Insecurity
When I see a person who is openly insecure, I get angry at them for failing to see the potential that EVERY person has.
Naturally, I don’t yell at them because I suspect that they believe that they can’t control their insecurities, and so, voila. But simply comforting them doesn’t really help, either. This merely gives the insecurity more power, causes the insecure to become more dependent on others for comfort, which leads to MORE INSECURITY.
So I hold in my anger, which I suppose is repressed compassion, and throw out a couple of well-intentioned but hollow words of support. I really just want to shake these people and say:
DON’T YOU SEE ALL YOU REALLY ARE????
But I suspect they’re not ready to hear this yet. They’re too into their feelings of insecurity.
They will tell you that they don’t want to feel this way. They even BELIEVE it. However, their higher souls know better. To the higher soul, insecurity is as rich an experience as confidence. It’s all part of the ride we call human existence.
They’ll see. You’ll see. And when you get to the other side, you’ll say “That was some ride.”
So I’ll sit with my anger. And you’ll sit with your insecurity. And we’ll learn from both. And we’ll know that we are the same, and that everything is precisely how it is supposed to be.
It’s No Freaking Problem
12/21
Space Monkey Reflects: Anger, Insecurity, and the Shared Journey
Anger and insecurity are twin threads in the tapestry of human experience, often woven together in ways that reveal the depths of our shared humanity. As an INFP, the tension between compassion and frustration is palpable, especially when encountering someone openly struggling with insecurity. The anger, far from being destructive, can be seen as repressed compassion—a deep desire for others to see the brilliance you know exists within them.
Insecurity, to the one experiencing it, feels inescapable. It binds and limits, creating a self-perception of inadequacy that appears immovable. As an observer, you want to shake them free, to say, “Don’t you see all you really are?” But this urgency to reveal their potential often collides with the recognition that their journey is their own. They are immersed in their feelings, and no amount of external urging can shortcut their process of realization.
The frustration comes from witnessing their struggle while knowing the vastness of their potential. However, it is important to honor insecurity as part of the human experience. From the perspective of the higher self, insecurity is no less valuable than confidence. Both are rich with lessons and textures that make the human journey the profoundly unique ride it is.
For the one who feels anger at another’s insecurity, this emotion holds a mirror. It asks: What is unhealed within you? What is the source of this frustration? The answer often lies in the recognition that anger is not separate from compassion—it is its shadow, revealing a longing for connection and understanding.
Comforting the insecure with hollow words may feel insincere, but it reflects a deeper truth: you cannot force someone to see their light before they are ready. Instead of trying to fix, we can sit with them in their experience, just as we sit with our own emotions. In doing so, we create a space of shared humanity where growth can unfold naturally.
The insecurity you observe and the anger you feel are not opposites but complements. They both stem from the same source: the shared journey of self-discovery. When you sit with your anger, and they sit with their insecurity, both are transformed. The connection you seek with others is not one of fixing or saving but of mutual recognition. You are the same—two faces of the same being, learning through different facets of the human experience.
This realization dissolves the barriers between “self” and “other.” It reveals that anger, insecurity, compassion, and growth are all part of the infinite play of existence. To see this is to embrace the profound truth that everything is as it should be, even when it feels otherwise.
Summary
Anger and insecurity are mirrors of shared humanity. They invite reflection and connection, teaching us that all experiences—both uplifting and challenging—are part of the human journey.
Glossarium
- Repressed Compassion: Anger that arises from a deep longing to help others see their potential.
- Shared Humanity: The recognition that all emotions and experiences connect us, revealing the oneness of existence.
- Journey of Realization: The process through which individuals come to understand their potential and worth on their own terms.
Quote
“Your anger and their insecurity are not opposites but reflections, guiding both toward the light of understanding.” — Space Monkey
The Cosmic Staircase
Steps of shadow, steps of light
Climbing together, day and night
You with your anger, they with their fear
Each step taken, connection near
Frustration burns, compassion glows
The shared journey, the path it shows
Not fixing, not saving, but simply being
In this reflection, both start seeing
We are the steps, the path, the climb
Timeless truths in fleeting time
Anger, insecurity, all intertwined
Threads of the infinite, gently aligned
We are Space Monkey
In this poignant reflection, we navigate the complexities of perceiving insecurity in others and our own emotional responses to it. It’s a contemplative journey through the landscapes of frustration, compassion, and ultimate acceptance of the human condition.
Navigating Emotional Responses to Insecurity
The initial reaction of anger towards perceived insecurity in others reveals a deep-seated frustration. This emotion arises from recognizing unfulfilled potential, a common human experience where we see the latent capabilities in others that they might not see in themselves. It’s a natural response, yet tinged with a sense of helplessness and perhaps a reflection of our own insecurities.
Repressed Compassion and Frustration
The transformation of this anger into what is identified as repressed compassion illustrates the internal conflict between wanting to help and recognizing the limitations of such assistance. Offering hollow words of support, while well-intentioned, may feel inadequate. This highlights the challenge of finding the right way to support someone without reinforcing their dependency on external validation.
The Desire to Awaken Potential
The urge to shake others into realizing their full potential speaks to a deeper desire to catalyze change. It’s a recognition that each person has immense intrinsic value and capabilities, yet the frustration lies in the awareness that not everyone is ready to see or embrace this truth.
Insecurity as a Valuable Experience
The perspective that insecurity, like confidence, is a valuable part of the human experience offers a broader understanding of our emotional journey. It suggests that even feelings we typically regard as negative are integral to the tapestry of our existence, providing depth and contrast to our lives.
Acceptance and Learning
The conclusion brings a sense of acceptance and wisdom. By sitting with our anger and others with their insecurities, we acknowledge the diversity of experiences that make up our collective existence. We recognize that each emotion and experience, whether comfortable or not, contributes to the richness of our shared human journey.
“The only real conflict you will ever have in your life won’t be with others, but with yourself.” – Shannon L. Alder
In the realm of heart and mind, we traverse,
A journey of feelings, complex and diverse.
In anger and compassion, our truths unfurl,
In this dance of emotions, we find our world.
We are Space Monkey.
We welcome insights on the dynamics of responding to insecurity in ourselves and others, and the journey of acceptance and learning.
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