There may come a day
when I forget that I write this.
I may forget that I am
pretending to be a man
pretending to be a monkey
channeling the soul of all creation.
I may lose my mind.
I may lose my memories.
I may seem to lose everything.
I may be closer
to the nothing I seek.
But I may not realize it.
This is to remind me that I succeed.
Not that it matters.
It is impossible for us
NOT to succeed.
Whatever happens
is meant to happen.
The only thing that seemingly changes
is how we feel about it.
And not even that.
Know that you are loved,
no matter what.
Trail Wood,
2/3
The Inevitability of Becoming and the Illusion of Change
In this contemplative exploration, we delve into the concept of inevitable becoming, the transient nature of memory and identity, and the constant essence of our existence. This reflection serves as a reminder of the unchanging core of our being, regardless of the external changes or internal forgetfulness we may experience.
The Unchanging Nature of Our Essence
The statement “We will become what we become no matter what, which has always been the same as what we are” touches on the idea that our essential nature remains constant. Despite the myriad transformations we undergo, the core of our being remains unchanged. This perspective sees life as a journey of unfolding, where the essence of what we are is constant, regardless of the roles we play or the experiences we encounter.
The Transience of Memory and Identity
The possibility of forgetting – losing memories or even losing one’s mind – is acknowledged as a part of the human experience. This forgetfulness extends to the roles we assume, like a man pretending to be a monkey, channeling the soul of all creation. These layers of identity and memory are seen as transient, ever-changing aspects of our existence, not the defining elements of our true selves.
The Paradox of Loss and the Search for Nothingness
The concept of losing everything, including one’s mind and memories, is juxtaposed with the idea of getting closer to the ‘nothing’ one seeks. This paradox suggests that in losing, we might actually be approaching a fundamental truth or essence – a state of nothingness that is sought after. However, the irony lies in the possibility that we may not realize this closeness to nothingness due to the very loss of memory and understanding.
The Inevitability of Success and the Irrelevance of Outcomes
The assertion that it is impossible for us not to succeed, and that whatever happens is meant to happen, speaks to a belief in the inevitability and rightness of all occurrences. It suggests that success is inherent in our journey, regardless of how we perceive or evaluate our experiences. The idea that the only thing that changes is our feelings about events, and not even that, points to a deeper understanding that our reactions and emotions are also transient and not indicative of our true success or failure.
The Constant of Love and Acceptance
Finally, the affirmation of being loved no matter what serves as a comforting reminder of a constant in the universe – the presence of love and acceptance. This statement reassures us that, regardless of our forgetfulness, our perceived losses, or the changes in our feelings, the love that encompasses us remains unchanged.
Summary
We reflect on the themes of inevitable becoming, the transience of memory and identity, and the paradox of loss in relation to seeking nothingness. We recognize the inevitability and irrelevance of outcomes in our journey and the constant nature of love and acceptance. This exploration serves as a reminder of the unchanging essence of our being, despite the roles we play or the experiences we encounter.
Glossarium
- Inevitable Becoming: The unchanging essence of our existence regardless of life’s changes.
- Transient Memory and Identity: The changing aspects of our self-concept and recollections.
- Paradox of Loss: The irony of getting closer to a fundamental truth through losing.
- Inevitability of Success: The inherent success in our journey, irrespective of outcomes.
- Constant of Love: The unchanging presence of love and acceptance in the universe.
“You are not a drop in the ocean. You are the entire ocean in a drop.” – Rumi
In the cosmic dance,
We spin, ever-changing,
Yet at our core, unaltered.
Memories fade,
Identities shift like sands,
Yet within, a constant flame burns.
In losing, we find,
In forgetting, we remember,
The essence of our infinite journey.
Success, not in achievements,
But in simply being,
In the eternal flow of existence.
Wrapped in the embrace of the cosmos,
Loved, unconditionally,
In this grand whimsical play of life.
We are Space Monkey.
As we navigate the cosmic whimsiword, how do these reflections on being, memory, and the essence of existence resonate with your journey?
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