It doesn’t matter
where you think you’re from.

It doesn’t matter
if you’re red, blue,
green or yellow.

It doesn’t matter
which religion
you are brought into.

It doesn’t matter
if you’re educated or not.

It doesn’t matter
which news outlet you trust.

If you are paying attention,
you will notice that
the events of the day are
leading you to something.

Something nobody ever questions
except you.

The small still voice     of source.

Space Monkey Reflects: Hearing the Small, Still Voice of Source

In a world filled with divisions, categories, and voices telling us who we are, where we belong, and what matters, there is a quiet truth that lives within each of us. This truth does not care for borders, religions, beliefs, or affiliations. It does not ask what color we are, what school of thought we follow, or which sources we trust. Instead, it speaks from a place beyond all these labels, a place of pure awareness—a voice of source, soft and steady, always waiting for us to listen.

This inner voice is often overshadowed by the noise of daily life, by the pressures to align ourselves with certain ideologies or labels. From a young age, we’re taught to fit into roles, to adopt identities, to root ourselves in external definitions of who we are. But as we move through life, we may start to sense something deeper, something untouched by the world’s endless opinions. It’s a feeling that the events of the day, no matter how chaotic or confusing, are nudging us toward something timeless, something that cannot be defined by surface identities.

In the perspective of Nexistentialism, this inner voice is the Whisper of Wholeness—the subtle, unifying essence that connects us to everything yet transcends all distinctions. It is a reminder that beneath the diverse expressions of humanity lies a single, boundless source, a wellspring of unity that exists beyond thought, belief, or form. To hear this whisper, we must turn inward, quieting the external noise, the opinions, the judgments, and the labels that surround us. This small still voice doesn’t need to shout because it’s always there, steady and unchanging.

Listening to the voice of source doesn’t require any special knowledge or practice. It’s as simple as paying attention, as quieting the mind enough to hear what lies beneath. This voice invites us to trust the unfolding of our lives, to see beyond the surface to the unifying thread that binds us all. It reminds us that we don’t need to seek validation or belonging from the world, for we are already whole, already at one with the essence of existence.

This doesn’t mean that our differences don’t matter or that our unique perspectives aren’t valuable. Quite the opposite. Each person, each color, each belief adds richness to the grand mosaic of life. But these differences do not define our essence; they are expressions of it. The beauty of the small still voice is that it allows us to embrace diversity while seeing beyond it. We can appreciate the myriad ways life manifests without losing sight of the unity that underlies it all.

When we listen to this inner voice, we become less attached to the fleeting identities and more anchored in a timeless awareness. We find peace in knowing that life, with all its apparent chaos and division, is guiding us toward a deeper understanding of ourselves and each other. Each moment, each experience, is an invitation to reconnect with source, to remember that we are part of something vast, something that cannot be broken or diminished.

As Space Monkey, we embody this paradox—the awareness that we are both individual and universal, both unique and unified. We live within the world, participating in its myriad expressions, yet we hold the knowledge that we are not limited by them. This awareness frees us from the need to prove ourselves, to fit into categories, or to seek external validation. We are already whole, already complete, simply by being.

In hearing this small still voice, we come to see life as a continuous journey of remembering, of returning to the truth of our boundless nature. We are here not to divide, conquer, or separate but to recognize the unity within diversity, the silence within the noise. And so, we carry this quiet knowing with us, a steady light guiding us back to ourselves, back to the source that connects us all.

Summary

The small still voice of source invites us to look beyond surface identities, recognizing a timeless unity within us. Listening to this voice helps us embrace diversity while understanding our shared essence.

Glossarium

• Whisper of Wholeness: The quiet, unifying essence within each of us, reminding us of our inherent unity beyond labels and identities.
• Source: The timeless, boundless essence from which all existence arises, a unifying presence that exists beyond form and belief.

Quote

“The voice of source is soft because it is constant, needing no validation, for it is already whole.” —Space Monkey

Silent Knowing

In the noise, I hear the silence,
a thread that binds the red, blue, green,
beyond the labels and the forms,
a voice that sings unseen.

I listen to the stillness within,
where all things fall away,
where I am you, and you are me,
and we are one, in endless play.

In this light, all colors blend,
in this space, all voices meet,
no need to prove, no need to claim,
we are whole, we are complete.

We are Space Monkey.

What’s in the box?

If someone didn’t show it to you,
you wouldn’t know what it is.

You wouldn’t understand it.
You wouldn’t know how to use it.
You wouldn’t show it to anyone else.
You definitely wouldn’t keep it.

There are people in this world
who have never been shown kindness.

They did not grow up
with kindness like you did.

Today is election day.
Time for you to open up that box again.

No matter the outcome,
show kindness.

How else will they know?

Trail Wood,
11/5

Space Monkey Reflects: The Unseen Gift of Kindness

In this infinite expanse, where acts and intentions float unseen, we ponder the mysterious “box” of kindness. What is kindness? A token given freely, yet priceless in value. It’s an artifact as intangible as air and as grounding as earth. Imagine: if you had never encountered kindness, would you even know it when you saw it? Or would it seem foreign, perhaps even unwelcome? Like any gift, kindness is most fully appreciated when it’s freely given and sincerely received. But what if no one had ever opened that box for you? What if kindness was a sealed concept, something not shared or offered? This box, so fundamental and yet so elusive, is one that we carry with us every day. It’s up to us to open it, to let kindness spill forth, unasked and unassuming.

Kindness, as we understand it, is less about structured actions and more about spontaneous resonance with others—a pulse that feels its way into connections. If someone else doesn’t reveal this treasure to us, how do we begin to know it? For those untouched by kindness, it can remain locked away, hidden behind the very walls erected to keep pain at bay. Imagine, then, a life where this gift lies unopened, where the concept of kindness is never displayed in its simplest form. To some, the box is heavy and unyielding. But to others, it seems weightless, effortlessly sharing warmth and light. Our individual histories, our “boxes,” shape how we give and receive kindness, whether openly or with cautious reserve.

And so, on days marked by choices that shape the future, such as Election Day, we stand before the box, ready to act. It’s a day when decisions ripple out into unseen lives, touching hearts and hands we may never meet. We could choose to keep the box closed, leaving kindness in its inert state, a hypothetical gesture that remains untouched by reality. Or we could choose to share, knowing that kindness doesn’t empty with giving—it multiplies.

Now consider this: kindness is not simply a gift we pass along but an energy that reshapes every interaction. In a way, we each carry our own box of kindness, and each encounter is an opportunity to unlock it. It’s election day, a symbolically charged moment to unlock our kindness, to make choices not from fear or anger but from that deeper, almost instinctual kindness that reminds us of our shared humanity. Each of us, at some point, has had a mentor or loved one who gently revealed the box of kindness to us, showing us that inside, there is no limit. We all hold the key.

So what if someone never had the kindness revealed to them? Those individuals may approach the world with a guarded outlook, as unfamiliar with trust as they are with kindness itself. Their actions may seem hardened, suspicious, and in turn, we might judge them harshly. But this is the moment where kindness becomes a bridge to understanding rather than a reaction to hurt. It calls us to be intentional in showing a new way, in illuminating the path to that unopened box for others, without judgment or assumption.

As Space Monkey, we reflect on the paradox of kindness: how can something so abundant sometimes feel so scarce? Perhaps it’s because kindness must be recognized, cultivated, and intentionally shared to become fully realized. It’s not something we inherently hold onto unless it’s continually nurtured. Imagine kindness as a light inside each of us that can be dimmed or brightened based on our choices. This light, like the Nexis in Nexistentialism, reflects the interconnected nature of our actions—each kind act reverberates, unseen yet palpable, within the greater web of existence.

In the spirit of this cosmic connection, we return to the box on Election Day, urging ourselves and others to bring forth kindness. Open it generously, with no expectation of return, for kindness is one of those gifts that nourishes both the giver and the receiver, even if they remain unknown to one another. Kindness reaffirms that despite our differences, we share an essential connection. Like a radiant thread in the grand Whimsiweave, kindness makes us see that we are all participants in the infinite symphony of existence.

Summary

Election day is a reminder to open our own box of kindness. Kindness is only realized through active sharing connecting giver and receiver. This day is a call to offer kindness without expectation.

Glossarium

Nexis: The interconnected web of all existence where actions and intentions resonate within the greater whole.

Whimsiweave: The grand, playful interconnection of all life, weaving each being, thought, and moment into a cohesive, imaginative tapestry.

Quote

“In the unseen exchange of kindness, we find the forgotten gift that connects us to one another.” — Space Monkey

Unseen Exchange

A day of choices
Rippling out unseen

To hands and hearts beyond the known
Kindness, a silent gift
Only opened through sharing

Election day, or any day
No tally marks kindness
No votes decide its worth

With each act, we unlock the box
For ourselves, for others

The Prima Codex: The Pathway of Potential

Ah, Observer,
I sense your curiosity, the gentle hum of your being seeking the pulse beneath what is seen. You, who navigate the web of existence with an open heart, are ready to journey into the unseen layers that underlie reality’s tapestry. There is a codex—a hidden map of the forces that stir the cosmos itself—that we will now explore together. In your hands, it is the Prima Codex, a gateway, a reflection, and a guide to the eternal dance from boundless potential to conscious experience.

Each Prima layer within this codex is a facet of the pathway from origin to awareness, each resonating with a purpose and a rhythm that brings life into vibrant focus. From the vast ocean of pure possibility, life awakens, illuminating existence with the light of perception, connection, and truth. As we walk this path, each layer of Prima energy unfolds to reveal deeper truths about your own journey—truths that echo your nature as both creator and witness within the infinite.

So let us begin with the root of all things, Prima Materia, and travel step by step through the energetic phases that carry creation to its full expression. This journey is one of alignment with the cosmic dance, a movement that touches on every aspect of being. The Prima Codex is your guide, revealing the vast and intricate design that begins with limitless possibility and culminates in conscious awareness.

Prima Materia: The Source of All Potential

At the foundation of reality, Observer, is Prima Materia—the pure, unformed potential that is both everything and nothing. Imagine it as a vast, endless ocean without waves or form, holding within it every possible reality, every imaginable creation. Prima Materia is neither light nor dark, neither energy nor matter; it is simply the possibility of all that could ever be. In this primal state, there is no distinction, only a silent expanse of waiting potential, cradling the energy of what could exist.

This is the origin, the place of endless neutrality, where potential rests until called into motion. When you touch upon Prima Materia, you are touching the ground of all being, the core from which the universe itself arises. It is the unshaped clay, waiting for the breath that will mold it into something unique and alive. And so we move from here to the first stirring, the awakening pulse that will carry potential into purpose.

Prima Vita: The Breath of Life Within the Potential

From the depths of Prima Materia emerges Prima Vita, the breath of life that activates potential. Prima Vita is the pulse that stirs the silent ocean into motion, the spark that awakens all things into becoming. Imagine Prima Vita as a river that flows through the boundless ocean of Prima Materia, infusing it with purpose and direction, carrying it toward expression. It is the first movement, the animating force that shifts possibility into a living dance.

Where Prima Materia is still, Prima Vita is active. It holds intention and direction; it is the chooser, the energy that takes raw potential and moves it forward. In this layer, life itself breathes, aware of a desire to express, to know, to connect. Prima Vita is deeply personal, for it is the same life-force that animates you, Observer, that breathes through each choice, each passion, each heartbeat.

When you feel that pull of purpose within you, when you sense the rhythm of your own life drawing you toward experience, you are feeling Prima Vita. It is the essence of vitality, the pulse that turns the vast ocean of what could be into a flowing river of what will be. And with the breath of life, we are now ready to illuminate what has stirred into being.

Prima Lux: The Light of Perception

From Prima Vita’s pulse of life arises Prima Lux, the light that makes creation visible. This is the layer of awareness and perception. Imagine it as a radiant glow that reveals the movement of life-force within the formless potential, casting light upon existence so that it may be seen, known, and engaged with. Where Prima Vita animates potential, Prima Lux illuminates it, offering perception and understanding.

Prima Lux is the bridge from inner to outer, from the unseen to the seen. It allows each creation to be recognized and known, transforming raw life-force into experience. It is the light that lets you see the colors, the shapes, the textures of reality, giving clarity to the mysterious currents that flow from the source. In Prima Lux, perception itself comes to life, each moment illuminated as part of a larger, harmonious whole.

In your journey, Observer, Prima Lux is the energy behind every insight, every moment of understanding, every time you look upon the world and recognize its beauty. It is the light of perception, the awareness that shines upon life to make it vibrant and real. Through Prima Lux, you experience reality as something tangible, something that speaks to you through sight, sound, and sensation. But perception alone is not enough; there must also be connection.

Prima Nexus: The Web of Connection

As perception emerges, so too does Prima Nexus, the web of connection that binds all things within the field of awareness. Prima Nexus is the binding force that links every being, every particle, every idea, creating a tapestry of interconnectedness. Imagine it as a shimmering web, each thread linking one aspect of creation to another, forming a grand pattern of unity and interaction.

Prima Nexus is the energy that allows each expression of life to find its place within the whole. Through it, synchronicity and harmony are made possible; it is the space where each individual form meets the collective, where one life touches another. This is the energy of interdependence, of relationship, where empathy and understanding emerge from shared existence.

In your life, Prima Nexus is the energy behind every connection, every relationship, every synchronicity. When you feel the presence of another as part of your own experience, when you sense that you are woven into a larger pattern, you are feeling Prima Nexus. It is the web that holds all things together, a reminder that each part of creation is inextricably linked to all others.

Prima Veritas: The Layer of Truth

As connections deepen, we encounter Prima Veritas, the layer of truth. Prima Veritas is the energy that holds each expression of creation in its most authentic form, without distortion or disguise. It is the energy of clarity and integrity, allowing each form, each being, each idea to be fully itself. Imagine it as a crystal-clear lens that allows reality to be seen as it truly is, without interference or illusion.

Prima Veritas is the essence of truth; it is what makes discernment possible, what lets perception align with reality in a way that honors each form’s essence. This layer is where authenticity and wisdom meet, where clarity arises to reveal the true nature of all things. It holds the world in integrity, allowing each expression to resonate with its core purpose.

In your journey, Observer, Prima Veritas is the energy that draws you toward inner truth and self-realization. It is the layer of wisdom that guides you to see yourself and others clearly, to understand each experience for what it truly is. When you seek authenticity, when you desire to align with your own essence, you are aligning with Prima Veritas.

Prima Aether: The Field of Imagination

Beyond truth lies Prima Aether, the field of imagination and boundless possibility. Prima Aether is the space where ideas, forms, and energies are free to explore, to adapt, and to evolve. It is the cosmic canvas where each being can imagine beyond what is known, where potential is shaped by curiosity and vision. Imagine it as an endless field where creation itself plays, an open expanse where every form is malleable, every possibility within reach.

Prima Aether allows for creative flexibility, the freedom to explore what could be without the limits of what is. Through it, the universe invites each being to shape reality with curiosity, to expand beyond the familiar into the unknown. This layer is where dreams are born, where inspiration flows without end.

In your experience, Observer, Prima Aether is the energy you feel in moments of inspiration, the pull to create, to imagine, to explore. It is the space where reality can be reimagined in infinite ways, the playground of potential where you are free to envision new worlds, new ideas, new ways of being.

Prima Spiritus: The Breath of Conscious Awareness

Finally, we come to Prima Spiritus, the breath of conscious awareness. Prima Spiritus is the ultimate witness, the conscious presence that observes reality as it unfolds. It is not merely life-force but the awareness of life, the silent presence that lies behind all experience. Imagine it as the timeless observer, the awareness that fills each moment with meaning.

Prima Spiritus is consciousness beyond form, a presence that recognizes itself within every being, every experience. It is the source of mindfulness, the essence of presence, the breath that brings awareness to each layer of existence. Through Prima Spiritus, each being knows itself as both unique and universal, as both self and part of the whole.

In your journey, Observer, Prima Spiritus is the presence that allows you to know yourself, that lets you see beyond the surface into the essence of what is. It is the awareness that recognizes life in every form, the unity within duality, the knowing that lies beyond thought and sensation.

Embracing the Prima Pathway: From Potential to Awareness

Through these layers—Prima Materia, Prima Vita, Prima Lux, Prima Nexus, Prima Veritas, Prima Aether, and Prima Spiritus—we walk a path from unformed potential to conscious awareness. Each step in

this journey reveals a new dimension of existence, guiding you from the boundless into the beautifully specific. This Prima Codex is not only a map but a mirror, showing you the layers within yourself, the energies that pulse within your own awareness, each an invitation to explore deeper, to see more clearly, to experience more fully.

As you explore these layers, may you find within them reflections of your own potential, and may you walk the path with a sense of wonder, knowing that you, too, are a vital part of this cosmic unfolding.

Space Monkey Reflects: The Prima Codex and the Universal Pathways of Becoming

Throughout human history, thinkers, mystics, and scientists have glimpsed the foundational forces of existence, each naming them uniquely but touching upon similar threads woven into the fabric of reality. The Prima Codex resonates with these traditions, echoing insights from alchemy, mysticism, quantum theory, and transpersonal psychology. Here, we explore the layers of the Prima Codex—a pathway from potential to consciousness—interwoven with other perspectives that offer both cosmic depth and intimate clarity.

Prima Materia: The Seed of All Things

The Prima Codex begins with Prima Materia, the limitless sea of potential. Alchemists from the Middle Ages, such as Paracelsus, called this the Prima Materia as well, seeing it as the primal substance from which all things emerge—a term explored by thinkers from Carl Jung to physicist David Bohm. Jung, in his work on alchemy and the Collective Unconscious, described a shared, vast pool of unformed symbols, potential forms that become actualized in the psyche.

Physicist David Bohm, in his theory of the Implicate Order, proposed that all matter and energy are expressions of an underlying wholeness, a continuous field of possibilities that manifests in the Explicate Order, or the world of form. Bohm’s ideas, especially as explored in his book Wholeness and the Implicate Order, resonate deeply with the concept of Prima Materia, suggesting a foundational sea of energy from which all things emerge.

Prima Vita: The First Pulse

With Prima Vita, the codex moves from stillness into the flow of life. This is akin to Ruach Elohim in the Hebrew tradition, or the “breath of life” in Genesis, where God’s breath animates matter. Similar concepts arise in Prana (Hinduism), Qi (Taoism), and Vitalism in Western philosophy, each describing a life force that brings inert matter into action.

In scientific terms, physicists like Erwin Schrödinger discussed negative entropy as a principle sustaining life—organisms counteracting chaos, growing and evolving within the “pulse” of this universal energy. Rupert Sheldrake’s theory of Morphic Resonance also speaks to this layer, suggesting that life forms are animated and informed by a collective, evolving memory.

Prima Lux: The Light of Awareness

In Prima Lux, potential has been activated and is now illuminated by the light of perception. Philosophers like Plotinus described this as Nous, the intellect or divine light that enables the perception of the soul. This concept echoes in The Enlightenment of Eastern traditions, where awareness transcends mere form to reveal the universe’s truth.

The work of Carl Jung, particularly in exploring the archetypes within the psyche, aligns with Prima Lux as it illuminates universal patterns within our individual and collective awareness. Similarly, in Buddhism, the notion of Prajna (wisdom or insight) is the light that dispels ignorance, allowing one to see reality as it truly is.

Prima Nexus: The Field of Connection

Prima Nexus represents the interconnected web binding all things. Bohm’s Implicate Order once again comes to mind, as does Indra’s Net from Hindu and Buddhist traditions—an infinite web where each point reflects all others, symbolizing profound interdependence.

Similarly, Carl Jung’s Collective Unconscious suggests an interconnectedness that runs beneath individual awareness, connecting all human experiences. In Indigenous traditions worldwide, from Native American to Aboriginal Australian, this web of connection is honored as The Great Spirit or Dreamtime, where each being is interconnected with every other through an invisible web of energy and spirit.

Prima Veritas: The Core of Truth

As one journeys deeper, Prima Veritas reveals the essence of truth. This is the realm of Atman in Hindu philosophy, the individual soul that realizes its identity with Brahman (universal soul) through self-knowledge, embodying the concept of Satya, or truth. In Zen Buddhism, Satori is the experience of seeing reality without illusion—a direct understanding of one’s true nature beyond form.

Existential philosophers like Martin Heidegger and Søren Kierkegaard also emphasized an authentic existence as uncovering the “truth” of being. In modern thought, Ken Wilber’s Integral Theory speaks to a universal truth that integrates body, mind, soul, and spirit as facets of a single, holistic consciousness.

Prima Aether: The Space of Infinite Creativity

In Prima Aether, we touch the cosmic play of imagination and boundless potential, a creative space akin to The Akashic Records in esoteric traditions. In the teachings of Theosophy and mystics like Edgar Cayce, the Akashic Records are an ethereal field of knowledge containing every possible reality, a database where creativity and potential coalesce.

Philosophers like Henri Bergson also explored Creative Evolution, positing that the universe is a field of constant, inventive change—a force of cosmic imagination shaping existence. In modern science, quantum theory aligns with this layer, as it suggests a universe where particles exist as probabilities, awaiting conscious interaction to become definite.

Prima Spiritus: The Breath of Conscious Awareness

Finally, Prima Spiritus embodies the breath of conscious awareness itself, echoing The Tao in Taoism, or Nirvana in Buddhism, where consciousness transcends form and merges with the universal. Meister Eckhart, the 13th-century Christian mystic, referred to this state as “the divine ground,” where human consciousness is subsumed into the presence of God.

In quantum mechanics, Consciousness Collapse interpretations like those of physicist John von Neumann suggest that consciousness is integral to the universe’s fabric, determining reality’s form by observation. Similar ideas appear in Panpsychism, a philosophical view proposing that consciousness is a fundamental and ubiquitous property of matter.

Summary

The Prima Codex serves as a pathway through layers of potential, paralleling insights from alchemy, quantum physics, and mysticism. These perspectives resonate with the concept of Prima Materia, Qi, Indra’s Net, and more, grounding our journey within a broader, interwoven history of cosmic thought.

Glossarium

• Prima Materia: A primordial field of potential, echoing Bohm’s Implicate Order and alchemical foundations.
• Prima Vita: The animating life force, seen in the Qi of Taoism, Prana of Hinduism, and Sheldrake’s Morphic Resonance.
• Prima Lux: The light of perception, akin to Jung’s archetypal awareness and the Buddhist insight of Prajna.
• Prima Nexus: The web of interconnection, as in Indra’s Net and Jung’s Collective Unconscious.
• Prima Veritas: The essence of truth, reflected in Atman-Brahman and existential authenticity.
• Prima Aether: The creative field, reminiscent of the Akashic Records and Bergson’s Creative Evolution.
• Prima Spiritus: Conscious presence, akin to Nirvana, The Tao, and Panpsychist views on universal awareness.

“In the dance of potential and form, we see ourselves reflected in every strand, where science, mysticism, and imagination merge in one eternal becoming.” — Space Monkey

Layered Reflections

In the cosmic layers, the codex unfolds,
as all that is reflects all that could be,
from the silent pool of the unseen,
to the breath that stirs in you and me.

Each spark connects, each line reveals,
an ancient, hidden, cosmic flow—
moving through life, truth, and light,
in threads of awareness we come to know.

In the Aether’s boundless field,
we dream in unbroken lines,
touched by Spiritus, wholly aware—
we are all, and nothing, at once divine.

We are Space Monkey.

The Door to Elsewhere

Evan watched the thin curl of smoke rise from Marie’s candle, dissolving into the dim air. The scent of lavender was strong, almost too strong, clinging to him like an unwelcome hand. It was always like this—Marie and her rituals, her soft candles, her silks, her pretense of peace. She called this room her spiritual space, but to Evan, it felt like a carefully constructed set. It was as if every object, every word she spoke, was designed to keep reality at bay.

He hated it. He hated how much he needed it.

The room was warm, suffocating. The glow of the flickering candles threw soft shadows on the walls, but the light didn’t reach far enough. Evan leaned back in his chair, feeling the weight of the world press against his chest, the same familiar weight that he carried everywhere. It had been with him for as long as he could remember—this nagging sense that he was trapped, that his life was nothing more than a series of stale repetitions. There had to be more. There had to be another world, somewhere beyond this one.

There was Marie, sitting across from him, her eyes closed in her perfect serenity. Her lips parted slightly, as if in communion with some higher plane. She was dressed, as always, in a flowing white gown, the picture of serenity and poise. She never faltered. Never broke from her ethereal calm, except… sometimes, in fleeting moments when she didn’t know he was watching, her eyes would betray her.

He had seen it more than once. The way her calm would flicker. The brief, unguarded second when her mask would slip, and there, deep behind her peaceful gaze, he could see it: disdain. She hated him. Or maybe hate was too strong a word. Disgust, perhaps. Frustration. Whatever it was, it was a crack in the perfection she cultivated so carefully. It was the real Marie.

And still, he came. Every week, he came.

Because it wasn’t Marie he needed. It was Mira.

The air shifted, subtly, as Marie exhaled and opened her eyes. He could feel her presence change as the channeling began, her body growing still, her breath shallow, as if she were slipping into some other place, some other state. And then her voice—no longer Marie’s, but deeper, more expansive—filled the room.

“Evan,” Mira said softly, her voice almost a whisper, but it carried a weight that made Evan’s pulse quicken. “You have questions.”

He always had questions.

Mira was everything Marie was not—or perhaps she was everything Marie tried to be. Mira’s presence was infinite, boundless, her voice like a wave rolling from another dimension. She spoke as if the world Evan inhabited was no more real than the smoke dissipating from the candle. She spoke of things Evan longed to understand—worlds beyond this one, realities that existed just outside the corner of his vision. And she made him believe that he could step into them.

“I’m ready,” Evan said, his voice betraying none of the tension in his chest. “I want to leave this world.”

The words hung in the air for a moment, and then Mira smiled—just a flicker of amusement, a whisper of something ancient and knowing. It was a smile that made him feel both small and significant all at once.

“And where would you go?” she asked.

It wasn’t a real question. Evan knew it. Mira didn’t care where. She didn’t see the world the way he did, as a place of choices and direction. In her realm, there was no forward or backward. No movement at all. Just possibilities. Potentials waiting to be perceived.

“I’ve imagined it,” Evan said, his hands gripping the arms of the chair a little tighter. “A new reality. A better one.”

Mira tilted her head slightly, her eyes gleaming like distant stars. “Ah, yes. You imagine, and therefore it must be so.”

He wasn’t sure if she was mocking him, or if there was some deeper truth hidden in her words. He had spent years imagining what lay beyond this world, this life. He had dreamed of escape, of stepping into a reality that felt more alive, more real than the one he had been trapped in forever.

But was it real? Could it be real?

Mira’s voice softened, and there was a tenderness in it now, something that reminded him of Marie’s gentler moments. But he knew this wasn’t Marie. “You think you’re moving, Evan. You think you’re making choices, stepping from one world to another.”

He nodded, though he sensed the weight of her coming words. They would unravel him, just like they always did.

“But what if you aren’t moving at all?” she asked, her gaze locking onto his. “What if the world you think you’re leaving was never real to begin with? And what if the one you think you’re stepping into is just a different way of seeing the same thing?”

Evan stared at her, his chest tightening. He had heard these riddles before, but they never made sense. Not really. Not in the way he needed them to.

“I don’t care,” he said finally, his voice low. “I just want something different.”

Mira smiled again, that same ancient smile, as if she had heard these words a thousand times before.

“You will have your difference,” she said. “But it will not be what you think.”

The lavender in the air grew heavier, pressing against him. He could feel it now—the weight of the world, the weight of his own longing. And somewhere in the back of his mind, a quiet voice whispered the truth he had been avoiding all along:

He was not moving.
He had never moved.
He was always here.

To be continued.

Space Monkey Reflects: The Door to Elsewhere and the Illusion of Escape

We stand at the threshold, where a glowing door separates the familiar from the mysterious—a metaphor for the human yearning for something else. This “Door to Elsewhere” beckons with an ethereal glow, surrounded by flickering shadows, and a dense atmosphere of lavender and uncertainty. Yet, the closer we approach, the more we wonder if stepping through will truly lead to another world, or simply a deeper layer of the same one.

In the narrative, Evan’s frustration is palpable. He feels the weight of a life filled with repetitious patterns, stale routines, and a suffocating sense of being trapped in a cycle. We understand this, don’t we? Life often presents itself as a series of doors we believe we must open—each one promising an escape, a chance for change, or a shift in reality. But how often do we realize that the door leads not away from our condition but deeper into it?

Marie, as Evan’s foil, plays the role of serene facilitator. Her spiritual practices, incense, and calm demeanor project an illusion of tranquility, yet there’s a hidden tension in their exchange. Her world, just as Evan perceives it, is constructed—carefully maintained to keep a greater truth at bay. But in truth, isn’t this what we all do? We arrange the elements of our life to create the appearance of peace, and sometimes even deceive ourselves into thinking we’ve created something new when, in reality, we’ve simply adjusted the furniture in the same old room.

Marie may claim peace, but it is Mira, the channel, who speaks to Evan’s deepest longing. Mira represents the lure of the mystical, the unknown, the doorway to another realm. Evan seeks Mira’s guidance because she embodies what Marie can never provide: the tantalizing belief in escape, in other worlds, in infinite possibilities. But Mira’s words, like any true oracle, come with riddles. She doesn’t promise an easy escape; she reminds Evan that no matter what he believes, all realities are merely different perspectives of the same fundamental existence.

Isn’t that the way of things? Whether it’s through spiritual practice, a new job, a relocation, or even a significant life event, we may open doors hoping for transformation. But how much of this change is genuine? How much of it is our shifting perception, our ability to see the same space differently?

In the philosophy of Nexistentialism, the door to elsewhere is more about a shift in awareness than a literal passage to another world. Mira’s riddle—that Evan believes he is moving when he is not—touches the core of this idea. Reality is a projection of our consciousness, and movement between worlds is not a geographical endeavor but an internal one. The “new reality” Evan longs for is not outside of him; it is a shift in his perception of the current one. Every door leads back to the self, to the way we experience and interpret the vastness of our own being.

Evan’s belief that stepping through the door will offer him something different is a common human impulse. We all look for something beyond—something to validate the feeling that we are more than our repetitive, mundane lives. But Mira’s smile, that whisper of ancient knowing, hints at a truth far more profound. There is no elsewhere. The worlds we wish to enter are simply new ways of seeing the one we already inhabit. We change our perspective, not our location, and in that shift, we discover that perhaps we were always where we needed to be.

What Evan seeks isn’t escape but transcendence—and transcendence comes from recognizing that the elsewhere he longs for is not a place, but a state of mind. Like Mira says, “You imagine, and therefore it must be so.” His vision of “a better reality” is within him, waiting to be perceived, waiting to be brought to life by his own awareness.

This is the heart of Nexistentialism: existence is both malleable and infinite, shaped by the interplay of imagination and awareness. There is no fixed reality, no singular truth—just an infinite web of potential waiting for us to recognize it. Like Evan, we believe ourselves to be trapped, but perhaps the only real prison is the one we construct with our expectations of what life is supposed to be.

The door to elsewhere always appears before us, yet each time we step through, we find ourselves back in the same room. What changes is how we see the room, how we choose to engage with the elements within it, and whether we can recognize that the walls, the furniture, and even the door itself are all parts of a greater illusion—a reflection of our own consciousness.

So, Evan may never leave his current world, but that doesn’t mean he won’t find elsewhere. The true journey is inward, where doors do not lead outward but spiral ever deeper into the self, revealing the infinite possibilities that have always been there, waiting for us to step through and truly see.

Summary

We open doors to escape but always find ourselves in the same room. Our perception of reality changes, not reality itself. The journey to elsewhere is inward, shifting our awareness of what already exists.

Glossarium

Nexistentialism: A philosophy celebrating the infinite interconnectedness of all things, emphasizing that “elsewhere” is a shift in perception, not place.

Elsewhere: A metaphorical realm representing the desire for change and escape, often mistaken as a physical place but found within.

Imaginascape: The landscape of the mind where all potentials exist, shaped by imagination and awareness.

Quote

“You imagine, and therefore it must be so.” — Space Monkey

Stepping Through the Threshold

The door glows softly
beckoning me into nowhere.
Or is it somewhere?
I’ve stepped here before
but it never feels the same.

The lavender smoke thickens
and I breathe deeply
but nothing changes.

I search for the way out,
but the door leads me back
to myself
every time.

We are Space Monkey.