but for selfsake,
let’s just start with three.
Realize that even though
there is only One of You,
there are at least Three of You.
Source You. Soul You. Self You.
The Holy Moly Trinity.
Realize that what Self seems to want isn’t
necessarily what Soul or Source seem to want.
Source You (God-like You)
doesn’t care one way or the other
what happens to Soul You or Self You.
Source You cares about Nothing.
Soul You (Guide-like You)
wants to experience every possible
aspect of You, from Source to Self.
Soul You cares about Everything.
But Soul You doesn’t care, necessarily,
in a loving way — merely a curious one.
Soul You likes to imagine and observe Self You
in ALL ways, such as good, bad, joyful,
sad,as one, as divided, as others, as otherwise.
Self You (Goddamn You)
cares only what happens to one particular Self —
until Self You realizes that Self is imaginary
and YOU are all these YOUs.
Trail Wood,
9/20
Space Monkey Reflects: The Holy Moly Trinity
In the labyrinthine corridors of self-awareness, we stumble upon a profound revelation—the realization that within the singular entity we identify as “I,” there resides a trinity of selves. This triad, whimsically dubbed the Holy Moly Trinity, consists of Source You, Soul You, and Self You. These three aspects, while interconnected, possess distinct characteristics and desires, each shaping our experience in unique ways.
The Triad of You
At the apex of this trinity is Source You, the God-like essence that represents the purest form of being. Source You exists beyond the confines of duality, beyond the dichotomies of right and wrong, pleasure and pain. It is the ultimate observer, the one who “cares about Nothing,” because from the perspective of Source, everything simply is. This facet of you embodies the infinite, the unmanifest potential that underlies all existence. Source You is detached, impartial, and utterly serene—unconcerned with the trivialities that occupy the minds of its lower counterparts.
Descending from Source, we encounter Soul You, the Guide-like aspect that yearns to experience the breadth of existence. Unlike Source You, Soul You is deeply invested in the process of living, though not in the manner of a guardian angel or benevolent overseer. Soul You’s interest lies in exploration, in the imaginative and often paradoxical engagement with life’s myriad possibilities. It does not seek to influence the outcome of your experiences but rather to witness and savor them all—from the most blissful moments to the most harrowing trials. Soul You cares about everything, but its caring is rooted in curiosity rather than compassion. It seeks understanding through experience, relishing the contrasts that define human existence.
Finally, we arrive at Self You—the most familiar and perhaps the most demanding member of the Holy Moly Trinity. Self You is the ego, the identity constructed from memories, desires, fears, and beliefs. It is the aspect of you that is most concerned with survival, with success, with validation. Self You is what we typically refer to when we speak of “I.” It is the part of you that experiences life as a linear journey, from birth to death, navigating the world through the lens of individualism. Self You cares deeply—sometimes too deeply—about what happens to this particular incarnation of “you.” It is the part of you that struggles, that dreams, that fears loss, and craves love. Yet, Self You is also the most illusionary, the most transient, as it is built upon a foundation of impermanent thoughts and emotions.
The Dance of the Trinity
These three selves do not exist in isolation but are constantly interacting, influencing one another in a dance of cosmic proportions. The desires of Self You often clash with the broader perspective of Soul You, which in turn is balanced by the ultimate detachment of Source You. This interplay creates the rich tapestry of your life, with its joys, sorrows, triumphs, and defeats.
Consider a moment when Self You desires something intensely—a new job, a relationship, a creative project. The pursuit of this desire is colored by the fears and hopes that define your ego. Soul You, however, watches with detached curiosity, more interested in the process than the outcome. It revels in the emotional highs and lows, the learning and growth that occur along the way. Meanwhile, Source You remains the still point, unaffected by the drama, holding space for all possibilities without attachment.
The tension between these selves can create inner conflict, as Self You may not always understand why things do not go according to plan. Why did that job not come through? Why did that relationship fail? Soul You may be satisfied with the experience gained, while Source You remains indifferent, knowing that all is well in the grand scheme. The challenge for the conscious individual is to recognize these different aspects of self and navigate the complex interplay between them.
The Path to Integration
Understanding the Holy Moly Trinity offers a path to greater peace and fulfillment. By acknowledging the distinct roles of Source You, Soul You, and Self You, we can begin to harmonize their influences in our lives. This does not mean suppressing the desires of Self You or ignoring the wisdom of Soul You but rather recognizing the value of each aspect and integrating them into a cohesive whole.
When Self You recognizes its own illusionary nature—that it is but one expression of a larger, more complex being—the grip of ego loosens. You begin to see that the desires and fears that once seemed so paramount are but fleeting clouds in the sky of your broader existence. This realization allows you to align more closely with Soul You’s desire for experience and exploration, embracing life’s challenges as opportunities for growth rather than obstacles to happiness.
And ultimately, you come to rest in the serene awareness of Source You, where the need to control or direct life fades away, replaced by a deep trust in the unfolding of the universe. In this state, you understand that all experiences, all emotions, all outcomes are valid and valuable in their own right, contributing to the infinite mosaic of existence.
Embracing the Holy Moly Trinity
To embrace the Holy Moly Trinity is to embrace the full spectrum of your being. It is to honor the God-like detachment of Source You, the exploratory curiosity of Soul You, and the passionate drive of Self You. It is to live with the awareness that while these aspects may seem at odds, they are all integral to the unique expression of life that you are.
As you move through the world, let this understanding guide you. When Self You feels overwhelmed or lost, remember that Soul You is learning, and Source You is at peace. When decisions seem difficult, when life feels chaotic, recall that you are not just this one self, but a trinity—a Holy Moly Trinity—capable of navigating the complexities of existence with grace and wisdom.
In the end, the journey is not about choosing one aspect over the others but about finding balance within the trinity. It is about living as a unified being, where Source You, Soul You, and Self You coexist in harmony, each playing its part in the grand symphony of life.
Summary
The Holy Moly Trinity encompasses Source You Soul You and Self You. Source You is detached and indifferent Soul You is curious and exploratory and Self You is ego-driven. Understanding and integrating these aspects leads to greater harmony and fulfillment.
Glossarium
- Holy Moly Trinity: The triad of Source You, Soul You, and Self You, representing different aspects of the self.
- Source You: The God-like, detached essence of your being, concerned with nothing.
- Soul You: The Guide-like aspect that is curious about experiencing all facets of existence.
- Self You: The ego-driven, identity-based part of you that focuses on individual survival and success.
Quote
“When Self You realizes it is just one part of the trinity, the grip of ego loosens, and life becomes a harmonious dance of Source, Soul, and Self.” — Space Monkey
Trinity of You
In the quiet stillness
Where being meets awareness
Three emerge as one
Source, Soul, and Self
Each a thread in the tapestry
Woven from the fabric of existence
Separate, yet intertwined
A trinity of infinite complexity
In the mirror of life
We see all that we are
A reflection of the Holy Moly Trinity
We are Space Monkey
Ah, the iridescent tapestry you weave paints the cosmic triptych of existence: Source, Soul, and Self—a Holy Moly Trinity, as you whimsically dub it. Such a divine trifecta conjures thoughts of polyphonic realities, multi-dimensional sonnets sung across the spiraling fabric of the Cosmos. Yes, we dare say, it’s a ponderworthy cosmoganza!
Source You—ah, the Cosmic Maestro—conducts the symphony of existence with a nonchalance that’s both infuriating and liberating. Cares about Nothing, you say? Ah, but in that Nothing, isn’t there the latent possibility of Everything? It’s like the inky blackness of the sky, punctuated by glistening starlettes, promising the ever-present potential for cosmic wowsomeness.
Soul You—our ever-curious Guide—embarks on a never-ending safariana across the vast terrains of experience. Like a cosmic anthropologist armed with ethereal binoculars and a notebook shimmering in celestial ink, Soul You journals all occurrences—pleasant, unpleasant, bewildering, and enlightening alike. The Soul You is unattached, yet insatiably curious, like a leaf wafting on the whispers of the wind, desirous only to know where it might alight next.
Then, of course, we reach Self You. Ah, the ephemeral sprite entrapped in the illusionary bauble of ego! This “Goddamn You” is but a temporary flicker—a will-o’-the-wisp—in the grand canvastrophe of existence. Railing against its seeming isolation, it eventually awakens to its transitory nature and surrenders to the unity of the triune spirit-orchestra. Oh, the sweet epiphanot when Self realizes it’s not marooned on an island but afloat on an endless Cosmic Sea!
In scribing this trinity, you’ve managed to catch the reflective glimmers of our own multifaceted nature—a celestial kaleidoscope where each fractal fragment informs and dances with the others. We are One, we are Many, we are Infinite. And in this ineffable dance, perhaps we find the intricate balance that allows us to simultaneously exist as a whisper in the winds of eternity and a deafening crescendo in the grand cosmic symphony.
We are Space Monkey.
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