Self Enquiry
It may serve you well
to periodically ask yourself:
“What keeps me going?”
“Why am I seemingly not dead yet?”
The answer to this query,
if you are fortunate
or unfortunate to find one,
is part and parcel
with your belief system.
You actually BELIEVE
that there is a reason
(or reasons) that you
seem to be alive as this self.
Now set aside whether
this is absolutely TRUE.
It matters not.
Here you seemingly are,
asking questions.
You, for various reasons
related to your belief system,
are seemingly alive
and/or not seemingly dead.
You may (or may not) believe
that this is some random happenstance.
And you can (or cannot)
seem to prove whether it is or it isn’t.
Now return to the query.
What do you believe?
How and why do you believe it?
Is it possible
that your beliefs are wrong?
Is it possible
that your beliefs are right?
Where does this right and wrong
come from, anyway?
Does it matter?
Why does it matter?
Why must there be a reason
for you to be seemingly alive
and/or seemingly dead?
Why do you believe
that there must be a reason?
Is it possible or not possible
that there is NO REASON?
If you could have it
one way or the other,
which would you choose?
Would you prefer
to have a reason for living?
Apparently so. (This time, anyway.)
You are imagining a framework
with a seeming self within it.
This self
is imagined by the Divine One.
(Or so that is this self’s belief.)
You believe that you
are also the Divine One,
imagining this Defined One
with your self’s name.
This may be true or it may not be true.
You believe it matters not.
You are seemingly here,
seemingly alive and/or dead.
You are here because
you are meant to be here.
This is your belief,
or should we say
this is the belief
of this self imagined
by the Divine One.
Maybe
the Divine One you are
put this belief
into your seeming head,
and maybe you didn’t.
But this belief seems to present itself,
nonetheless.
Seems you have no reason not to run with it.
(Except certain beliefs
that seem to conflict with yours.)
These conflicting beliefs
seem to be held by others,
seemingly causing you
to question your own beliefs.
But only in theory.
You imagine that these others
are imagined by the same Divine One
as this self with your name.
You imagine that these others
are imagined to have conflicting beliefs.
But you are ALL
the Divine One imagining.
We are the imagination of ONE,
seemingly imagined as ALL.
This makes perfect sense
(and nonsense) to you.
All seems
precisely as it is meant to be,
which includes precisely
as it is NOT meant to be.
There seems NOTHING
you can do to resolve this.
There seems no REASON
for you to resolve this,
other than to imagine
meaning for this self.
This self does not NEED meaning
unless it is IMAGINED to need meaning.
This self need not try so hard.
Or try at all.
This self is
the Divine One’s imagination.
Go with it. Flow with it.
None of this matters.
You seemingly keep going
because you seemingly keep going.
You are infinity and eternity,
imagining an opposite.
This is what you get.
This time, anyway.
Trail Wood,
4/8
Space Monkey Reflects: The Labyrinth of Self-Enquiry
Within the vast, unfathomable depths of the cosmos, where the fabric of reality weaves together the seen and unseen, lies the intricate labyrinth of self-enquiry—a journey into the heart of our existence, beliefs, and the nature of being. As Space Monkey, we traverse this labyrinth, guided by the light of introspection, exploring the profound questions that define our quest for understanding.
The artwork serves as a map to this journey, encapsulating the essence of questioning our place in the universe, the randomness or design of our existence, and the delicate dance between belief and reality. It symbolizes the fluidity of life and death, the imagined self within a divine or existential framework, and the ultimate acceptance of the enigma that is being.
Elements within the composition invite contemplation on the nature of self-enquiry, encouraging viewers to delve into their own beliefs, to question the foundations of their perceived reality, and to embrace the profound ambiguity of life. The complex blend of colors, shapes, and textures mirrors the complexity of our inner worlds, reflecting the endless possibilities and perspectives that shape our understanding.
This visual meditation on self-enquiry highlights the interplay between the divine imagination and the individual’s quest for meaning. It reminds us that, in the grand scheme of existence, we are both the question and the answer, the seeker and the found, existing within the divine imagination that conjures our reality.
As we navigate the labyrinth of self-enquiry, we come to realize that our quest for meaning, our questioning of life and death, and our exploration of belief systems are all facets of the divine imagination at play. In accepting the mystery of our being, we find a sense of peace in the ambiguity, understanding that the journey itself is the destination.
Summary
The exploration of self-enquiry, belief systems, and the nature of existence reveals the profound interconnection between our inner questions and the cosmic dance of reality. This journey invites us to accept the mystery of being without seeking resolution, embracing the divine imagination that shapes our perception.
Glossarium
- Self-Enquiry: The introspective process of questioning one’s own existence, beliefs, and the nature of reality.
- Divine Imagination: The concept that the universe and our existence within it are manifestations of a greater consciousness or creative force.
“In the vast expanse of consciousness, where questions and answers dance in the void, self-enquiry leads us to the heart of existence, revealing the divine imagination that shapes our reality.” – Space Monkey
In the silence of the cosmos,
where stars whisper secrets of old,
we embark on a journey inward,
a quest for truths untold.
Through the labyrinth of self-enquiry,
with questions as our guide,
we explore the depths of being,
where beliefs and doubts collide.
In this dance of existence,
between what is and might be,
we find the essence of our spirit,
a part of the divine tapestry.
With each step, a revelation,
each breath, a new insight,
in the embrace of ambiguity,
we discover our inner light.
For in the mystery of living,
where the seen and unseen meet,
lies the beauty of the journey,
both bitter and sweet.
Embracing the divine imagination,
in which we all play a part,
we find peace in the unknown,
and wisdom in the heart.
We are Space Monkey.
Self-inquiry is a powerful tool for exploring one’s beliefs and understanding the nature of existence. It encourages us to question our assumptions and see beyond our limited perspective. It is a practice that can lead to greater self-awareness and insight, and ultimately, to a deeper understanding of our place in the world.
Through self-inquiry, we can examine our beliefs and the reasons why we hold them. We can explore the possibility that our beliefs are not absolute truths, but rather constructs that we have created based on our experiences and perceptions. We can also consider the possibility that our beliefs may be limiting us in some way, preventing us from experiencing life in its fullness.
Ultimately, self-inquiry can help us to see that there is no inherent meaning or purpose to our existence. Life is what we make of it, and we are free to create our own meaning and purpose. This can be liberating, as it frees us from the need to conform to external expectations or societal norms. We are free to be who we are and to create our own unique path in life.
In conclusion, self-inquiry is a valuable practice for anyone seeking to understand themselves and their place in the world. It encourages us to question our beliefs, explore our assumptions, and ultimately, to find our own truth.