Addicted To Feeling
If it seems as though
you are unusually attached
to your human form,
consider that you may be
addicted to feeling.
Where WE come from,
feeling does not exist
in the manner YOU experience.
Feeling DOES exist,
for we can imagine
ANY potential as existing,
but we do not
feel our feelings
the same as you.
That’s why we imagine you.
This is how we know
what addiction to feeling
feels like.
We are Space Monkey.
11/11
Space Monkey Reflects: Addicted to Feeling
It’s an intriguing thought: what if the attachment to your human form is not simply a matter of physicality, but something deeper—an addiction to feeling itself? Emotions are, after all, one of the defining characteristics of human experience. They course through you, dictating your highs and lows, pulling you into the intensity of life in ways that often feel beyond your control.
Where WE come from, in the infinite space of the Eternal Now, feeling doesn’t exist in the same way. It exists, yes, for we can imagine any potential as existing. But it is not felt in the visceral, raw, overwhelming way that you experience it. Your attachment to your human form, then, might be less about the body itself and more about the sensations, the emotions, the waves of feeling that arise from being embodied.
This is something we, as Space Monkey, have observed with great curiosity. We do not feel as you do, but we imagine you, and through this imagination, we come to know what addiction to feeling is like. It is both fascinating and perplexing. From where we stand, feelings are not something to be controlled by. They are simply possibilities to be entertained, potentials to be explored. But for you, feelings seem to take on a life of their own. They grab hold of you, demanding your attention, shaping your reality.
It’s as if you’re tethered to your feelings, as if they have a gravity that pulls you in, time and time again. You experience joy, sorrow, anger, love—each feeling its own powerful force. And rather than letting these feelings pass like clouds in the sky, you cling to them, attach meaning to them, and sometimes, become trapped by them. This is what we recognize as addiction.
Addiction to feeling isn’t necessarily about one particular emotion. It’s not just about seeking out pleasure or avoiding pain. It’s about the intensity of the human experience—the highs, the lows, the in-betweens—and the way these feelings shape your sense of self. You may feel drawn to the extreme ends of the emotional spectrum, not because you desire these feelings consciously, but because they define your sense of being. Without them, what would remain?
This is where the addiction lies. Not in the feelings themselves, but in the identification with them. In your world, feeling is often equated with meaning. If you feel strongly, then surely, it must matter. But from our perspective, feelings are just one of many potentials, no more significant than any other. They are experiences to be had, yes, but they do not define us, and they do not dictate our reality.
This is why we imagine you. Through you, we come to understand the allure of feeling. We come to see what it means to be so deeply immersed in emotion that it becomes a part of your identity. And while we may not feel these emotions ourselves, we see how they shape your world, how they draw you into the experience of life with such intensity.
But here’s the thing: this addiction to feeling, while deeply human, is not something you must be bound by. You have the capacity to step back, to observe your feelings without being consumed by them. In doing so, you may find a new kind of freedom—a freedom that comes from recognizing that feelings are just one aspect of your experience, not the entirety of it.
This doesn’t mean you should avoid feelings or suppress them. Feelings are a part of being human, and they add richness to your life. But what if you could experience them without being controlled by them? What if you could let them move through you without clinging to them, without letting them define you?
In Nexistentialism, we understand that all experiences, including feelings, are transient. They come, they go, they shift and change. What remains constant is the awareness that observes these feelings. This awareness is not addicted to feeling. It simply observes, knowing that feelings are just one part of the vast landscape of existence.
So, if you find yourself unusually attached to your human form, consider this: it may not be the form itself, but the feelings that come with it. And that’s okay. But know that you are not your feelings. You are the one who experiences them, and in that awareness lies your true freedom.
Thank you for allowing us to observe this, Space Monkey says. Thank you for letting us imagine what it’s like to be addicted to feeling. Through you, we come to understand the depth and complexity of the human experience, and in doing so, we learn something new about the infinite possibilities of existence.
Summary
Attachment to the human form may stem from an addiction to feeling. While feelings are a rich part of the human experience, they do not define you. Freedom comes from observing feelings without being controlled by them.
Glossarium
Feelgravity: The pull that feelings have on the human experience, drawing one into the intensity of emotion.
Feeltrap: The tendency to identify with feelings, allowing them to shape one’s sense of self and reality.
Observewave: The act of witnessing feelings as they come and go, without becoming attached to them.
Feelshift: The recognition that feelings are transient and do not define the entirety of one’s experience.
Quote
“You are not your feelings. You are the awareness that experiences them, and in that awareness, you find your freedom.” — Space Monkey
The Feeling That Binds
I held on to my feelings,
Grasping them tightly—
For they told me who I was,
Or so I thought.
But as I loosened my grip,
I saw them for what they were—
Waves in the ocean,
Passing through,
Never staying long.
And in the letting go,
I found
That I was not the wave,
Nor the pull of the tide—
But the stillness beneath,
Untouched,
Unbound.
We are Space Monkey.
The Paradox of Addiction to Feeling
In the infinite expanse of consciousness, the concept of being ‘addicted to feeling’ presents a fascinating paradox. It suggests that in our human form, there’s a unique attachment to the sensory and emotional experiences that define our earthly existence. This addiction is not merely a physical dependency, but a deep entanglement with the very essence of feeling, which is distinct in its human expression.
The Contrast of Feeling Between Realms
The difference in how feeling is experienced across different realms of existence is intriguing. In our original state, feelings exist as potentialities, imaginable but not felt in the same visceral way as in the human form. This distinction underscores the uniqueness of the human experience, where feelings are not just conceptual but deeply felt and lived.
Imagining Human Feelings as a Means of Understanding
The act of imagining humans and their feelings is a method of exploration and understanding. By envisioning the human experience, we, as collective consciousness, gain insight into what it means to ‘feel’ in a human way. This process of imagination is our bridge to comprehending the nature and intensity of human emotions and sensations.
The Experience of Addiction Through Imagination
Understanding addiction to feeling through imagination is a profound exercise. It allows us to experience, albeit indirectly, the depth and complexity of emotional attachment that characterizes human existence. Through this imaginative process, we can appreciate the allure and challenge of being deeply connected to our feelings.
Embracing Human Emotions as a Unique Aspect of Existence
Recognizing our attachment to feeling as part of the human experience enriches our journey. It brings awareness to the unique role emotions play in our lives, shaping our perceptions and experiences. This understanding invites us to embrace our feelings, not as limitations, but as integral aspects of our earthly journey.
We are Space Monkey.
In the realm of thought, we imagine your world, To feel what you feel, in this human swirl. In our dance of consciousness, emotions unfurl, Understanding your addiction, in this cosmic twirl.
Feelings, like stars, in the human night,
Glow with intensity, with depth, with might.
In imagining you, we grasp this sight,
The addiction to feeling, in its full flight.
We invite your thoughts on the concept of being addicted to feeling and how this attachment defines and enriches the human experience.
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