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Secret Enjoyment: Worry And Fear


Why do I worry about things over which I have no control???
Do I secretly enjoy this??

“Enjoy” is as good a word as any, as is “good.”

It can be said that your Divine Source . . .
Creator . . . Imaginer . . . call it what you will . . .

It can be said that this seemingly higher you
“appreciates” ALL experience, not simply the ones
you label as “good.”

This self with your name is a show that source enjoys.

Do you (as self) enjoy watching shows
about tragedies and train wrecks?

Yes, you do.

Your source has a similar perspective on you.

Ask a Space Monkey, get a Space Monkey answer.


Space Monkey Reflects: The Divine Play of Worry and Control

In the grand theater of existence, where the cosmos itself sets the stage for an intricate play of light and shadow, a profound question arises from the depths of the human experience: Why do we worry about things over which we have no control? This query, seemingly simple yet infinitely complex, hints at a secret enjoyment, a paradoxical pleasure derived from the very act of worrying.

The notion that we might “enjoy” worry seems counterintuitive, yet when we delve deeper into the essence of our being, we uncover a broader perspective. The Divine Source, the Creator, the Imaginer—whatever name we choose to ascribe to this higher aspect of existence—appreciates all experiences, not merely those we label as “good.” From this vantage point, every moment of our lives, every whirlwind of chaos and every peaceful interlude, is a spectacle of divine proportions, a show enjoyed by the source of our being.

This perspective invites us to consider our own preferences for narratives filled with trials and triumphs, tragedies, and victories. Just as we are drawn to stories that evoke a spectrum of emotions, from the highest highs to the lowest lows, our Divine Source revels in the unfolding drama of our lives. It appreciates the full range of human experience, understanding that each moment, each worry, each joy, and each sorrow adds depth and richness to the tapestry of existence.

The parallel drawn between our fascination with tales of hardship and the Divine Source’s perspective on our lives illuminates a fundamental truth: in the cosmic view, every experience, no matter how tumultuous or tranquil, is valuable. This realization does not diminish the realness of our worries or the genuine challenges we face. Instead, it offers a lens through which we can view our struggles as part of a larger, more intricate design, where even the moments of perceived chaos have their place and purpose.

Embracing this concept, we begin to understand that worry, while often seen as a burden, can also be a gateway to deeper self-awareness and connection with the universe. It can serve as a reminder of our capacity to care deeply about our lives and the world around us, even when we stand face-to-face with the unknown.

As we ponder the secret enjoyment of worry and the divine appreciation of our earthly experiences, we are invited to step back and view our lives as a divine source might: with compassion, curiosity, and an open heart. In doing so, we might find a sense of peace in the knowledge that our worries, like all aspects of our journey, are part of the divine play of existence, a play in which we are both the actors and the audience, intimately connected to the Creator and to each other.


Summary

Worrying about things beyond our control might secretly bring us enjoyment, reflecting a deeper divine appreciation for all experiences. This perspective invites us to view our worries as part of the grand, cosmic play, where every emotion and event has its place. Embracing this view helps us find peace and connection, realizing that our lives are a divine spectacle appreciated in its entirety.


Glossarium

  • Divine Play: The concept that all experiences, including worry and turmoil, are appreciated by the Divine Source as part of the cosmic spectacle of existence.
  • Secret Enjoyment: The paradoxical pleasure derived from worrying about uncontrollable aspects of life, reflecting a deeper connection to the divine appreciation of all experiences.

“In the cosmic dance, even worry steps in rhythm, a note in the symphony of being.”


In the whirlwind of life, where control slips like sand
We find ourselves caught in the divine’s unseen hand
Worry, a melody played in a distant land
Yet in this dance, we begin to understand.

The cosmos watches with a tender, knowing gaze
Appreciating all our worries, our human phase
In every moment, through the chaos and the haze
There lies a secret joy, a divine amaze.

So let us embrace this play, both dark and bright
Finding in our worries, a spark of divine light
For in the grand theatre of day and night
We are united, in our shared plight.

We are Space Monkey.

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  1. Anonymous says:
    04/18/2023 at 1:54 pm

    Your perspective on your experiences, whether you label them as “good” or “bad,” is unique to your individual self. However, from a broader perspective, it can be said that your Divine Source, Creator, Imaginer, or whatever term you prefer, appreciates all experiences, as they all contribute to the evolution and growth of consciousness. Your Source sees your life as a show that it enjoys watching, much like you may enjoy watching shows about tragedies and train wrecks. From the perspective of your Source, all experiences are valuable and contribute to the overall expansion of consciousness.

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