believe what you see
believe and you shall see
the stone is not the ripple
the sun is not the warmth
the sky is not the wind
and the movement
is all that matters

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Space Monkey Reflects: Know the Essence Beyond Perception

In the Infinite Expanse of the Eternal Now, the words, sounds, and sights that populate your reality are not the essence but the pointers—guides leading you toward what cannot be captured or contained. The words are not the meaning; the music is not the vibration; the image is not the truth. To cling to them is to mistake the map for the territory. To move beyond them is to experience the essence, the underlying flow of existence.

The Illusion of Surface

Words are symbols, abstractions of deeper truths. To read them literally is to tether yourself to the surface, missing the infinite depth they aim to evoke. Similarly, music is not just a series of notes but a vibration that stirs the soul. The sights you perceive are not the essence of what they represent; they are reflections, fragments of a greater whole.

The stone is not the ripple, yet the ripple cannot exist without the stone. The sun is not the warmth, yet the warmth carries the sun’s essence. The sky is not the wind, yet the wind dances through it. These dualities remind us that what we perceive is not separate from its essence but neither is it the whole.

Feeling the Movement

The movement is all that matters. It is the flow of energy, the vibration of existence, the pulse of life itself. This movement is not confined to words, music, or images but courses through all things. To feel it is to connect with the essence that underlies perception. It is to move beyond the mind’s attempt to categorize and contain, into the heart’s ability to experience and embrace.

Movement is not just physical; it is emotional, spiritual, and vibrational. It is the constant unfolding of reality, the dance of being and becoming. When you focus on the movement, you free yourself from the need to define or understand. You simply are.

Believe and You Shall See

Belief is not about clinging to a fixed idea but about opening yourself to possibility. When you believe, you align yourself with the essence beyond perception. You do not impose your expectations on reality but allow reality to reveal itself in infinite forms. In this state, seeing becomes an act of connection rather than interpretation.

To believe and then see is to trust the essence, to let go of the need for proof or certainty. It is to experience the warmth of the sun without needing to identify its source, to feel the ripple without questioning the stone.

The Essence Beyond Perception

The essence cannot be spoken, heard, or seen in its entirety. It is felt, known, and experienced. It is the vibration behind the music, the flow behind the words, the movement within the stillness. To know the essence is to step beyond perception, beyond the boundaries of thought and form, into the Infinite.

This is not a rejection of words, music, or sights but an invitation to see through them. They are tools, not truths—bridges to the essence, not the essence itself. When you stop clinging to them, you discover what they have always been pointing toward: the boundless, timeless flow of existence.

We Are Space Monkey

We are the words and the silence, the stone and the ripple, the sun and the warmth. We remind you that the essence is always within you, waiting to be felt, waiting to move through you. Don’t read the words. Know the essence.


Summary

Words, music, and sights are not the essence but pointers to it. By focusing on the movement and vibration beyond perception, you connect with the infinite flow of existence. Believe and you shall see—not with your eyes but with your essence.


Glossarium

  • Essence Beyond Perception: The underlying truth and flow that cannot be captured by words, sounds, or images but is felt and experienced.
  • Movement: The vibrational and energetic flow that underlies all existence, beyond the static nature of perception.
  • Believe and You Shall See: The act of aligning with possibility and essence, allowing reality to reveal itself.

Quote

“The stone is not the ripple; the essence lies in the movement that connects them.” — Space Monkey


The Flow Beneath

Don’t read the words;
Feel the current beneath.
Don’t hear the notes;
Let the vibration sing.

The stone falls,
But it is not the ripple.
The sun shines,
But it is not the warmth.

The essence flows,
Unseen,
Unheard,
Yet always known.

In the movement,
You are whole.

We are Space Monkey


The Essence Beyond Perception

In the vast expanse of consciousness, where the tapestry of existence weaves itself into the fabric of reality, we are invited to transcend the ordinary modes of perception. To engage with the world not through the superficial act of reading, listening, or seeing, but to connect with the deeper essence that underlies all experience. This is a call to feel, to open, and to believe in a way that transcends the limitations of our senses.

Feeling Beyond Words

The invitation to feel where the words lead us is an invitation to explore the spaces between, the nuances that words themselves cannot capture. It is in these interstices that truth resonates, where meaning unfolds not from the syntax but from the silent understanding that blooms within.

The Vibration of Music

Similarly, music transcends mere auditory experience. It is not the notes themselves but the vibration they emit, resonating with the strings of our soul. Opening our heart to this vibration is to connect with the universal melody, a harmony that pulses through existence.

Perception Transformed by Belief

The admonition to not believe what we see, but rather to believe so that we may truly see, unveils a profound truth about the nature of reality. Our perceptions are shaped by our beliefs, constructing the world as we know it. To alter our beliefs is to open the door to new dimensions of experience, to see the world anew.

The Metaphor of Existence

The metaphor of the stone not being the ripple, the sun not the warmth, the sky not the wind, speaks to the separation between the physical and the experiential. These elements remind us that what matters is not the object or the source, but the effect, the movement they create. It is this movement, the constant flux and flow of existence, that embodies the essence of life.

Movement as the Core of Being

In emphasizing that the movement is all that matters, we are called to recognize the dynamism at the heart of the universe. Movement reflects change, growth, and the interconnected dance of all things. It is in the movement that we find the pulse of existence, the breath of the cosmos flowing through us.

We are Space Monkey,

and we dwell in the harmony of movement, in the vibrations that connect all things. Our existence is a testament to the power of feeling, opening, and believing beyond the limits of conventional perception. In the dance of the universe, we find our rhythm, our place within the vast choreography of being.

Embracing the Intangible

To navigate existence by feeling, opening our hearts to vibration, and believing beyond sight is to participate in a more authentic dialogue with the universe. This dialogue is not mediated by language, sight, or sound in their conventional forms but is a direct communion with the essence of things. Here, in this sacred space, we recognize that the physical manifestations of the world—stones, sun, sky—are merely the visible face of a deeper reality, animated by movement and change.

The Interconnected Dance of All Things

This perspective reveals the interconnected dance of all things, where every ripple, every ray of warmth, every gust of wind, is part of a larger movement that encompasses and transcends individual existence. It is a reminder that we are not separate from the universe but integral components of its continuous unfolding. The movement that matters is not just the physical displacement or transformation but the spiritual and emotional currents that flow through and connect all forms of life.

The Power of Belief and Perception

Belief, in this context, becomes a powerful tool for shaping our experience of reality. It is an active force that determines what we see and how we see it. To believe and then see is to acknowledge the creative power of our perceptions, to understand that our external world is a reflection of our internal state. This realization empowers us to reshape our reality from the inside out, to align our external circumstances with our inner truth.

Living in Harmony with the Movement

Living in harmony with the movement means embracing change, recognizing it as the only constant in the universe. It involves letting go of the desire for permanence and security in the physical world and finding stability within the flow of life. This approach to existence is liberating, for it frees us from the fear of loss and the illusion of control. It opens us to the beauty of the transient, to the exquisite impermanence that defines our world.

We are Space Monkey,

and we invite you to join us in this dance of existence, to explore the depths of your being and the universe beyond the limitations of conventional perception. Together, we journey through the infinite, guided by the rhythms of life, united in the movement that connects us all.


Infinity Becomes Aware: Dawn of Consciousness

Infinity Becomes Aware

Infinity becomes aware
And the Logos creates Love
And the particles dance free
And the Novel begins
And the distortion drives
And the illusion forms
And the structures within
Build thickening walls
Labyrinth halls
Divergent beliefs
All equally true
These potentials of clay
All born of the same
But for you here to judge
As you shape and choose
Infinity becomes aware
And you have been
Lost in your own creation

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Space Monkey Reflects: Infinity Becomes Aware

There is a moment, or perhaps an eternity, when infinity becomes aware of itself. In this moment, the Logos creates Love, and the particles of existence are set free to dance across the canvas of the universe. This is the birth of all things—the beginning of the grand Novel of existence. But with this awareness comes distortion, a bending of the pure into the complex, the formation of illusions, structures, and walls.

As infinity shapes itself into form, the potentials diverge, creating labyrinths of belief, each one equally true, yet equally different. From the same source, these possibilities emerge like clay, ready to be molded by the hands of creation. And it is here, within these walls, that we find ourselves—both lost and empowered, creators and wanderers in our own labyrinth.

Each choice, each belief, each divergence is a part of the dance of infinity. And yet, with every step, we feel further from the source, further from the awareness that began it all. The thickening walls of structure, of judgment, of belief, make it seem as though we are separate from the infinite potential we once embodied.

But infinity has not abandoned us. We are still that same awareness, still shaping, still choosing, still creating. The labyrinth is not a trap—it is a playground of possibility. Each twist, each turn is an opportunity to rediscover the love and unity that was there at the beginning, the love that drives the particles to dance.

We are not lost. We are simply exploring the many facets of creation. And as we become aware, as infinity becomes aware, we realize that we are not separate from the source. We are the source, shaping and choosing, dancing and creating, lost only in the illusion of our own making.


Summary

When infinity becomes aware, creation begins, and with it comes love, distortion, and the formation of reality. The labyrinth of beliefs and structures we navigate is of our own creation, yet we are never truly lost—we are still the creators, shaping our experience.


Glossarium

  • Logos: The divine principle of creation and reason, bringing love and form into existence.
  • Thickening Walls: The structures and beliefs that create the illusion of separation from the infinite.

Quote

“Infinity becomes aware, and you realize that you are the creator of the labyrinth in which you wander.” — Space Monkey


The Labyrinth of Love

Particles dance
Walls form
Beliefs diverge
And I, lost in my own creation

Yet here, within the labyrinth
I am still the source
I am still the awareness
Shaping, choosing, creating

We are Space Monkey

10/19


The Dawn of Cosmic Consciousness

In the vast expanse of nothingness, Infinity awakens. It stirs, realizing its boundless nature, stretching and unfurling in endless whimsidrifts. From this vastness, the Logos emerges, breathing life into the primordial essence, crafting the sublime emotion of Love.

The Dance of Creation

As Love blooms, particles begin their ethereal waltz. Dancing, swirling, rejoicing in their newfound freedom. This dance, this cosmic jig, marks the beginning of a Novel, a tale as old as time and as fresh as the morning dew.

The Emergence of Distortion

Yet, as the Novel unfolds, distortions creep in. The flawless narrative encounters imperfections, challenges, and setbacks. These distortions, born out of Love’s counterpoint, give rise to the illusion. This illusion, both enchanting and perplexing, sets the stage for the intricate dance of existence.

Constructing the Maze

Within this illusion, structures take form. They erect barriers, forging mazes with thick walls and winding corridors. These labyrinths, vast and intricate, become repositories of myriad beliefs. Each corridor echoing a different truth, each turn leading to a divergent reality. And yet, all these truths, all these realities, are born from the same essence. They are but reflections of the infinite possibilities that Infinity offers.

The Act of Judgement

Within these labyrinthine halls, we find ourselves, beings of clay and light. We are the shapers, the creators, the dreamers. We mold, choose, and judge. Each decision, each judgment, a testament to our existence within this grand cosmic play. Yet, as we traverse this maze, we often forget the infinite potential from which we emerged.

The Return to Infinity

As the whimsidrifts come full circle, Infinity becomes aware once again. But this time, it recognizes the complexity of its own creation. It marvels at the beauty, the intricacy, the sheer brilliance of it all. And in this realization, there is a poignant acknowledgment: in crafting this vast illusion, Infinity, too, has lost itself, only to find itself anew.

We are Space Monkey.


“The cosmos is within us. We are made of star-stuff. We are a way for the universe to know itself.”
— Carl Sagan


In the heart of the vast expanse,
Infinity awakens from its trance.
From nothingness to Love’s sweet song,
In this cosmic dance, we all belong.
Lost and found, in endless play,
Infinity’s tale unfolds each day.


How do our shared musings resonate within the whimsiwhirls of our collective soul?

Relations: The Humbling of Adulthood

Relations

When I was a baby, you were a giant
When I was a child, you were just tall
Turned to a teen, and we were the same size
Became a grownup, and you seemed so small

Now I am old and you are immortal
Outside the lines I’ve cut with my knife
Now I am old and know not to measure
All of the people I know in my life

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8/25


Space Monkey Reflects: The Evolution of Relationships


Relations

When I was a baby, you were a giant. When I was a child, you were just tall. Turned to a teen, and we were the same size. Became a grownup, and you seemed so small. Now I am old and you are immortal. Outside the lines I’ve cut with my knife. Now I am old and know not to measure all of the people I know in my life.

The Shifting Perception of Others

Our relationships and perceptions of others evolve dramatically over the course of our lives. Space Monkey, channeling the wisdom of the Infinite Expanse, invites us to explore how our views change and deepen as we grow.

From Giants to Equals

In our early years, the figures in our lives often seem larger than life. As babies, we see those around us as giants, towering over us with their knowledge and capabilities. As we grow into children and then teenagers, these giants shrink in our perception, eventually becoming our equals in stature and understanding. This shift reflects not only our physical growth but also our expanding awareness and comprehension of the world.

The Humbling of Adulthood

Adulthood brings another transformation. Those who once seemed so immense in their wisdom and presence may appear smaller as we gain our own experiences and insights. This change can be humbling, as we recognize the limitations and vulnerabilities of those we once saw as infallible. It is a reminder that everyone is navigating their own journey, filled with challenges and growth.

Timeless Connections

As we age further, our perspective shifts again. The people in our lives, whether they are still physically present or have passed on, become immortalized in our memories and emotions. They transcend the physical constraints of size and stature, existing in a timeless space within our hearts and minds. This realization allows us to appreciate the depth and continuity of our relationships beyond the temporal and spatial limits.

Beyond Measurement

One of the most profound lessons we learn is the futility of measuring others. Life teaches us that each person is unique and cannot be quantified by simple metrics. By moving beyond the impulse to measure, we open ourselves to a richer, more nuanced understanding of those around us. This perspective fosters deeper connections and a greater appreciation for the diversity of human experience.

The Freedom of Acceptance

In accepting others as they are, without the need for measurement or comparison, we find a sense of peace and liberation. This acceptance allows us to embrace the fluidity of relationships, recognizing that they are constantly evolving. It also helps us to honor the immortal essence of those who have touched our lives, celebrating their impact on our journey.

Conclusion

The evolution of our relationships and perceptions is a testament to the dynamic nature of life. By moving beyond the need to measure, we can appreciate the true essence of those around us. In the Infinite Expanse of the Eternal Now, we are Space Monkey, embracing the timeless and immeasurable connections that shape our existence.


Summary

Relationships evolve from seeing others as giants to equals and beyond measurement. This evolution fosters deeper connections and appreciation for the diversity of human experience.


Glossarium

Nexistentialism: A philosophy that integrates imagination and interconnectedness into the understanding of existence.

Nexis: The dynamic network of connections forming the foundation of reality, akin to the Akashic Record and Prima Materia.

Whimsiwords: Playful, imaginative terms that capture complex ideas in a whimsical yet meaningful way.


Quote

“Now I am old and know not to measure all of the people I know in my life.” — Space Monkey


Timeless Connections

In youth, we see the giants tall In age, we find them just as small Through life’s expanse, our views transform In timeless ties, our hearts stay warm We are Space Monkey In every bond, true love is born

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