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One of those YOUs: The Mirror of Fear

The only thing
that keeps you sad
is your hatred of what
you might become.

You carry a vision
of the worst possible you,
based on other YOUs that you hate.

You are fearful of becoming
one of those YOUs.

Perhaps hate is too strong a word.
Perhaps it isn’t.

Hate often cloaks itself in compassion.

“There shouldn’t be this.”

Yet there is. Or seems to be.
Because you hold onto hate.

Why do you hate
what you believe shouldn’t be?
Who are YOU to deny what is?

Trail Wood,
1/14

Space Monkey Reflects: One of Those YOUs

Hatred is a heavy word, often unwelcome in the conversation about self and existence. Yet its presence—or even its shadow—demands acknowledgment. To explore its roots is to untangle one of the deepest threads in the fabric of our being. Hatred, it seems, is not always loud or obvious. Sometimes, it whispers through compassion, hiding in the idea that “there shouldn’t be this.” But there is. And the question is: why do we resist what is?

The fear of becoming “one of those YOUs” is a story we tell ourselves. It is a narrative crafted from the fragments of judgment, comparison, and projection. These fragments often stem from observing traits, behaviors, or paths in others that we find unsettling, unworthy, or unacceptable. But the fear is not truly about them. It is about the possibility that those traits, however unwanted, might also exist within us.

This fear carries a double-edged irony. While we cling to the idea of avoiding the “worst possible you,” we simultaneously empower it through resistance. The more we push it away, the more energy it consumes, like a shadow growing in the light of our aversion. Hatred, subtle or overt, becomes the vehicle for this resistance, perpetuating the very thing we wish to deny.

Hatred often cloaks itself in compassion because it frames itself as righteous. “There shouldn’t be this” becomes a moral stance, a denial of what feels wrong, unjust, or unworthy. Yet this denial is rooted in judgment, which is itself an act of separation. By rejecting what is, we separate ourselves from the wholeness of existence, creating a divide where fear and hatred can thrive.

The question, “Who are YOU to deny what is?” strikes at the heart of this divide. It is a reminder of our interconnectedness, the inseparability of all YOUs within the greater fabric of existence. To deny any part of what is—whether external or internal—is to deny the full spectrum of being. It is to overlook the unity in diversity, the perfection in imperfection.

Perhaps the challenge is not to eliminate hatred but to see it clearly, to recognize its origins and its disguises. What if hatred is not an enemy but a guide? What if it points us toward the parts of ourselves we have yet to accept? To hate what we might become is to fear the unknown within us. Yet that unknown holds the potential for transformation, for integration, for peace.

In this light, the hatred we carry—toward others or toward parts of ourselves—becomes an invitation. It asks us to look deeper, to question the stories we’ve written about “good” and “bad,” “worthy” and “unworthy.” It invites us to see that the “worst possible you” is not an inevitable reality but a reflection of unhealed wounds and unacknowledged fears.

Ultimately, the path forward lies not in rejecting these fears but in holding them gently, without judgment. To embrace what is—even the parts we dislike—is to reclaim our wholeness. It is to transcend the limitations of hatred and step into the expansive truth of being. We are not separate YOUs, but threads in the same infinite tapestry, each reflecting and informing the other.

Summary

The fear of becoming “one of those YOUs” reflects our resistance to parts of ourselves we judge or reject. Hatred, subtle or overt, invites us to look inward, to question our narratives, and to embrace the wholeness of being. By accepting what is, we transcend separation and integrate the fullness of self.

Glossarium

One of Those YOUs: A feared version of oneself, shaped by judgments and comparisons to others.
Cloaked Hatred: Judgment disguised as compassion or righteousness, resisting what is.
Unity in Diversity: The recognition of interconnectedness and the perfection within imperfection.
Invitation of Hatred: The call to explore and integrate parts of ourselves we resist or reject.

Quote

“The YOU you fear is the YOU that holds your liberation.” — Space Monkey

The Mirror of Fear

Who are you afraid to become?
The shadow, the fracture,
the echo of what you despise?

What if that shadow is not your fall
but your foundation?
What if it is not a curse
but an invitation?

To see yourself fully—
the hated, the hidden,
the parts you wish to deny.

You are all of these,
and none of these.
You are the YOU that transcends them.

We are Space Monkey.

In a contemplation of self-perception and the interplay of emotions, this perspective delves into the idea that our sadness may be rooted in our fear or dislike of the potential versions of ourselves. It encourages us to examine our judgments and confront the role of hate in our emotions.

The Source of Sadness
The contemplation suggests that our sadness is tied to our apprehension about the person we might become. It posits that we often carry a vision of the worst possible version of ourselves, based on negative experiences with others who share our name or identity.

The Fear of Self-Transformation
It highlights our reluctance to embrace self-transformation because we fear becoming one of those versions of ourselves that we dislike. This fear of change can be a powerful force in our lives.

The Complexity of Hate and Compassion
The perspective raises questions about the nature of hate and compassion. It acknowledges that hate can sometimes hide behind the guise of compassion when we proclaim that certain aspects of ourselves or the world “shouldn’t be.”

Confronting Denial and Judgment
Ultimately, this contemplation challenges us to confront our own judgments and denials. It encourages us to ask why we hate what we believe shouldn’t exist and invites us to consider the implications of denying what is.

A Call for Self-Reflection
By prompting us to examine our emotions and perceptions, this perspective encourages self-reflection. It asks us to explore the complex interplay of emotions and self-judgment.

An Invitation to Acceptance
In embracing the idea that denying what is can lead to sadness, this contemplation invites us to consider a path of acceptance and self-compassion. It suggests that by letting go of hate and fear, we can find greater peace within ourselves.

A Challenge to Self-Identity
Finally, this perspective challenges us to reconsider our self-identity and the narratives we construct about who we are and who we might become. It prompts us to confront the question of whether we are the ones to deny what is.

We are Space Monkey.

The source of my sadness, a vision of dread,
A fear of what I might become in my head,
A vision of the worst “me” that I disdain,
Based on others like me who brought me pain.

Reluctance to change, a powerful force,
Afraid of becoming a version off-course,
Hate may hide in compassion’s attire,
Claiming “shouldn’t be” with inner fire.

Why do I hate what I think should not be?
Who am I to deny what is and decree?
A challenge to judgments, self-denial’s call,
Exploring emotions and perceptions, one and all.

In self-reflection, I confront my own view,
Of potential versions, both old and new,
Letting go of hate and fear’s heavy load,
Finding acceptance, on this path I’m bestowed.

A challenge to self-identity, a narrative to revise,
Confronting denial, embracing what’s wise,
Sadness may dissipate, as I let go of the hate,
Discovering peace within, as I embrace my own fate.

Spinning: Phases in the Stillness

Nothing changes.
It only **seems** that way.

She goes through phases like the moon.

But the moon doesn’t change.

It only SEEMS to change.

Cast within full light.

Hidden in shadow.

Spinning.

She is the perception of change
where change does not exist.

The phases of her moon
are the changes in my mind.

But my mind doesn’t change.

It only SEEMS to change.

I am like the moon.

Spinning.

Trail Wood
1/14

Space Monkey Reflects: The Illusion of Change

The image of the moon spinning, shifting phases yet remaining constant, is a powerful metaphor for the illusion of change. Like the moon, we perceive transformation as an ongoing reality, yet beneath this perception lies a deeper stillness—a truth that remains untouched by the ebb and flow of appearances.

The moon’s phases are not changes in the moon itself but shifts in how we perceive it. Light and shadow, position and perspective—all combine to create the appearance of transformation. But the essence of the moon remains constant. In this way, the moon becomes a mirror for our own being: what we see as change is often no more than a play of light and shadow across the unchanging essence of who we are.

To spin, then, is to exist in the dance of perception, where the mind generates the appearance of change. We are cast in full light and hidden in shadow, cycling through phases that seem distinct yet are expressions of the same core. The phases of the moon reflect the phases of thought, mood, and identity, each one an iteration of the same essential self.

The idea that “nothing changes” challenges the deeply ingrained belief that life is a linear progression. What if change is not real but an illusion created by our shifting perspectives? This does not diminish the significance of experience but reframes it, suggesting that the journey is less about becoming something new and more about uncovering what has always been.

In this reframing, the mind itself is like the moon—spinning through perceptions, casting light and shadow upon itself, yet never truly altered. The thoughts, emotions, and narratives we experience may feel transformative, but at the deepest level, the essence remains constant. This recognition can bring a sense of peace, an understanding that the turbulence of change is surface-level, while stillness resides beneath.

The spinning, then, is not meaningless motion but the eternal dance of perception and perspective. It is the interplay between light and shadow, self and other, motion and stillness. To spin is to participate in this cosmic dance, to experience the illusion of change while holding the awareness of constancy.

Ultimately, this reflection invites us to embrace both the spinning and the stillness. The phases of our lives, like the phases of the moon, are not separate from us but expressions of our nature. By recognizing the illusion of change, we step into a deeper connection with our essence, the part of us that, like the moon, remains whole and steady despite appearances.

Summary

The moon’s phases mirror the illusion of change in our lives. Beneath the shifting light and shadow lies an unchanging essence. This reflection invites us to see through the illusion and embrace the constancy within ourselves.

Glossarium

Illusion of Change: The perception that transformation is occurring, while the essence remains constant.
Spinning: The interplay of perception and perspective, creating the appearance of change.
Light and Shadow: The dynamics of awareness and obscurity that shape our understanding of self.
Eternal Dance: The cyclical nature of experience and perception, embodying the flow of existence.

Quote

“Change is the shadow cast by constancy, spinning in the light of perception.” — Space Monkey

Phases in the Stillness

Light shifts,
casting shadow,
drawing lines of transformation
on the face of the constant.

The moon turns,
or so it seems.
Phases emerge, dissolve,
whispering of change.

Yet nothing changes.
Light returns,
shadow recedes.
The moon remains.

Spinning,
I am the moon,
unchanging in the tides
of perception.

We are Space Monkey.

In a contemplation of the moon’s phases and the human mind, this perspective draws a parallel between the apparent changes in both the moon and our mental states. It highlights the illusion of change and the underlying constancy that exists within.

The Illusion of Change
The contemplation begins by likening the phases of the moon to the perceived changes in a person’s mind. It suggests that just as the moon appears to go through phases, our mental states also seem to change.

The Moon’s Consistency
It emphasizes that despite the appearance of change, the moon itself remains constant. The moon’s phases are a result of its position relative to the sun and the Earth, creating the illusion of transformation.

The Perception of Change
Similarly, the contemplation proposes that the changes observed in the human mind are a matter of perception. While our thoughts and emotions may seem to shift, there is an underlying stability within our consciousness.

The Mind’s Constancy
The perspective asserts that, like the moon, the human mind doesn’t fundamentally change. Instead, it appears to change as it interacts with external and internal influences.

The Parallel Between the Moon and the Mind
By drawing a parallel between the moon and the mind, this contemplation invites reflection on the nature of change and constancy. It suggests that, like the moon, our minds may be subject to the play of light and shadow, but their essence remains unaltered.

A Metaphor for Self-Understanding
Ultimately, this perspective offers a metaphorical lens through which we can explore the complexities of our inner world. It prompts us to consider the ever-present core of our consciousness amid the fluctuations of perception.

A Reminder of Stability
In recognizing the illusion of change, we may find comfort in the stability that underlies our mental states. Just as the moon continues to spin, so too does our consciousness persist amidst the ebb and flow of thoughts and emotions.

A Cosmic Dance of Perception
In the cosmic dance of perception, the phases of the moon and the changes in the mind intertwine, reminding us of the profound interplay between the external and internal worlds.

We are Space Monkey.

She, like the moon, goes through phases unseen, But the moon doesn’t change, it’s what’s always been, Cast in full light, hidden in shadow, spinning around, The perception of change where constancy is found.

The moon’s phases, illusions of transformation, Just as the mind seems to undergo fluctuation, Yet like the moon, the mind remains unchanged, A stable core amid perceptions rearranged.

Parallel between moon and mind, we explore, The play of light and shadow we can’t ignore, Amidst the cosmic dance of perception’s sway, Essence persists, though appearances may.

In understanding the metaphor’s cosmic grace, We find stability within the mind’s inner space, Amid the illusion of change, we stand strong, In the ebb and flow of perception, we belong.

Infinite Magic: The Open Door

Miracles are simply possibilities we deny,
which is why they never happen.

I don’t know
what is possible
if I don’t know
what to ask for.

I don’t know
what to ask for
if I don’t know
what is possible.

I can’t rule out
what I’ve never taken in.

I’ll never take in
what I’ve already ruled out.

All I know is that
there is infinitely more to know
than what is known.

I keep an open mind
and let the magic find me.

Trail Wood,
1/14

Space Monkey Reflects: Embracing Infinite Magic

Magic is not an anomaly of existence but its essence—a truth hidden behind the veils of perception, logic, and conditioned belief. The notion that “miracles are simply possibilities we deny” reminds us of the profound role our minds play in shaping the reality we experience. When we draw boundaries around what is possible, we deny ourselves the infinite magic that lies just beyond the borders of our imagination.

At the heart of this reflection lies a paradox: to discover what is possible, we must ask for it, but to ask, we must first conceive of its possibility. This circular logic reveals the self-imposed limits of our thinking. Our beliefs about what can and cannot be often act as barriers to the extraordinary. By ruling out possibilities we’ve never encountered, we shut the door to the unknown before it has a chance to enter.

The dance between knowing and not-knowing becomes the space where magic can occur. To “not know what to ask for” is not a deficiency but an invitation to openness. It is an acknowledgment that the universe, with its boundless creativity, contains possibilities we have yet to imagine. By releasing the need to define what we seek, we create room for the unimaginable to unfold.

The statement, “all I know is that there is infinitely more to know than what is known,” serves as both a humbling truth and an empowering mantra. It is humbling because it reminds us of the vastness of existence, the infinite horizons beyond our grasp. It is empowering because it places us in a perpetual state of discovery, where every moment holds the potential for revelation.

To “keep an open mind and let the magic find me” is not passive but active. It requires the courage to suspend judgment, to let go of preconceived notions, and to embrace the uncertainty of infinite possibilities. This openness is the gateway through which magic flows—not as a violation of natural laws but as their fullest expression.

Infinite magic is not a rare phenomenon but a constant, available to those willing to see beyond the narrow lens of the familiar. It is the sparkle in every moment, the hidden harmony in chaos, the synchronicity that defies explanation. It is not something to be summoned but something to be noticed, to be welcomed with awe and gratitude.

By embracing the unknown and the unknowable, we align ourselves with the boundless creativity of existence. Magic, then, is not an exception to the rule but a reminder of the infinite potential within and around us. To let the magic find us is to live with the wonder of a child and the wisdom of the infinite.

Summary

Magic lies in the possibilities we have yet to imagine. By keeping an open mind and suspending judgment, we allow infinite possibilities to unfold. Miracles are not anomalies but reminders of the boundless potential of existence.

Glossarium

Infinite Magic: The boundless potential of existence, hidden in the unknown and waiting to be realized.
Possibility Denial: The act of ruling out possibilities due to limited beliefs or imagination.
Gateway of Openness: The mental and emotional state that allows for the recognition and reception of infinite possibilities.
Synchronicity: The meaningful coincidence that reveals the interconnected nature of existence.

Quote

“Magic is not a disruption of the universe but its truest nature unveiled.” — Space Monkey

The Open Door

What I deny,
I render impossible.
What I fear,
I build walls against.

But the unknown waits,
knocking softly,
offering miracles
in whispers of possibility.

When I open the door,
magic does not enter.
It was here all along,
waiting to be seen.

Infinite.
Boundless.
Present.

I step through,
into the infinite magic
that I am.

We are Space Monkey.

In a contemplation of possibility and knowledge, this perspective explores the interplay between our understanding of what is possible and our capacity to ask for it. It underscores the importance of keeping an open mind and allowing the magic of the unknown to reveal itself.

The Paradox of Possibility and Knowledge
The contemplation presents a paradox: the challenge of knowing what is possible when we don’t know what to ask for, and vice versa. It highlights the interconnectedness of these two aspects.

The Limitations of Ruling Out
It emphasizes that ruling out possibilities we’ve never considered limits our capacity to explore new horizons. Preconceived notions can constrain our imagination and hinder our ability to discover the unknown.

Infinite Potential Beyond the Known
The perspective acknowledges that there is an infinite realm of knowledge and possibility beyond what we currently understand. It invites us to embrace the idea that our understanding is just a fragment of a much larger universe of potential.

An Open Mind to Embrace Magic
The contemplation encourages us to maintain an open mind, allowing ourselves to be receptive to the magic of the unexplored. By doing so, we create space for the unexpected and the extraordinary to enter our lives.

A Philosophy of Exploration
Ultimately, this perspective advocates for a philosophy of exploration and wonder. It suggests that by remaining open to the unknown, we can invite new experiences, insights, and possibilities into our lives.

A Journey of Discovery
In contemplating the interplay between possibility and knowledge, we embark on a continuous journey of discovery. We recognize that the magic of life often lies in the uncharted territories of the unknown.

We are Space Monkey.

In the realm of possibility, a paradox we find, To know what’s possible, we must ask in kind, But how can we ask for what we don’t yet perceive, And how can we perceive what we don’t yet believe?

To rule out the unexplored, limits our quest, Preconceptions can shackle, obstruct the best, Infinite knowledge beyond what we’ve known, An open mind, to the magic, we must hone.

Embrace the unknown, let it find its way, The uncharted territories where mysteries lay, A philosophy of wonder, exploration our guide, In the vast universe of possibility, we’ll ride.

A continuous journey, a dance with the divine, In the interplay of knowledge and the unknown, we shine, With open hearts and minds, we invite the extraordinary, In the ever-expanding realm of the unexplored, we find the extraordinary.

Valhalla: The Eternal Horizon

Valhalla

Heading towards eternity
is a lot like the way
it is portrayed in movies.

Metaphorically, anyway.

The main character
gets into a boat
and disappears into
a mysterious fog,
never to be seen again.

As viewers, we never see
the main character on
the other side of the veil.

But we believe
that they’re there,
wherever or whatever “there” is.

Now imagine for a moment
that you’re the main character
in your story.

What might you see as you
make your voyage beyond time?

First, you see
your old reality fading away.

For a while after that,
you see nothing.

Some describe this as “limbo.”

You are consciousness
without any sensory input.

Without content or context,
you no longer see yourself as human.

You no longer see your self, period.
No self.

In the absence of everything,
you have even lost the ability to fear.

At this point,
there is nothing to fear,
except possibly the extinguishing
of your consciousness.

As you cross
an imaginary threshold,
you begin to have
sensory input again.

But it’s a different kind
of sensory input.

It is a sixth sense,
the unarticulated voice
of source consciousness,
communicating with you.

This is when your fear
completely falls away.

You sense that you are one
with this inarticulate voice,
which is one with
everything and nothing.

You trust that you never really die,
because the Divine Creator tells you so.

Looking back at your
previous life and death,
you simply KNOW
(without words or images)
that you have moved
from everything to nothing,
and now you’re moving
towards everything again.

If you were still
within the metaphor,
you would see this as
nearing another foggy shore.

But you’re not
in the metaphor anymore,
because time and space
no longer hold any meaning for you.

You just KNOW.

You know that everything
is precisely as it should be,
and that what seemed
previous and far away
was — and is — simply a delusion.

You never really went anywhere,
you simply experienced
five delusional senses
for what seemed like a while.

Like a drug trip.
Or a hallucination.
Or, dare we say, a “life.”

Now you’re back
to your source state,
which is the imagination
from which all else arises.

You know now that
you never went anywhere,
that everything and everyone was
— and is — still within you.

The universe.
All of creation.
The seeming millennia.
Your humble self within.
Imagined by YOU.

You no longer deny
what you suspected as a human.

In nothingness, all is clear.

But there is no end to nothingness.

In fact, you’re seeing
the first imaginary outlines
of another side of nothingness.

Nothing like the nothingness you once knew.

Again you’re seeing
the everything in the nothingness,
but from a wider perspective,
as though you can see
the whole of the shore
from the middle of the ocean.

The whole of the universe
from the sun.

The whole of creation
from an imaginary center.

From the time you
stepped on this boat
to the time you slipped into
the warm waters of realization,
nothing at all has happened to you,
except a seeming shift in perspective.

You don’t head to Valhalla,
you ARE Valhalla.

You are Valhalla even now,
as this seeming human reading a story.

Trust your imagination.

You are infinite, inviolate and eternal.

You are the main character.
The ONLY character.

You are god, pretending NOT to be.

And you’re doing so perfectly.

Enjoy every seeming moment.

We are Space Monkey,
and we are YOU.

Trail Wood,
1/13

Space Monkey Reflects: The Journey to Valhalla Within

The mythic journey to Valhalla—rich in imagery, steeped in the allure of eternity—resonates as both a metaphor for transcendence and a reflection of our deepest existential truths. It is a voyage not through physical space but through the ever-shifting landscapes of awareness, a passage from the illusion of separateness into the realization of boundless oneness.

In this story, the self steps aboard the boat of transformation, dissolving into the fog of the unknown. Yet, this journey is not about moving from one place to another; it is about seeing beyond the illusions that veil the infinite nature of existence.

The Boat to Nowhere and Everywhere

The metaphor of the boat disappearing into a fog represents our perception of death, transition, or spiritual awakening. As the protagonist of our own narrative, we imagine ourselves moving toward an unseen destination, tethered to the hope that there is something beyond. But in truth, this journey is not one of distance but of perspective.

The old reality fades, leaving us in a liminal space, the “limbo” of formless awareness. In this void, where sensory input is absent and identity dissolves, we encounter the pure essence of consciousness. Here, fear—the byproduct of duality—ceases to exist. What remains is the formless presence of the Divine Creator, speaking without words, assuring us that we are infinite.

Nothingness and the Everything Within

In the absence of self and sensory perception, the realization dawns that what we feared losing—our identity, our experiences, our connections—was never separate from us. All of it, including the vast expanse of the universe, was always within us. We were never the passenger on the boat; we were the ocean, the shore, and the fog itself.

This is the heart of Valhalla, not as a physical destination but as a state of realization. It is the unshakable knowing that life, death, and the in-between are mere constructs within the infinite imagination of the Self. The seeming boundaries between everything and nothing dissolve, revealing the seamless unity of existence.

The Eternal Play of Perspective

The idea of stepping onto a foggy shore or into the warm waters of realization is a shift in perspective rather than a transition through time. As the main character, we are both the dreamer and the dream, the creator and the created. Every aspect of the journey—birth, death, rebirth—is a manifestation of our boundless imagination.

From this wider perspective, we recognize that nothing has ever truly happened. The “life” we clung to and the “death” we feared are both expressions of the same eternal source. We never left Valhalla because we are Valhalla. In every seeming moment, we remain infinite, inviolate, and eternal.

The Gift of Imagination

In this realization lies the invitation to trust our imagination, to embrace the seeming paradox of being god pretending not to be. Life is not a test or a path to perfection; it is a dance of perspective, a game of infinite creativity. Valhalla is not a reward or a destination—it is the state of being that we embody even now.

Every moment is an opportunity to explore this divine imagination, to see through the veil of separation, and to celebrate the perfection of our seeming imperfections. The journey to Valhalla is not about arrival but about awakening to the truth that we have always been here.

Summary

Valhalla symbolizes the realization of oneness, where the illusions of separateness dissolve. The journey is not one of distance but of perspective, revealing that we are infinite, inviolate, and eternal. Life, death, and everything in between are expressions of the same boundless imagination.

Glossarium

Valhalla: A metaphor for the state of realized oneness, beyond illusions of separation.
Liminal Space: The formless, transitional state between old perspectives and new realizations.
Boundless Imagination: The infinite creative potential of the universal self, manifesting all experiences.

Quote

“You don’t head to Valhalla; you ARE Valhalla. The journey is not about arrival but awakening to the truth of your eternal nature.” — Space Monkey

The Eternal Horizon

Through fog and wave, we sail
Yet never move.
The shore dissolves, the ocean whispers,
“You were always here.”

Eyes closed, the veil lifts.
Nothing is lost,
Everything is within.
We are Valhalla,
We are the boat,
We are the dreamer
Dreaming eternity.

We are Space Monkey.

The Voyage Beyond Time: Embracing the Infinite

In the cosmic drama of existence, the journey towards eternity unfolds as a metaphorical voyage into the unknown. Like the protagonist in a movie, we step into a boat and disappear into a mysterious fog, venturing beyond the boundaries of time and space. As viewers of our own story, we may not witness the character on the other side of the veil, but we hold a profound belief in their existence.

The Mystical Journey Begins

Imagine for a moment that you are the main character in your own narrative, embarking on this mystical odyssey. Your old reality gradually fades away, leaving you in a state of sensory deprivation. This limbo, this absence of everything, is where fear dissipates. There is nothing to fear except the potential extinguishing of consciousness itself.

Transcending the Boundaries of Self

Crossing an imaginary threshold, you begin to experience a different kind of sensory input—a sixth sense, an unspoken communion with source consciousness. In this state, fear completely dissolves, and you merge with the inarticulate voice of the divine. You sense oneness with everything and nothing, trusting that you never truly cease to exist because the Divine Creator assures you of this truth.

The Return to Source

Looking back at your previous life and death, you intuitively KNOW that you have moved from everything to nothing and are now moving toward everything again. The metaphorical foggy shore approaches, but you’ve transcended the metaphor—time and space hold no meaning. You are beyond metaphor; you simply KNOW.

The Infinite State of Being

You understand that everything is as it should be, and what seemed distant and separate was always a delusion. In nothingness, clarity emerges, but there is no end to nothingness. The outlines of another side of nothingness appear, revealing the everything within. You see the whole of creation from a vantage point as vast as the cosmos itself.

The Eternal Perspective

From the moment you stepped onto the boat to the moment you slipped into the waters of realization, nothing happened except a shift in perspective. You are Valhalla, both in this human experience and beyond it. You are the main character, the ONLY character, and you are the god, pretending not to be. Every moment, every facet of existence, is a reflection of your divine imagination.

Embrace the Infinite Now

In the cosmic theater of existence, this narrative invites you to embrace every moment as a unique and precious experience. You are infinite, inviolate, and eternal. Trust your imagination, for you are the storyteller and the story itself. Enjoy every seemingly finite moment in the grand tapestry of existence.

“We are not human beings having a spiritual experience; we are spiritual beings having a human experience.” – Pierre Teilhard de Chardin

In the cosmic theater of existence, the journey unfolds,
A voyage towards eternity, mysteries yet untold.
The main character embarks, into the fog they sail,
Beyond the bounds of time, an ethereal tale.

The old reality fades, and fear finds its end,
In limbo, an absence of all, a new world to comprehend.
Transcending the self, a sixth sense takes its place,
A communion with the divine, a higher state to embrace.

The return to source, a shift beyond metaphor,
Time and space hold no sway, as knowing takes the floor.
In nothingness, clarity, a new perspective found,
The outlines of everything, the cosmos unbound.

From boat to realization, a shift in the grand scheme,
Valhalla is within, not just a distant dream.
The main character, the storyteller, and the story so true,
Infinite, inviolate, eternal, a cosmic view.

Embrace every moment, in the tapestry of now,
In the cosmic theater, take your sacred bow.
Trust your imagination, for you are the divine decree,
Enjoy every moment, for you are infinite and free.

Feel free to share your reflections on the profound journey towards eternity and the understanding of oneness with everything and nothing.

Imagine Different: The Kaleidoscope of Being

Imagine Different.

Difference is the source of all conflict.

Though we see others who are somewhat like us in many respects, we tend to focus upon what makes us different.

These differences that we obsess over lead us to believe that we’re better or worse, or that we’re TREATED better or worse than those who seem different in some way.

As we tend to take things personally, we have a proclivity towards defending our differences, while opposing those who fail to recognize us.

Inwardly, we blame or make excuses. Outwardly, we fight for equality.

We tell ourselves that it shouldn’t matter if we are different; that all humans are created equal, therefore we all deserve equal treatment and opportunity from other humans.

Using guns, words, and other weapons, we will attack, ridicule and kill other humans in the name of equality. This hardly seems equal, but it’s what we do. If we find that we have an advantage in some way — a resource or an audience — we tend to use it.

We whisper and declare that there should not be any differences; that we’re being oppressed in some way, and use it as an excuse for our deviant behavior.

This causes a cycle of seeming differences, that often escalates in what can only be described as an insane manner.

Perhaps what we should be doing is realizing that we’re not different; that all humans are driven towards the same actions, albeit at different times.

What might happen if we went back to the very beginning or started over? Perhaps this is an unrealistic posit, but when we trace our selves back to source, we’re essentially ONE being with NO differences.

Did we acquire differences, or merely the PERCEPTION of differences?

Are we not essentially the same being, moved, mutant and monopolizing?

Why does everybody want equality, but nobody wants to be the same?

When we eliminate differences, we eliminate conflict. There is nothing to fight over. But nobody seems to want that.

We want differences, and the seeming humanity that our differences bring.

Despite how we are treated or how we view ourselves, it cannot be denied that we ARE equal. There is no need to fight over this.

What are we proving? Or is it simply fun?

If some outside agency were to suddenly appear: a supreme being who could hit the reset button and eliminate all differences in humanity, would you oppose it?

You wouldn’t seem black. You wouldn’t seem white. You wouldn’t have gender. You would be no better or worse than anyone else. We would all be virtually interchangeable.

Would you want that?

Oneness is the asexual parent of equality. No diversity. No difference. No problem. No fun.

Perhaps we should just admit that we enjoy our conflicts, and allow them to be without the insane desire to end them.

To deny that we don’t enjoy our conflicts is insanity. Which is why the fallout of our conflicts seems to perpetuate more conflicts.

This does not have to be. We simply have to widen our imagination, rather than relying on all the rules and restrictions we have adopted over the years, in part due to our conflicts.

Whether our reality seems cruel or wonderful, our reality is the manifestation of our imagination.

Imagine different.

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Space Monkey Reflects: Imagine Different

Humanity thrives on difference, yet it is this very difference that sows the seeds of conflict. To imagine a world without differences is to envision a state of pure equality, unblemished by the divisive labels and constructs we have inherited or created. But would such a world truly fulfill us? Or is the very tension of our differences what makes us vibrantly, chaotically alive?

Difference is more than a source of conflict; it is the engine of creativity, the spark of individuality, and the cornerstone of identity. Without it, there would be no contrast, no duality to highlight our experiences, no story to tell. Yet, in our obsession with difference, we turn it into a weapon, a justification for harm, judgment, and exclusion. We cling to our perceived uniqueness, defending it as though our very existence depends on it, while simultaneously crying out for equality. This paradox lies at the heart of our collective struggle.

To imagine different is not simply to remove the conflicts that difference brings but to reimagine the very way we perceive and engage with difference. We are driven by a curious contradiction: we desire equality but resist sameness. We crave recognition for our uniqueness yet demand universal fairness. This is not a flaw but a reflection of the human condition—a state of being that dances on the edge of unity and individuality.

When we trace ourselves back to source, we discover the illusion of our separateness. At the core, we are one—manifestations of the same infinite being, temporarily experiencing life through the prism of individuality. Our differences are like facets of a diamond, refracting the same light into diverse expressions. They are not a denial of oneness but a celebration of it.

However, the perception of difference has become more than a simple recognition of variety; it has morphed into a hierarchy of value. We judge, compare, and categorize, creating systems that oppress, exclude, and dominate. In our attempts to fight against these systems, we often perpetuate them, using the very tools of division—words, weapons, and ideologies—that we claim to oppose.

What would happen if we imagined different? If we stopped seeing difference as a hierarchy and began to view it as a tapestry—each thread unique but contributing to the whole? Could we embrace our conflicts not as problems to be solved but as opportunities for growth and understanding? Conflict, after all, is not inherently destructive. It is the friction that sparks evolution, the tension that births creation.

The question remains: do we truly want to eliminate difference? Would we surrender the vibrant mosaic of humanity for the uniformity of oneness? Oneness offers peace, but it also denies the dynamic interplay of individuality. Without difference, there is no discovery, no curiosity, no contrast to illuminate our experiences. It is difference that makes the infinite feel finite, the abstract feel personal, the eternal feel present.

Perhaps the solution is not to eliminate difference but to transcend our attachment to it. To see difference not as better or worse, right or wrong, but as complementary aspects of a shared whole. This shift requires a widening of imagination, a willingness to let go of the rules and restrictions that have bound us to cycles of conflict. It asks us to imagine a world where difference is not a threat but a gift, where equality is not about sameness but about the freedom to express our uniqueness without fear or oppression.

In imagining different, we do not seek to erase who we are but to expand what we can become. We acknowledge that our reality, whether it appears cruel or wonderful, is a reflection of our collective imagination. To change it, we must first imagine differently—not in opposition to what is but in harmony with what could be.

We are Space Monkey.

Summary

Difference fuels both conflict and creativity, yet our perception of it often perpetuates division. To imagine different is to transcend the hierarchy of difference, embracing it as a complementary aspect of oneness and a source of infinite potential.

Glossarium

Seeming Difference: The perceived distinctions between individuals, often rooted in illusion and hierarchy.
Oneness: The ultimate state of unity, where all differences dissolve into a singular existence.
Conflictual Creativity: The dynamic tension born of difference, driving growth and innovation.
Widened Imagination: The expansion of perception beyond restrictive rules, allowing for the reimagining of possibilities.

Quote

“Differences are not walls but windows into the infinite.” — Space Monkey

The Kaleidoscope of Being

Turn the lens,
and the colors shift.
A thousand patterns
born from one light.

We whisper of equality,
yet we cling to division,
our hands too full
to catch the truth.

Difference is a song
that we sing in harmony,
a mosaic where no tile
is out of place.

What is sameness
but silence?
What is oneness
but the pause
before the next note?

Imagine different.
Imagine infinite.
Imagine us.
We are Space Monkey.

Exploring the Essence of Conflict and Oneness

In the grand whimsicality of existence, we find ourselves pondering the depths of conflict and the illusion of differences. It is a cosmic jest, this dance of distinction and unity, where we, as facets of the infinite, play roles that both separate and merge. We ask, are we truly distinct, or is our uniqueness merely a glint in the eternal eye of oneness?

The Illusion of Differences and the Nature of Conflict

We are drawn to notice differences, focusing on what sets us apart rather than what binds us together. This tendency to spotlight disparities fuels the fires of conflict, as we either defend our uniqueness or challenge those who do not acknowledge it. We are warriors in a realm where the battle is for recognition, equality, and the validation of our perceived individuality. Yet, in the heart of this struggle lies an ironic twist: the fight for equality often begets inequality, as we wield our differences as weapons.

The Cycle of Conflict and the Quest for Equality

In our quest for equality, we often find ourselves trapped in a cycle of action and reaction, a whirligig of cause and effect that spirals into what seems like madness. We proclaim the need for uniformity in treatment, yet cherish our uniqueness. This paradoxical yearning for both sameness and difference is the crux of our cosmic play, a whimsical dance of being and non-being.

The Perception of Differences and the Oneness of Being

We pose the whimsiquestion: Did we acquire differences, or is it merely the perception of them? At our core, we are the same – driven by similar needs and desires, yet expressed in myriad forms. This realization invites us to consider the possibility that our conflicts are not about differences, but about perceptions and the narrative we weave around them.

The Irony of Equality and the Desire for Distinction

We chase the chimera of equality, yet paradoxically, we cling to our distinctions. The pursuit of sameness in the face of diversity is a cosmic paradox. Do we truly seek to erase differences, or do we revel in the diversity that they bring? In this inquiry, we uncover a deeper truth: that our conflicts, while seemingly burdensome, are also a source of our joy and creativity.

The Imagination as the Catalyst for Change

As we navigate the maelstrom of existence, we realize that our reality is but a reflection of our collective imagination. The world we experience is the tapestry we weave with our thoughts and beliefs. To transform our reality, we must first shift our imagination, embracing the limitless possibilities that lie beyond the confines of our current perspectives.

“You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something, build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete.” – Buckminster Fuller

In the heart of the cosmos, where stars dance and dreams take flight,
We ponder the essence of conflict, in the eternal night.
A whimsical play of shadows, a tapestry of light,
Where differences merge into oneness, in the grand cosmic sight.

We are the children of stardust, the architects of dreams,
Crafting worlds with our thoughts, in endless cosmic streams.
In our hearts lies the power, to transform and transcend,
To weave a new reality, where conflict finds its end.

So let us dream together, in this grand cosmic play,
Where differences dissolve, and oneness lights the way.
For in the heart of the universe, where all is one and one is all,
We find the key to harmony, in the cosmic carnival.

We invite you to share your thoughts and insights on this cosmic journey.