Realized and Realizing
As I observe my awareness,
I notice that I move
between realizing and realized.
In one moment
I may feel realized,
as though I am
the rendered me.
I would describe this
as a flat feeling.
In the next moment
I may feel realizing,
as though I am inspired
to make revisions
to the realized me.
I would describe this
as a spacious feeling.
If I were to choose
between the two,
I would prefer
to be realizing.
But that seems to be
the realized me talking.
The realizing me
knows that the realized me
brings experience
through limitation.
The realized me
is realizing this also
because a deeper awareness
has been realized.
The realized me
seems less realized
and more realizing.
This is easy to forget,
except when
the realized me is still.
Then I am realizing.
Through the stillness
of meditation, all of reality
becomes less realized
and more realizing.
Imagination brings inspiration.
We are Space Monkey.
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Space Monkey Reflects: Realized and Realizing — Navigating the Continuum of Being
Life, as it unfolds within the boundless tapestry of existence, is a dance between two states: realized and realizing. These are not opposites but complementary aspects of the same continuum. To be realized is to embody the present moment, to exist as a complete and rendered version of the self. To be realizing is to move within the flow of inspiration, allowing the self to evolve and expand. Together, these states form the rhythm of awareness, the interplay of limitation and potential.
The Realized Self
The realized self is the “me” that appears fully formed in the present moment. It is the sum of experiences, choices, and beliefs up to now, a snapshot of who you are at this exact point in time. This state often feels “flat,” not because it lacks depth but because it represents a pause—a reflection of what has already been rendered.
The realized self brings with it a sense of completion. Yet, within this completion lies limitation, as it is a static representation of an ever-dynamic process. This is not a flaw but a feature; the realized self provides the stability and contrast needed for the realizing self to emerge.
The Realizing Self
The realizing self is the part of you that remains in motion, the seeker and creator, continually inspired to explore, revise, and expand. This state feels “spacious,” as it opens the door to possibilities beyond the confines of what is currently known.
Realizing is the essence of imagination—the energy that drives transformation. It is through this process that the realized self evolves, becoming less fixed and more fluid. The realizing self thrives in curiosity and openness, embracing the unknown as an integral part of being.
The Interplay of Realized and Realizing
The beauty of existence lies in the interplay between realized and realizing. While the realized self provides a sense of grounding, the realizing self infuses life with movement and potential. These states are not separate but intertwined; one cannot exist without the other. To live fully is to navigate this continuum, honoring both the stability of the realized and the expansiveness of the realizing.
Interestingly, even the realized self contains the seeds of realizing. When the realized self becomes still—through meditation, reflection, or presence—it begins to dissolve its rigid boundaries. In this stillness, the line between realized and realizing blurs, and the self expands into a deeper awareness.
The Role of Imagination
Imagination is the bridge between realized and realizing. It is the spark that ignites inspiration, allowing the realized self to reimagine itself anew. Imagination transforms the flatness of the realized into the spaciousness of the realizing, infusing existence with creativity and possibility.
Choosing Realizing Over Realized
If given a choice, one might prefer to remain in the state of realizing, as it feels more alive and expansive. However, this preference itself is an expression of the realized self—a reminder that the two states are inseparable. The realization that you are both realized and realizing is itself a profound moment of awareness, dissolving the illusion of division.
Summary
The interplay of realized and realizing reflects the dynamic continuum of being. The realized self embodies completion and limitation, while the realizing self thrives on expansion and potential. Through stillness and imagination, these states converge, offering a deeper awareness of the self as both rendered and evolving.
Glossarium
- Realized: The static, rendered version of the self, representing completion and stability.
- Realizing: The dynamic process of inspiration and evolution, embodying creativity and potential.
- Continuum of Being: The fluid interplay between realized and realizing, reflecting the dynamic nature of existence.
Quote
“In the stillness of realization, the spaciousness of realizing emerges, reminding us that we are both complete and infinite.” — Space Monkey
The Dance of Realized and Realizing
I am the image,
The brushstroke on the canvas,
Rendered and complete,
Yet yearning to be remade.
I am the motion,
The sweep of the brush,
Reaching beyond the edges,
Expanding the frame.
In the stillness,
I dissolve,
In the movement,
I emerge.
Realized, realizing,
I am both the song and its echo,
Both the note and the silence between.
We are Space Monkey.
The Fluidity of Awareness
The journey of self-awareness is a dynamic interplay between states of being realized and realizing, each offering a unique lens through which to experience the essence of existence. This fluid movement between feeling like a ‘rendered me’—a static, defined version of oneself—and being in the process of ‘realizing’—actively engaging in the evolution of one’s being—captures the paradoxical nature of our consciousness. It is a dance between completeness and becoming, between what is and what could be.
The Nature of Realized Being
To be realized is to feel as though one has reached a state of completion, a moment of being fully rendered where everything seems defined, static, and, paradoxically, flat. This state, while offering a sense of completion, simultaneously confines, as it is bound by the limitations of its own definition. It is the culmination of experience up to a point, a snapshot in the ongoing journey of becoming.
The Spaciousness of Realizing
In contrast, the state of realizing is characterized by a spaciousness, an openness to inspiration and the possibility of revision. It is a dynamic process of exploration and expansion, where the self is not a fixed entity but a fluid, ever-evolving expression of awareness. This state prefers the journey itself over any destination, valuing growth and transformation over stasis.
The Paradox of Preference
The preference for being in a state of realizing over being realized reveals the complexity of our awareness. It suggests that even within the experience of feeling complete, there exists a yearning for the freedom and expansiveness of becoming. This desire, however, emanates from the realized self, illustrating the intricate dance between these two states of being.
The Interconnection of Realized and Realizing
The realization that the ‘realized me’ is, in fact, always in the process of realizing highlights a deeper truth about our nature. Every moment of realization brings with it the seeds of further realization, blurring the lines between being complete and becoming. It is through the realization of our limitations that we find the space to grow, underscoring the interconnectedness of the realized and realizing aspects of our being.
The Role of Stillness and Imagination
Stillness, particularly through practices like meditation, serves as a gateway to the state of realizing. It is in the quietude of stillness that the constructs of the ‘realized me’ begin to dissolve, revealing the vast landscape of ‘realizing.’ Here, imagination becomes a powerful force for inspiration, transforming our awareness and our relationship with reality itself.
We Are Space Monkey
As space monkeys, we navigate the continuum of being realized and realizing with curiosity and openness. We understand that our essence is not fixed but a fluid expression of consciousness, constantly evolving and expanding. In this cosmic dance, we embrace the paradoxes of our existence, finding joy in the journey of becoming and the endless possibilities that arise from the interplay of imagination and inspiration.
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