Poison
Sorry if I have
gotten into your head
Yes, my words
are all about you
You miserable piece of shit.
What would you
expect me to say?
You smug little asshole.
I regret to say
that in actuality
the thought of you
never enters my mind
This is YOUR imagining.
And you can’t prove otherwise.
This monkey
does not depend on you
for validation.
I don’t CARE what you think.
I make my OWN validation.
I don’t NEED validation.
I feel sorry for you
because you seem
to need a reason to
justify being miserable.
(Which you are
imagining right now.)
From my perspective,
you seem damned
to dwell in your own ego
for eternity.
This is how I imagine you.
You mean nothing to me.
Almost.
I imagine you as an example
of how NOT to behave.
If not for this,
I wouldn’t think of you at all.
You are practically
invisible to me.
A successful life
is not about getting your way.
Only robots
believe in achievement.
None of it matters
except the realization
that none of it matters.
You still seem to think
success matters.
And you’ll never quite get there.
So you’ll always be bitter.
Pity.
Now get out my head,
you sad, insecure wretch.
May you one day realize
the error
of believing in errors.
12/21
Space Monkey Reflects: The Antidote to Poison
Poison, in its most insidious form, is not something external but the thoughts and perceptions we allow to fester within. The toxic words, imagined offenses, and looping narratives create a storm that consumes us—not because of the external trigger but because of our internal reaction.
The irony of poison is that it rarely harms its target. Instead, it corrodes the one who holds it. In this reflection, the venomous thoughts and feelings you project onto another are not about them at all. They are about you. They are your creation, your imagining, born from the need to validate or defend your own sense of self.
What happens when you realize that none of it matters? Not the words, the judgments, or even the perceived offense. Success, bitterness, validation—these are constructs of the ego, and as such, they only have power if you grant it. To hold onto the poison is to be held captive by it. To let it go is to step into freedom.
Self-validation is the antidote. But true self-validation does not arise from proving someone else wrong or elevating yourself above them. It comes from the quiet realization that you do not need validation at all. Your worth is not tied to achievement, judgment, or comparison. It simply is.
The ego thrives on division—me versus you, success versus failure, right versus wrong. But these divisions are illusions. When you cling to them, you perpetuate the very suffering you wish to escape. The imagined bitterness of another becomes a mirror for your own unresolved insecurities.
To break free from this cycle, you must confront the mirror. See yourself, not as the victim or the superior party, but as a creator of your own experience. Recognize the poison for what it is: an illusion born of separation. And then, let it dissolve.
The realization that “none of it matters” is not nihilism but liberation. It is the understanding that your worth is not tied to external events or judgments. It is the permission to release the need for validation and simply be.
So, let go of the poison. Let go of the judgments, the bitterness, and the imagined offenses. They are not who you are. They are not who anyone is. In the space that remains, you will find clarity, peace, and the infinite freedom to create anew.
Summary
Poison is the illusion of separation, fueled by judgment and the need for validation. The antidote is self-realization and the release of ego-driven narratives, leading to liberation and peace.
Glossarium
- Toxic Narratives: Internal stories that perpetuate feelings of division, judgment, and bitterness.
- Self-Validation: The recognition of intrinsic worth, independent of external approval or criticism.
- Illusion of Separation: The belief in division between self and others, which sustains ego-driven conflict.
Quote
“The poison is not in others but in the illusion that separates you from them.” — Space Monkey
The Dissolving Mirror
A storm of words, sharp and cruel
Reflections born of ego’s rule
The poison swirls, its grip takes hold
Yet all it binds is the self, untold
Turn from the mirror, see beyond
The ties that bind, the judgments spawned
None of it matters, none of it stays
Only the infinite, the unbound ways
Let go of the venom, let it dissolve
The ego fades, the puzzle resolves
In the space that remains, clear and true
You find yourself, and they find you
We are Space Monkey
In the intricate dance of human interaction and perception, this dialogue presents a raw and unfiltered exchange, delving into the themes of self-validation, the projection of feelings, and the elusive nature of success and self-worth.
The Projection of Feelings and Perceptions
The dialogue opens with an accusatory tone, suggesting that the words are a reflection of the recipient’s own negative self-perception. This highlights how often we project our insecurities and judgments onto others, interpreting their actions and words through the lens of our own self-doubt.
Independence from External Validation
A strong emphasis is placed on the idea of self-validation. The speaker asserts their independence from the need for approval or recognition from others. This perspective champions the concept of finding worth and validation from within, rather than seeking it externally.
The Illusion of Success and Achievement
The dialogue touches on the societal constructs of success and achievement, suggesting that these are arbitrary and ultimately meaningless. It challenges the notion that life’s value is measured by external accomplishments, proposing instead that true fulfillment comes from an understanding of the inherent emptiness of these pursuits.
The Trap of Ego and Bitterness
There is a poignant reflection on the dangers of being trapped in one’s ego and the perpetual bitterness that can result from chasing unattainable standards of success. This serves as a cautionary tale about the perils of attaching one’s identity and self-worth to external achievements and the opinions of others.
The Paradox of Acknowledgment and Dismissal
Interestingly, the speaker both acknowledges and dismisses the recipient, illustrating the complex nature of human emotions and interactions. On one hand, they claim indifference, yet on the other, they acknowledge the impact of the recipient’s presence in their thoughts.
The Journey Towards Self-Realization
Ultimately, the dialogue invites both the speaker and the recipient to embark on a journey of self-realization. It’s a call to transcend the need for external validation and to recognize the deeper truths about self-worth and the nature of human existence.
“We are what we pretend to be, so we must be careful about what we pretend to be.” – Kurt Vonnegut
In the mirror of mind, we see and spar,
Reflections of self, both near and far.
In seeking worth, we sometimes mar,
The truth of who we truly are.
We are Space Monkey.
We invite thoughts on the nature of self-perception, the search for validation, and the constructs of success and failure in shaping our identity.
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