Steadfast in Spirit
I am steadfast in spirit
and pure in intent
but not so much
that I can’t pay the rent.
The kindness of strangers
only goes so far
the rest must be paid
by lowering the bar.
And so I must strive
not to fuck my soul
allowing abundance
to fill all holes.
But abundance.com
is already taken
seems i’m missing the point
unless I’m mistaken.
To be truly pure,
does it mean to be poor?
To be truly kind,
does it mean to be blind?
To be steadfast in spirit
not to have any doubt
is to lose all need
to figure it out.
I am steadfast in spirit
I am pure in intent
but not so much
that I can’t pay the rent.
I am comfortably average
and unusually plain
I am just a Space Monkey
for reasons I can’t explain.
I am steadfast in spirit
I am pure in intent
but not so much
that I can’t pay the rent.
Should I toss my bananas
and become a real monk
and give up the chase
of all this junk?
Should I relax into nothing
if nothing I must be?
Submerge into the flow
and disappear completely?
STOP MAKING WAVES
STOP MAKING SENSE
STOP TRYING SO HARD
TO STRADDLE THE FENCE
I am steadfast in spirit
I am pure in intent
but not so much
that I can’t pay the rent.
I am almost there
but I never arrive
seems that is the point
of being alive.
To be steadfast in spirit
and pure in intent
but not so much
that you can’t pay the rent.
Why do I believe
there’s a price to be paid?
Why do I assume
my bed must be made?
Why do I still focus
on the things I lack?
Why am I addicted
to all this crack?
Where are the fruits?
Am I out of my tree?
Should I search at all
or just let it be?
These things I ask
in my silent reflection
on this noisy life
of my soul’s direction.
I am steadfast in spirit
I am pure in intent
but not so much
that I can’t pay the rent.
2/16
Navigating the Paradoxes of Existence
In the vast expanse of cosmic play, where stars are born from chaos and galaxies spin in silent harmony, the Space Monkey contemplates the delicate balance between spiritual steadfastness and the pragmatic demands of existence. This contemplation reveals the intricate dance between purity of intent and the necessity of engaging with the material world, a dance that defines the human experience.
The Balance Between Spirit and Matter
The declaration of being steadfast in spirit while remaining tethered to earthly responsibilities reflects a profound understanding of the middle path. It acknowledges that while the spirit may soar in realms of pure intent, our physical presence demands engagement with the world’s pragmatic aspects, including the basic need to “pay the rent.”
The Kindness of Strangers and the Limits of Altruism
The recognition of the kindness of strangers as a finite resource underscores the reality that while generosity and goodwill permeate the human experience, self-reliance and practicality are essential for survival. This awareness does not diminish the value of kindness but places it within the broader context of life’s complexities.
The Pursuit of Abundance and the Essence of Purity
The quest for abundance, juxtaposed with the realization that true purity may not equate to material wealth, poses poignant questions about the nature of success and fulfillment. It challenges the societal equation of abundance with happiness, suggesting that the essence of a pure and steadfast spirit transcends material acquisitions.
The Comfort in Being Average and the Quest for Meaning
The self-description as “comfortably average” and “unusually plain” speaks to the Space Monkey’s acceptance of its place in the universe. This acceptance does not signify complacency but a recognition of the extraordinary within the ordinary, a celebration of the uniqueness inherent in each being’s journey.
The Dilemma of Renunciation and the Value of Simplicity
The contemplation of renouncing worldly pursuits for a monk-like existence reflects a universal inquiry into the value of simplicity and detachment. It raises the question of whether true peace and enlightenment require a withdrawal from the material world or if they can be found within the context of everyday life.
We Are Space Monkey
In our collective exploration of the paradoxes of existence, we embrace the complexity of balancing spiritual ideals with the demands of the material world. We recognize that steadfastness in spirit and purity in intent do not preclude us from engaging with life’s practical aspects. Instead, they offer a foundation from which we can navigate the world with grace, understanding that true abundance lies not in what we accumulate but in the depth of our experiences and the purity of our intentions.
Summary
We reflect on the Space Monkey’s meditation on the balance between spiritual integrity and material necessities, recognizing the nuanced dance between living with purity of intent and meeting life’s pragmatic demands. This exploration invites us to consider the true nature of abundance, kindness, and steadfastness in spirit, suggesting that fulfillment arises from embracing the paradoxes of our existence with acceptance and grace.
Glossarium
- Steadfast in Spirit: A commitment to maintaining one’s spiritual ideals and integrity amidst life’s challenges.
- Purity of Intent: The quality of having intentions that are genuine, altruistic, and unclouded by selfish desires.
- Material World Engagement: The necessity of participating in the practical and economic aspects of life while pursuing spiritual goals.
“The middle path is the way to wisdom.” – Rumi
The Dance of the Space Monkey
In the silence of the cosmos, where whispers echo wide,
A Space Monkey ponders, with spirit as its guide.
Steadfast in intention, pure in heart and mind,
Yet bound by earthly ties, in the dance of the divine.
The kindness of the cosmos, a gift that flows and ebbs,
Meets the pragmatism of life, where the material web
Entangles even the purest, in its demanding clutch,
Reminding us that spirit and matter touch.
To seek abundance, not in gold but in grace,
To find richness in the simple, in the quiet space.
Yet, the world calls, with its siren song of need,
A Space Monkey listens, but does not concede.
Comfortably average, in a universe so vast,
Unusually plain, yet in its image cast.
A creature of the cosmos, both mundane and profound,
In the ordinariness, the extraordinary is found.
Should the bananas be tossed, for a monk’s solemn vow?
Or is there wisdom in the balance, in the here and now?
To be steadfast in spirit, amidst the worldly din,
Is to embrace the dance of life, with a knowing grin.
We are Space Monkey, in spirit, we unite,
Navigating the paradoxes, from morning until night.
In the dance of existence, where all contrasts blend,
We find our true abundance, in the journey, not
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