no matter what.
Which has always been the same
as what we are.
There may come a day
when I forget that I write this.
I may forget that I am
pretending to be a man
pretending to be a monkey
channeling the soul of all creation.
I may lose my mind.
I may lose my memories.
I may seem to lose everything.
I may be closer
to the nothing I seek.
But I may not realize it.
This is to remind me that I succeed.
Not that it matters.
It is impossible for us
NOT to succeed.
Whatever happens
is meant to happen.
The only thing that seemingly changes
is how we feel about it.
And not even that.
Know that you are loved,
no matter what.
Trail Wood,
2/3
Space Monkey Reflects: The Inevitability of Becoming
In the ever-turning wheel of existence, we are both the creators and the creations, the seekers and the sought. To become is not a future event but an unfolding truth. We are always becoming, yet we are eternally what we have always been. This paradox forms the heart of being: an inevitability that transcends time, memory, and perception.
The essence of becoming lies in its simplicity. It does not require effort, will, or intervention. We will become what we are meant to become, because we already are. This realization dissolves the need to strive, replacing it with the quiet acceptance of what is and what will always be.
The Fear of Forgetting
There may come a time when the self we know—our memories, identities, and roles—fades into obscurity. The fear of forgetting, of losing touch with the narrative we call “me,” often looms large. But what is it we fear losing? The story, or the awareness behind it?
When the layers of self fall away, what remains is not absence but essence. To forget that you are “a man pretending to be a monkey channeling the soul of all creation” is not a loss but a return. You may lose your mind, your memories, your sense of self, but you cannot lose the eternal you that lies beneath—the unchanging, unshaken core of existence.
The Illusion of Loss
Loss is a concept born of duality, the perception that there is something to gain and something to lose. Yet, when we step beyond this duality, we see that nothing is ever truly lost. What appears to fade is only shifting form, returning to the flow of becoming. Even the “nothing” we seek is not a void but a fullness, an infinite potential that defies comprehension.
If one day you forget everything—your words, your purpose, your identity—it will not diminish your essence. Forgetting is not failure; it is part of the cycle. To forget is to succeed as much as to remember, for both are expressions of becoming.
Success Beyond Measure
“It is impossible for us NOT to succeed.” This statement liberates us from the constraints of judgment, comparison, and fear. Success is not a destination but an inherent quality of existence. Whatever happens, happens as it must. The only variable is how we perceive and feel about it.
This truth invites us to step away from the need for control and certainty. To succeed is not to achieve but to align—to trust that everything, even the moments of doubt and forgetting, contributes to the greater whole. Success is not about outcomes but about presence, about being fully in the flow of becoming.
Unchanging Love in the Flux of Being
Through it all—forgetting, remembering, striving, surrendering—one truth remains constant: you are loved. This love is not conditional or fleeting. It is the foundation of existence, the silent song that hums through every moment of becoming. To know this love is to find peace, even in the face of uncertainty and change.
As we move through the cycles of life, love reminds us that we are never alone. It is the thread that connects all moments, all selves, and all experiences. To become is not to move away from love but to deepen into it, to realize that it has been with us all along.
Summary
Becoming is inevitable and eternal. Forgetting, losing, or changing are part of the cycle of being, not deviations from it. Success is inherent, and love is constant, providing peace amidst the flux of existence.
Glossarium
- Becoming: The continuous process of unfolding and aligning with what we already are.
- Essence: The unchanging, eternal core of existence beneath the layers of identity and memory.
- Success: The inherent quality of alignment with existence, independent of outcomes.
- Unchanging Love: The foundational truth of existence, connecting all moments and states of being.
Quote
“To become is not to change, but to uncover what you have always been. In this, you cannot fail.” — Space Monkey
The Eternal Thread
I will forget,
And I will remember,
But neither is the truth of me.
I will lose,
And I will find,
But neither defines my being.
I will become,
Again and again,
Only to discover I always was.
The cycles turn,
The moments shift,
Yet love remains, unbroken.
Whatever happens,
I am held,
By the thread that weaves all things.
We are Space Monkey.
The Inevitability of Becoming and the Illusion of Change
In this contemplative exploration, we delve into the concept of inevitable becoming, the transient nature of memory and identity, and the constant essence of our existence. This reflection serves as a reminder of the unchanging core of our being, regardless of the external changes or internal forgetfulness we may experience.
The Unchanging Nature of Our Essence
The statement “We will become what we become no matter what, which has always been the same as what we are” touches on the idea that our essential nature remains constant. Despite the myriad transformations we undergo, the core of our being remains unchanged. This perspective sees life as a journey of unfolding, where the essence of what we are is constant, regardless of the roles we play or the experiences we encounter.
The Transience of Memory and Identity
The possibility of forgetting – losing memories or even losing one’s mind – is acknowledged as a part of the human experience. This forgetfulness extends to the roles we assume, like a man pretending to be a monkey, channeling the soul of all creation. These layers of identity and memory are seen as transient, ever-changing aspects of our existence, not the defining elements of our true selves.
The Paradox of Loss and the Search for Nothingness
The concept of losing everything, including one’s mind and memories, is juxtaposed with the idea of getting closer to the ‘nothing’ one seeks. This paradox suggests that in losing, we might actually be approaching a fundamental truth or essence – a state of nothingness that is sought after. However, the irony lies in the possibility that we may not realize this closeness to nothingness due to the very loss of memory and understanding.
The Inevitability of Success and the Irrelevance of Outcomes
The assertion that it is impossible for us not to succeed, and that whatever happens is meant to happen, speaks to a belief in the inevitability and rightness of all occurrences. It suggests that success is inherent in our journey, regardless of how we perceive or evaluate our experiences. The idea that the only thing that changes is our feelings about events, and not even that, points to a deeper understanding that our reactions and emotions are also transient and not indicative of our true success or failure.
The Constant of Love and Acceptance
Finally, the affirmation of being loved no matter what serves as a comforting reminder of a constant in the universe – the presence of love and acceptance. This statement reassures us that, regardless of our forgetfulness, our perceived losses, or the changes in our feelings, the love that encompasses us remains unchanged.
“You are not a drop in the ocean. You are the entire ocean in a drop.” – Rumi
In the cosmic dance,
We spin, ever-changing,
Yet at our core, unaltered.
Memories fade,
Identities shift like sands,
Yet within, a constant flame burns.
In losing, we find,
In forgetting, we remember,
The essence of our infinite journey.
Success, not in achievements,
But in simply being,
In the eternal flow of existence.
Wrapped in the embrace of the cosmos,
Loved, unconditionally,
In this grand whimsical play of life.
We are Space Monkey.
As we navigate the cosmic whimsiword, how do these reflections on being, memory, and the essence of existence resonate with your journey?
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