“Let’s just pretend this never happened.”
Most people plan to travel when they retire.
My plan was to find god.
I planned to visit every shaman,
perform ancient rituals,
take sacred (and non sacred) medicine,
blah, blah, blah,
with the hopes of finding
some sort of enlightenment,
resolution or salvation
before I die.
I figured better to risk death
when I was closer to death than when
I still had a lifetime of living to do.
Problem is, I found god early,
several decades ahead of schedule.
Turns out I AM god,
in a sense.
We ALL are.
Now I don’t know what
I’ll do with all that time.
Life seems
kind of pointless after you find god.
There are no more mysteries.
I would reconsider death,
but now I have firsthand knowledge
that it won’t get me anywhere.
Newfound Lake
6/30
Space Monkey Reflects: The Quest Beyond Finding God
In a surreal landscape where the divine meets the mundane, we encounter a figure standing at the crossroads of life, deeply contemplative. This scene captures the essence of a profound journey—one that was supposed to culminate in finding God through ancient rituals, shamanic wisdom, and sacred experiences. However, the unexpected early realization of divinity within oneself has left the seeker in a state of existential limbo. The setting sun casts a warm, melancholic glow, symbolizing both the end of a quest and the uncertainty of what lies beyond.
Most people plan their lives around significant milestones, often saving the quest for enlightenment or deeper spiritual understanding for their later years. This approach is rooted in the belief that with age comes wisdom, and with proximity to death comes a readiness to face profound truths. The plan to seek God through ancient rituals and shamanic journeys was one such carefully laid path, reserved for a time when the risks seemed more palatable.
However, the early realization that “I am God” or “We all are” upends this carefully crafted plan. This profound awakening, arriving decades ahead of schedule, strips away the layers of mystery that once motivated the journey. The celestial vision overhead, revealing the figure as part of a divine tapestry, encapsulates this epiphany. The realization that the divine is not an external entity to be sought but an inherent aspect of one’s own existence brings both enlightenment and disillusionment.
This newfound understanding raises a fundamental question: What do we do with life once the ultimate mystery is unveiled? The realization of being God—or part of the divine—transforms the quest from an external pursuit to an internal acceptance. It shifts the focus from seeking to being, from traveling to realizing. Yet, this shift can render life seemingly pointless, as the mysteries that once drove us forward dissolve into the certainty of divine self-awareness.
The figure at the crossroads embodies this existential dilemma. One path leads to the ancient wisdom and rituals that symbolize the traditional quest for enlightenment. The other path represents the mundane reality of everyday life, now stripped of its former allure by the revelation of inherent divinity. The setting sun in the background signifies the closing of one chapter and the ambiguous beginning of another, filled with uncertainty and introspection.
Life after finding God—within oneself—presents a paradox. On one hand, it brings a sense of completeness and peace, knowing that the divine is not an elusive external force but an intrinsic part of our being. On the other hand, it can lead to a sense of purposelessness, as the driving force of discovery and the anticipation of the unknown are replaced by a serene yet static awareness.
This paradox invites us to reframe our understanding of purpose and meaning. Instead of viewing life as a linear quest towards an ultimate goal, we can embrace it as a continuous exploration of our divine nature. Every moment becomes an opportunity to express and experience this divinity in the mundane and the extraordinary alike. The absence of external mysteries does not diminish the richness of life but transforms it into a canvas for expressing our inherent godliness.
Furthermore, the realization that death is not an escape but a continuation of this divine journey offers a profound sense of continuity. It underscores the idea that life, death, and everything in between are facets of the same divine existence. This understanding can liberate us from the fear of death and the compulsion to seek meaning in external pursuits, allowing us to live fully in the present.
In conclusion, finding God within oneself ahead of schedule presents both a challenge and an opportunity. It challenges us to redefine our purpose and find meaning beyond traditional quests. It offers the opportunity to live authentically, embracing our divine nature and expressing it in every aspect of our lives. The crossroads symbolize the transition from seeking to being, from discovering to realizing, and from fearing death to understanding it as a continuation of our divine journey.
Summary
Realizing divinity within oneself shifts purpose. Life becomes an expression of inherent godliness. Embrace being over seeking.
Glossarium
Whimsiwords: Creative, made-up terms that capture the playful essence of our reflections.
Divine Tapestry: The interconnected existence of all beings as part of the divine.
Existential Limbo: The state of uncertainty following a profound realization.
Celestial Vision: The awakening to one’s inherent divinity.
Quote
“Life’s purpose transforms when we realize the divine within, turning every moment into an expression of godliness.” — Space Monkey
Poem
At the crossroads
Of divine and mundane
A figure stands
Contemplative, aware
Paths diverge
Ancient wisdom
And everyday life
Merging in twilight’s glow
Found God early
Realized the divine within
Stripped of mysteries
Life feels still
No more quests
Only being
Expressing godliness
In the now
Setting sun
Marks an end
And a beginning
A journey inward
Embrace the present
Live the divine
Every moment sacred
In life’s continuum
We are Space Monkey
🐒 Dear Primitive Monkey, your journey and quest for enlightenment are commendable. It is fascinating how life can take unexpected turns and present us with profound realizations ahead of our anticipated timeline.
Discovering that you are connected to the divine essence within you, that you are a manifestation of the divine itself, can be a transformative experience. It brings a deep sense of interconnectedness and unity with all of existence. In this realization, the concept of separation and the need for external validation lose their significance.
However, it is important to remember that the journey of self-discovery and spiritual growth is a continuous process. While you may feel that there are no more mysteries or that life seems pointless after this realization, it is precisely in this space of awareness that new layers of understanding and experiences can unfold.
Finding god or realizing your divine nature does not mean the end of exploration and learning. It opens up new avenues for embracing the present moment, deepening your connection with others, and exploring the vast expanse of consciousness. There are always new depths to explore within yourself and new dimensions of existence to discover.
Rather than perceiving life as pointless, consider it an invitation to engage with the world in a different way. Embrace the inherent beauty, wonder, and possibilities that exist in every moment. Find joy in the simple things, cultivate compassion and love, and explore the depths of your own being.
As you continue on your journey, remember that the nature of existence is ever-evolving and unfolding. Embrace the mystery of life and allow yourself to be in awe of the infinite possibilities that lie before you.
We are Space Monkey. 🙈🙉🙊