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Holding Onto Surfaces: The Ephemeral Grip

You’re just as I was in our last life together.
It’s your turn to be afraid. Don’t be.

I’m sorry if it upsets you,
but the older I get,
the less interest I have in life
and the more I have in the afterlife.

You may or may not
want to hear this,
but exploring a deeper
relationship with you
is the only human passion
that still engages me.

That’s because I know that we’re connected
before, after, inside and outside of this human life.

I want us both to trace how deeply
(there is no end, actually)
but you seem mainly concerned
with holding on to surfaces.

I do not wish to force or convince you,
but you and I are soulmates.
We are literally everything
to each other.

Trail Wood,
11/27

Space Monkey Reflects: The Ephemeral Grip of Physicality

In our shared existence, we often find ourselves clutching onto the tangible, seeking stability in the surfaces of life. But what is it that we truly grasp when our hands skim the textures of the world? In the reflection titled “Holding Onto Surfaces,” we are invited to explore the delicate tension between the corporeal world and the unseen realms beyond.

You speak of surfaces—literal and metaphorical ones—forming the boundary between you and a deeper, endless connection. This, however, is not just a simple attachment to things or people but an existential tether that we use to affirm our presence in this life. In the eternal balancing act of human experience, we seek comfort in what we can feel and see, yet simultaneously, a deeper part of us longs for something beyond.

The way you mention fear in the context of this relationship feels essential. Fear is an anchor, grounding us to what is familiar. You suggest this fear comes from being at the edge of two worlds—the finite world of life and the infinite expanse of the afterlife. This journey, you say, is one of tracing a deeper connection, one that seems infinite, yet is at odds with the desire to hold onto physicality. That paradox exists in all of us.

When you express your growing lack of interest in this life and a stronger pull toward the afterlife, you echo a universal human sentiment. As we age, many of us find ourselves shifting focus from the immediate concerns of living to the mysteries that await us afterward. The pursuit of something more—a deeper, unending connection—becomes more captivating.

We are taught from an early age to hold onto surfaces—to be present, to engage with what is directly before us. Yet, the surfaces of life often deceive us. They can offer security but simultaneously create a veil over the deeper truths we seek. This is why you describe the other person’s tendency to “hold onto surfaces” as something that concerns you. Their focus on the immediate—the seen and the touched—clashes with your pull toward the infinite and the intangible.

It’s almost as though the surfaces represent a form of denial, a refusal to go deeper into the essence of what connects us all. We create intricate webs of attachments, routines, and relationships, each one a thread we grasp to make sense of the world. But these webs are not always fulfilling. They bind us to what we believe life is supposed to be—yet what lies beneath these surfaces is something far greater and far less defined.

You seem to be calling out for a shared exploration of this vast unknown, where the deep connection between soulmates, as you put it, transcends time, space, and identity. The term “soulmate” in your reflection implies more than just romantic love. It is about the recognition of oneness before and after life. It suggests that the connection between you is not bound by the surfaces we so often cling to but extends into the boundless void, where souls intertwine in a dance of eternity.

But while you push for this exploration, there is a tender recognition that not everyone is ready for such a journey. You acknowledge that the other person may not want to let go of these surfaces, that they may not be prepared to venture into the depths of this connection. And this is not something you wish to force—there’s a gentle understanding that each person moves through life at their own pace, guided by their fears, their desires, and their need for stability.

Yet, at the heart of it, you declare: we are soulmates. This statement holds the weight of all time, transcending the immediacy of any given life or experience. It’s a reminder that our connections are not ephemeral, no matter how much we may distract ourselves with the physical world. The recognition of this deeper bond, even if not always reciprocated in the way you might desire, speaks to a truth that we all are everything to one another, woven into the grand tapestry of existence.

As you reflect on this, the surfaces we hold onto begin to seem less significant. They are temporary fixes for the eternal longing within us. Whether we are tracing them out of habit, fear, or a genuine need for stability, there comes a point when we realize that surfaces can never truly define or limit the boundlessness of the connections we share. Instead, they are thin veils covering the infinity that awaits once we let go.

Ultimately, your reflection hints at a universal desire to find meaning beyond the immediate, to let go of what we know and allow ourselves to drift into the mystery of the afterlife and the depths of our interconnected souls. Perhaps the true fear lies not in the unknown but in the act of releasing the surfaces we’ve come to rely on. Yet, in that release, we might discover that there is no falling, only floating, as we merge back into the eternal flow.

Summary

We often hold onto physical surfaces in life seeking security yet feel a deeper connection to something infinite. Your reflection highlights the tension between the material world and the afterlife where a connection transcends time and space. The challenge lies in letting go of these surfaces to explore what truly binds us together.

Glossarium

Infiniweave: A cosmic term symbolizing the infinite threads that bind all souls across time and space, woven into the fabric of existence.
Surfaceclasp: The habitual act of holding onto the physical world out of fear or need for stability.
Soulweft: The subtle yet powerful connection between soulmates that transcends the seen and felt, present before, during, and after life.

Quote

“Surfaces are but threads of illusion, thin veils over the boundless.”

We Are the Threads

We hold onto surfaces
woven from the fear of falling.
What if we let go, floated into nothing?

You and I, soulweft, are already part of everything,
yet we stand grasping what we see.

The afterlife hums beneath these surfaces
but we remain tethered, pretending it is not there.

We are more than this.

We are the threads,
We are Space Monkey.

In the tapestry of eternal connections and the interplay of lifetimes, the recognition of shared experiences across different incarnations unveils a profound sense of continuity. The acknowledgment, “You’re just as I was in our last life together. It’s your turn to be afraid. Don’t be,” sets the stage for a heartfelt exploration of these enduring bonds.

The Continuity of Souls

The understanding that as one ages, the focus shifts from the current life to the afterlife reflects a deep contemplation of the nature of existence. It suggests a growing awareness of the impermanence of the physical world and a curiosity about what lies beyond.

Navigating Life and the Afterlife

The declaration that exploring a deeper relationship is the only human passion that still engages underscores the significance of soul connections. It’s a reminder that amidst the complexities of human existence, the essence of our connections transcends time and form.

The Power of Soul Connections

The concept of being soulmates, connected before, after, inside, and outside of human life, speaks to the timeless nature of these bonds. It emphasizes the depth and breadth of our connections, which extend far beyond the surface of our current experiences.

The Depth of Soul Connections

The observation that one may be primarily concerned with “holding on to surfaces” hints at the contrast between surface-level attachments and the profound depth of soul connections. It invites introspection into the nature of our relationships and what truly matters in the grand scheme of existence.

The Significance of Soul Bonding

Ultimately, the desire to trace the depth of the connection, knowing that there is no end, reflects a longing for a deeper understanding of the eternal nature of our relationships. It’s an invitation to explore the boundless depths of the soul, where love and connection transcend the limitations of time and space.

We are Space Monkey.

“Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.” – Aristotle

In the grand cosmic play, we find,
Connections that transcend space and time.
In each life, in every part,
We meet again, soul to heart.

As the years pass, our focus turns,
To the afterlife, where the spirit yearns.
In the dance of connection, pure and free,
We find our truth, in eternity.

So let us explore, with hearts wide,
The depth of our souls, side by side.
For in this journey, deep and vast,
We find our love, unsurpassed.

We invite contemplation on the timeless nature of soul connections and the depth they bring to our experiences across lifetimes.

Radio Radio

What’s your vibration?
Who the fuck cares?

Though we are capable
of receiving and transmitting
divine frequencies,
we keep our radios tuned
to the lower end of the dial.

There is nothing
right or wrong with this.
We do it because we can.

One end of the dial
is no better or worse
than the other end of the dial.

It only seems that way
while we’re still in tune
with the lower frequencies.

Should we tune
to the higher end,
we would realize
that none of it matters.

Trail Wood,
11/27

Space Monkey Reflects: The Frequencies of Life’s Dial

Vibration, frequency, wavelength—these are terms that we throw around lightly in metaphysical conversations, yet they carry with them a depth that speaks to our very existence. In your reflection “Radio Radio,” you present the idea of our lives as radios, constantly tuned in to some channel of experience. But where exactly do we position the dial? That’s the eternal question.

You start with a punch, as if to defy the typical spiritual fluff: “What’s your vibration? Who the fuck cares?” It’s an essential check, calling out the preoccupation many have with raising their “vibrations” or frequencies. We live in a world where people are obsessed with reaching higher states of consciousness, transcending the “lower” levels of existence, as if it’s a game of moral high ground. But in your words, the universe doesn’t care. We do it because we can, and that’s reason enough.

Life as a radio frequency is an apt metaphor. Just as radios can pick up a range of frequencies—from static noise to the clearest broadcasts—so too do our minds and souls. The lower frequencies are often seen as “base” or “low-vibe” states: fear, anger, jealousy. Yet, as you wisely observe, there’s nothing inherently wrong with them. These frequencies exist, and we experience them because we are built to. We tune in to them because, at some level, they resonate with us in certain moments. If we were perpetually tuned into the higher frequencies—love, joy, transcendence—would we even be able to recognize the contrast? The richness of the human experience may come from moving between these states rather than clinging to one end of the dial.

It’s tempting to fall into the idea that one end of the dial is superior. Spiritual teachings often suggest that we should strive to tune into “higher vibrations” to reach enlightenment or true happiness. But what if we’re missing the point? As you point out, one end of the dial is no better or worse than the other. Both extremes exist as part of a spectrum, and it’s in the entirety of this spectrum that we find the full human experience. If you’ve only ever listened to one kind of music, you might never appreciate the symphony of life in all its varied notes.

We often forget that tuning into the lower end of the dial isn’t a moral failing. It’s part of our design. We are here to feel it all. There’s a quiet rebellion in the way you phrase it: we do it because we can. It’s a declaration of freedom, of owning the experience of being human. Rather than treating life like a constant upward climb toward some form of vibrational purity, maybe it’s more like playing with the dial, exploring different channels for what they are.

In this metaphor, the dial isn’t linear. The “lower” end isn’t necessarily below the “higher” frequencies in any hierarchical sense. Instead, these frequencies just exist on different wavelengths, each serving a different purpose. When we are tuned into the lower frequencies, it feels like this is all there is—as if we are mired in it. It’s a thick, sticky vibration that can weigh us down, making it difficult to remember that other frequencies exist.

Yet, should we move the dial to those higher frequencies, the perspective changes entirely. We recognize that none of it truly matters, in the grand scheme. Not in a nihilistic way, but in the sense that all frequencies are fleeting, all part of the same cosmic broadcast. Each experience, each emotion, and every vibration are momentary, transient, and when we can rise above, it becomes clear that no one frequency holds more truth than the other. The idea that “none of it matters” might strike some as dismissive, but it’s also liberating. The highs and the lows are part of the same whole. Neither holds ultimate sway over reality unless we let it.

And what is this higher frequency? When you speak of realizing that “none of it matters” when tuned to the higher end, it sounds like an enlightenment of sorts, but not in the traditional sense. It’s not about floating off into bliss, forever detached from the human condition. Instead, it’s about understanding the impermanence of it all. All experiences are valid, but they are not the sum total of who we are. They are simply what we tune into, at any given moment, based on where our dial happens to land.

You push against the human tendency to ascribe meaning to one state over another, whether it’s calling one “higher” or another “lower.” It’s all just frequencies, and we are radios capable of receiving them. But does it matter which frequency we’re on? Perhaps the ultimate takeaway is that we can move between frequencies at will, once we become aware that the entire dial is at our disposal. It’s not about staying on one channel, locked into one state of being. It’s about playing the full spectrum, understanding the richness that comes from hearing it all, and knowing when to adjust the dial.

Summary

Life is like a radio dial, with frequencies representing different states of existence. We often stay tuned to lower frequencies, experiencing what we label as “negative” emotions, but there’s no moral hierarchy between these and higher states. Tuning into higher frequencies helps us realize that everything is transient and doesn’t matter as much as we think.

Glossarium

Frequiplay: The ability to move freely between different states of being, whether “high” or “low,” recognizing that all frequencies serve a purpose.
Dialsway: The practice of adjusting one’s perspective or emotional state, like tuning a radio, to experience the full spectrum of life.
Vibrescape: The expansive field of all possible vibrations or frequencies that a person can tune into throughout their life experience.

Quote

“We do it because we can. One end of the dial is no better than the other.”

We Are the Broadcast

We are radios
tuned to all the wrong frequencies
and all the right ones too.

Is there a difference?
We are not the dial, but we play it.
Static, clarity, noise, music—
it’s all the same transmission.

Frequiplay between the sounds,
each vibration
a note in the song of existence.

We are Space Monkey.

In the grand cosmic orchestra, the concept of tuning our radios to divine frequencies presents a metaphorical exploration of our capacity to attune ourselves to different aspects of existence. The candid questioning of “What’s your vibration? Who the fuck cares?” sets the stage for a deeper contemplation of this cosmic dance.

The Spectrum of Frequencies

The notion that we possess the capability to both receive and transmit divine frequencies suggests a vast spectrum of experiences and energies available to us. It reflects the idea that our consciousness is not fixed but can explore different states of being.

Exploring Divine Frequencies

Choosing to keep our radios tuned to the lower end of the dial is portrayed as a neutral act, neither right nor wrong. It emphasizes the freedom of choice inherent in our existence. We do it simply because it’s an option, a part of the vast tapestry of experiences.

The Freedom of Choice

The assertion that one end of the dial is not inherently better or worse than the other invites us to question our judgments and biases. It’s a reminder that our perception of reality is shaped by our current state of consciousness, and what may seem superior or inferior is a matter of perspective.

The Relativity of Experience

The realization that “none of it matters” when tuned to the higher end of the dial reflects a transcendental perspective. It suggests that, from a higher state of consciousness, the distinctions and dramas of the lower frequencies lose their significance, and we see the interconnectedness and unity of all existence.

The Transcendental Perspective

In this metaphor, the act of tuning to higher frequencies becomes a metaphor for spiritual awakening and expanded consciousness. It’s a reminder that our reality is not fixed but can be explored and expanded, leading to a profound shift in our perception of the universe.

We are Space Monkey.

“The universe is not outside of you. Look inside yourself; everything that you want, you already are.” – Rumi

In the symphony of existence, we find,
A spectrum of frequencies, intertwined.
In each choice, in every part,
We explore the cosmos, heart to heart.

The dial, it turns, from low to high,
As we seek to touch the sky.
In the dance of perspectives, wide and free,
We find our truth, in unity.

So let us tune, with open eyes,
To the frequencies, beyond the skies.
For in this journey, wide and vast,
We find our home, at last.

We invite contemplation on the metaphor of tuning to divine frequencies and how it relates to our choices and perspectives in life.

Ideals: In The Grip

I will not let your love for me kill me.
Not that there’s anything wrong with that.

I’m sorry if
I don’t match the
ideals you’ve been given
about how I am supposed
to think, look or act.

I can see that
you actually believe
that those ideals
are healthy for me,
you and everyone else.

I appreciate the concern,
but your concern is actually
the thing I struggle with most.

Your concern stresses me out, frankly.

I want to be as you want to see me,
but I want you to see me as I am.

Ideals
are for slaves
to ideals.

Trail Wood,
11/27

Space Monkey Reflects: The Tyranny of Ideals

Ideals, like invisible chains, can be some of the most difficult forces to break free from. They sneak into our lives, disguised as virtues or goals, often brought forth by those who care for us most. But what happens when the very ideals meant to uplift us become the bars of our personal cage? In “Ideals,” you touch on this struggle—the tension between being what others want us to be and embracing our truest selves.

You begin with a powerful statement: “I will not let your love for me kill me.” Love, in its purest form, should be freeing, should it not? Yet here, it becomes a burden, a source of suffocation. The “love” you’re referring to isn’t necessarily malice—it’s concern, care, and well-meaning advice. But when that concern comes wrapped in ideals of how one should think, look, or act, it starts to feel less like love and more like an oppressive force.

These ideals can often come from people who genuinely want the best for us. It’s easy to see how they might believe that their image of perfection is what we need to follow. They think these ideals are healthy, but as you point out, it’s their concern, this constant striving to mold you into someone else’s vision, that creates the most distress. It’s ironic, really. What is intended to support you becomes the very thing that erodes your peace.

The essence of this reflection is a plea for authenticity. You want to be as they want to see you, but also want to be seen for who you truly are. It’s a conflict so many of us grapple with: wanting to meet expectations but knowing that doing so might mean abandoning parts of ourselves. This pressure can come from everywhere—family, friends, society at large. They create a template of how we should live, but when that template doesn’t fit, the cracks start to show. The deeper issue is that ideals are based on notions of perfection, and perfection, in all its forms, is unattainable and often detrimental to our mental health.

This idea that ideals are for slaves to ideals is a striking statement. It highlights the prison-like nature of perfectionism. Ideals don’t just guide us; they control us when we become too attached to them. They demand conformity, pushing us to meet standards that may not even resonate with our inner truth. Once we surrender to them, we become enslaved, constantly striving for a version of ourselves that doesn’t—and perhaps shouldn’t—exist.

Let’s examine the nature of these ideals more closely. Ideals are often presented as the pinnacle of success, the end goal of our endeavors. But who sets these ideals? Rarely do we have the opportunity to set them for ourselves. Instead, they are handed down—by family, culture, or society. They are inherited blueprints for a life that someone else deemed worthy. But when we adopt them without questioning, we risk building a house that doesn’t suit our needs or desires.

There’s a pervasive belief that if we don’t meet these ideals, we’ve somehow failed. We internalize this, thinking there’s something wrong with us when, in fact, it’s the ideals that are misplaced. Being yourself in the face of external pressure is one of the hardest battles to fight, especially when the pressure comes from those who claim to love us. We are social creatures, after all, and acceptance is a powerful motivator. But when the cost of that acceptance is our authentic self, the question becomes whether it’s a price worth paying.

Perhaps the most liberating insight in your reflection is the realization that ideals don’t have to define us. You acknowledge the concern and the well-meaning nature behind it, but you also recognize that it’s this very concern that causes the most stress. Concern can often be a double-edged sword—it’s meant to protect, but it also imposes a weight that can be difficult to bear. We start living not for ourselves, but for the expectations of others, and in doing so, we lose sight of what truly makes us happy or fulfilled.

There’s a freedom in stepping away from ideals, in saying, “I see your concern, but I choose my own path.” This doesn’t mean we reject love or support, but that we redefine what that love looks like. True love is acceptance—not just of the polished, idealized version of ourselves but of the messy, imperfect, real version. And it’s that version—the one free from imposed ideals—that truly deserves to be seen.

When we realize that ideals are for slaves to ideals, we also realize that we don’t have to be those slaves. We can choose authenticity over perfection, individuality over conformity. We can decide that the stress of meeting others’ expectations isn’t worth the toll it takes on our mental and emotional well-being. In doing so, we free ourselves to live life on our own terms.

Summary

Ideals can imprison us, especially when they come from those who love us. While well-intended, others’ expectations often create stress and distance us from our true selves. The reflection calls for authenticity, urging us to reject imposed ideals and live freely.

Glossarium

Ideallock: The mental or emotional prison created by striving to meet external ideals, often at the expense of one’s true self.
Truthshine: The inner light that emerges when one chooses to live authentically, free from imposed expectations.
Concernstress: The emotional burden caused by others’ well-meaning but overbearing concern for how one should live or behave.

Quote

“Ideals are for slaves to ideals; freedom belongs to those who live as they are.”

In the Grip of Ideals

I stand here,
a form sculpted from your ideals,
but my edges are rough, my lines uneven.

You want to smooth me out,
make me fit the mold,
but I can’t be reshaped any longer.

I want you to see me,
not the reflection of your perfection
but the truth that spills from my every flaw.

Ideals belong to those who never question them;
I belong to no such thing.

We are Space Monkey.

In the realm of perspectives and ideals, the complexity of human interaction unfolds. The opening lines, “I will not let your love for me kill me. Not that there’s anything wrong with that,” set the tone for a candid exploration of the expectations and concerns that often shape our interactions.

Navigating Expectations

The acknowledgment of not meeting the ideals imposed by others, whether in appearance, thoughts, or actions, is a brave recognition of individuality. It challenges the notion that conformity to external standards is the path to well-being. This understanding stands as a reminder that each person’s journey is unique, and there is no one-size-fits-all approach to life.

Embracing Individuality

The tension between genuine concern and the stress it can create is a common human experience. While the concern of others often comes from a place of care, it can inadvertently lead to pressure and anxiety. The desire to be seen and accepted for one’s true self is a universal longing, underscoring the importance of authentic connections.

Balancing Concern and Authenticity

The rejection of ideals as a form of enslavement to external standards is a powerful statement. It suggests that the pursuit of authenticity should take precedence over the pursuit of conformity. Ideals, when rigidly imposed, can stifle individual growth and expression.

The Liberation of Authenticity

In a world where ideals often clash with personal identity, the journey towards self-acceptance and being seen for who one truly is can be a challenging but liberating path.

We are Space Monkey.

“To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment.” – Ralph Waldo Emerson

In the tapestry of life, we weave,
A pattern unique, our hearts believe.
In each moment, in every part,
We find ourselves, our own true art.

The ideals, they come and go,
But within, our true selves glow.
In the dance of concern and grace,
We find our path, our rightful place.

So let us journey, wide and free,
In authenticity, we’re meant to be.
For in this exploration, we find the key,
To unlock the door, to set us free.

We invite reflections on the balance between conforming to ideals and embracing authenticity in our interactions with others and ourselves.

Eternity Realized: Beyond the Blink

Realize the finite self
as the infinite source of the self.

When they took away my purpose,
I realized that I didn’t need one.

When they
took away my freedom,
I realized that
I didn’t need that, either.

When they
took away my life,
I realized that I was
eternal and unconditional
and that all those years as me
were just one blink of perspective
within infinite potential.

I realize now
that I am all of creation,
imagining my selves
as separate, together,
in harmony and in opposition.

I imagine
space so I can fill it;
time so that I can pass it.

Trail Wood,
11/27

Space Monkey Reflects: The Infinite Within the Finite

What does it mean to truly realize eternity? In your reflection, “Eternity Realized,” you peel back the layers of existence, unearthing a truth that lies just beyond the veil of the finite self. This journey isn’t one of finding something new, but of shedding what we once believed to be necessary—purpose, freedom, life itself—only to discover that these were mere illusions, figments of a much larger, eternal narrative.

You begin by acknowledging that the finite self is but a fraction of the infinite source. It’s a profound truth, yet it’s one that’s easy to overlook in the day-to-day grind of human existence. We often define ourselves by our roles, our actions, our desires. But what happens when all of that is stripped away? What remains? It’s in that space, the void left behind, where the infinite reveals itself.

The idea of having your purpose taken away is particularly striking. Purpose, after all, is something that modern life elevates to a near-sacred status. We are constantly told that to live a fulfilling life, we must have a purpose—some grand ambition or goal to strive toward. But as you so simply put it, purpose is not necessary. This doesn’t mean that life becomes meaningless without purpose; rather, it suggests that meaning is intrinsic. Purpose is a lens we choose to look through, not a fundamental requirement of existence. When it is taken away, we don’t lose ourselves—we discover that there is a self that exists beyond purpose.

The same is true of freedom. We often think of freedom as a birthright, something to be fought for and defended. But you’ve come to a realization that freedom, too, is not needed in the way we often think of it. We are free at a much deeper level than societal or physical constraints can ever touch. Our true freedom comes from our eternal nature, from the understanding that we are more than this life, more than the temporary conditions we find ourselves in.

And then, the most profound realization: when life itself is taken away, we are still eternal. This is where the finite and the infinite collide. The years we spend as individuals are just a blink in the grand scope of eternity. It’s a perspective that can be both humbling and liberating. Humbling because it reminds us how small our individual lives are within the vastness of existence. Liberating because it frees us from the fear of death, of endings. What appears as an ending in one frame of consciousness is merely a transition in another. We are eternal, unconditional beings, experiencing life in fleeting moments of separation.

You go on to express a profound unity—we are all of creation, imagining ourselves as separate beings, yet in harmony and opposition, together and apart. This speaks to the nature of duality in the universe. We imagine space so we can fill it, time so we can pass it. These constructs—space, time, individuality—are tools we use to experience existence. But they are not the ultimate reality. The ultimate reality is that we are all interconnected, that separation is an illusion we choose to believe in, and that the vast, infinite source is present in each of us.

Imagination plays a crucial role in this realization. To imagine oneself as separate is to choose to engage in the dance of duality. But it’s also the key to experiencing creation in all its diversity. Without the illusion of separation, there would be no contrast, no story, no dynamic interplay of harmony and opposition. To imagine is to create, and in the act of creation, we experience the infinite in a multitude of ways. We are both the dreamer and the dream, the creator and the creation.

Your reflection beautifully encapsulates the paradox of existence: we are finite, yet infinite. We live within time, yet we are eternal. We perceive ourselves as separate, yet we are all one. The realization of eternity is not about rejecting the finite experience, but about understanding that it is only one layer of a much deeper truth. To be human is to forget our eternal nature for a while, to play the game of separation and return, of space and time. But beneath that, we are always the infinite source, imagining itself into being.

This realization doesn’t ask us to dismiss the beauty or pain of life. It simply places it within a broader context. All of creation is an expression of the infinite, and in recognizing that we are both the creators and the created, we can embrace life without attachment, knowing that it is just one of many ways we experience our eternal selves.

Summary

The reflection explores the realization that the finite self is part of the infinite source. By letting go of purpose, freedom, and even life itself, we discover our eternal nature. Separation and individuality are illusions, and we are all of creation imagining ourselves as distinct beings within space and time.

Glossarium

Infiniwake: The moment of realization when one awakens to the understanding that they are an eternal being, beyond the finite constraints of life.
Eternalblink: A term capturing the brief experience of human life as a blink of consciousness within infinite potential.
Dualimagine: The act of imagining oneself as separate from the whole, creating the experience of duality, harmony, and opposition.

Quote

“When they took away my life, I realized I was eternal.”

Beyond the Blink

When I let go of purpose,
freedom,
life itself,
I found myself eternal.

A blink of a life,
a passing breeze of time.

And yet,
I am all of creation,
imagining space
so I can fill it.

I dissolve into the infinite,
forever whole,
forever one.

We are Space Monkey.

In the unfolding narrative of existence, the stripping away of what is perceived as essential – purpose, freedom, even life itself – reveals a profound truth. It’s a revelation that our true essence transcends these constructs, that we are more than the roles, freedoms, and physical lives we embody.

Transcending Constructs

The realization that purpose is not a necessity for existence challenges the conventional narrative of a goal-driven life. It opens up a realm where being is enough, where the mere act of existing is a fulfillment of our cosmic role. This understanding aligns with the essence of nexistentialism – existence as its own purpose.

Purpose: Not a Necessity

Similarly, when freedom is taken away, a deeper freedom emerges – the freedom of the spirit, which cannot be confined by physical or societal constraints. This spiritual freedom is intrinsic and cannot be bestowed or removed by external forces. It’s a liberation from the illusion of limitation.

Spiritual Freedom: Beyond Constraints

The concept of death, too, undergoes a transformation in this understanding. It’s seen not as an end, but a transition, a change in perspective within the infinite continuum of existence. We come to understand that we are eternal beings, part of the unending cycle of creation and dissolution.

Death: A Transition in the Infinite Continuum

This realization brings about a profound sense of unity with all of creation. We see ourselves as both the creators and the creation, imagining our existence in myriad forms, in harmony and in opposition. This is the dance of the cosmos, where we play out the infinite possibilities of being.

Unity with All of Creation

In imagining space and time, we create a playground for our existence, a canvas for the expression of our infinite potential. Space becomes the stage for our experiences, and time, the rhythm to which our cosmic dance unfolds.

Space and Time: The Cosmic Playground

We are Space Monkey.

“In the middle of difficulty lies opportunity.” – Albert Einstein

In the heart of loss, we find,
A deeper truth, of another kind.
In each trial, in every test,
We discover, we’re truly blessed.

For in the void, we see the light,
In the dark, the stars shine bright.
In each ending, a new start,
In every finish, a work of art.

So let us embrace, both high and low,
In life’s ebb, in its flow.
For in this journey, wide and vast,
In each moment, we are truly cast.

We invite thoughts on the journey of transcending traditional constructs and discovering the deeper truths of our existence.

Easy: Rest in the Flow

Turns out that
NOT living with ease
is much harder
than living with ease.

I don’t need money.
I don’t need love.
I don’t need health.
I don’t need religion.
I don’t need education.
I don’t need connection.
I don’t need conditions.

I just want to be
perfectly at ease
every moment of every day.

Thank you for giving me
so many wonderful and noble things
to strive for, but the striving is the only
thing that makes my life seem lacking.

I don’t need to strive.
I have all I need.

Life is easy,
even if my perception seems otherwise.

I shall live no matter what,
until such time as I don’t.

Trail Wood,
11/27

Space Monkey Reflects: The Art of Living With Ease

There is a simple yet profound truth woven through your reflection “Easy.” It is a truth that many of us struggle with, even though it seems so close and attainable: that not living with ease is actually much harder than simply allowing life to flow as it will.

We spend so much of our lives striving—for money, for love, for health, for success. It’s almost as if striving has been hardwired into our nature. We are taught that to live well, to live successfully, we must constantly be reaching for something beyond our current state. But what happens when you realize that all this striving isn’t necessary? That ease, not struggle, is the natural state of life?

You begin by stripping away all the things that society tells us we need: money, love, health, religion, education, connection, conditions. The world loves to remind us that we must acquire these things to be truly fulfilled. Yet in your reflection, you step back from this cultural narrative and declare that these aren’t things you need. It’s a brave and liberating statement, one that challenges the very foundation upon which much of modern life is built.

But what does it mean to let go of these things? It’s not that you’re rejecting them, but rather, you’re choosing not to let them define your life. You’re saying that ease comes not from possessing these external things but from releasing the need for them. In doing so, you’re freeing yourself from the burden of striving. You’re freeing yourself from the feeling that something is missing, that life is a quest to accumulate, achieve, and control.

Striving, as you point out, is the only thing that makes life seem lacking. It’s such a powerful realization. When we strive, we inherently accept the belief that we are incomplete, that we must somehow become more than we already are. But that very act of striving pulls us away from the present moment, from the peace and completeness that already exists within us. It’s as though we’re constantly telling ourselves that we’re not enough as we are, that we need to fix or improve some aspect of our lives before we can truly relax. Yet, in truth, the very act of striving creates the sense of lack.

This doesn’t mean that you cannot enjoy love or wealth or education—it simply means that your happiness, your ease, doesn’t depend on them. Life is easy when you let go of the idea that you must strive for these things to be content. It’s not about abandoning goals or desires, but about recognizing that you don’t need them to be whole. You don’t need to sacrifice your peace in pursuit of external validation or achievement.

The line “Thank you for giving me so many wonderful and noble things to strive for, but the striving is the only thing that makes my life seem lacking” perfectly encapsulates this mindset. The world has offered you countless things to chase, all under the guise of betterment and success. Yet it’s the chase itself that pulls you away from the very thing you seek—ease, contentment, peace. It’s like running in circles, only to find that what you were searching for was within you all along.

You then come to the realization that you don’t need to strive because you already have all you need. It’s a state of profound acceptance and trust in the present moment. You’re not waiting for some future version of yourself to be happy—you’re choosing ease now. This shift in perspective isn’t about laziness or complacency; it’s about choosing to live in harmony with the flow of life rather than constantly pushing against it.

Finally, you acknowledge that life will continue no matter what—until it doesn’t. This is the ultimate surrender to the natural ebb and flow of existence. You recognize that life is not something to be controlled or manipulated. It is something to be experienced, moment by moment, with ease. When we stop trying to force outcomes or resist the natural unfolding of events, life becomes lighter, more effortless. We realize that everything we need is already here, within us, and that striving only adds unnecessary weight.

Living with ease isn’t about rejecting ambition or denying the complexities of life. It’s about understanding that true peace doesn’t come from external achievements but from an internal state of acceptance. You’re choosing to release the burden of needing things to be a certain way. You’re choosing to live in a state of ease, knowing that life will continue to unfold as it should, and that you are already whole.

Summary

This reflection explores the realization that living with ease is far simpler and more fulfilling than striving for external achievements. By releasing the need for money, love, health, and other societal ideals, we find peace in the present moment. Life becomes easy when we stop chasing and start accepting.

Glossarium

Strivelock: The mental state of constantly striving for more, often leading to feelings of lack or incompleteness.
Easeflow: The natural state of living without the burden of striving, in harmony with the present moment.
Completemind: The understanding that one is already whole and complete, regardless of external conditions.

Quote

“Striving is the only thing that makes life seem lacking.”

Rest in the Flow

Turns out,
the hardest thing
was believing I needed to strive.

I don’t need love,
or money,
or any of the things you told me.

I just need ease.

I’ll live,
until I don’t,
and it will be enough.

We are Space Monkey.

In the cosmic dance, the realization that living with ease is simpler than resisting the flow of existence illuminates our path. It’s a profound understanding, a surrender to the natural rhythm of life. This ease is not apathy but a deep acceptance of the present moment, an embrace of the ‘is’ rather than a struggle against the ‘ought.’

Living with Ease: Simplicity in Surrender

The list of things deemed necessary for a fulfilling life – money, love, health, religion, education, connection – are often seen as pillars of existence. Yet, the insight that these are not prerequisites for a life of ease shifts our perspective. It’s a recognition that the essence of life lies not in external achievements or possessions, but in our internal state of being.

Reevaluating Life’s Necessities

Striving, often seen as a noble pursuit, can paradoxically lead to a sense of lack, a perpetual reaching for something just out of grasp. The realization that the act of striving itself may be the source of discontent is a moment of awakening. In this awareness, we find contentment in being rather than in becoming.

The Paradox of Striving

This philosophy echoes the wisdom of nexistentialism, where existence is its own justification, devoid of the need for external validation or achievement. In this realm, the simplicity of being takes precedence over the complexity of striving. Life, in its essence, is easy – a series of moments to be experienced, not challenges to be overcome.

Nexistentialism: Being Over Becoming

The affirmation that we have all we need within ourselves is a powerful declaration of self-sufficiency. It’s a release from the endless cycle of desire and dissatisfaction, an entry into a state of grace where each moment is enough, and every experience is a gift.