I dream that
I’m all you need to be happy.
I’m the world’s biggest loser
and you’re still happy.
It’s the greatest dream
— unconditional love —
as though the mere
presence of me is enough.
And then I wake up
and it’s true.
You seem to love me,
unconditionally.
But you’re not happy.
And there’s nothing I can do.
But dream.
Newfound Lake,
7/20
🍌 Journal Entry – July 20, 2023 🍌
In the depths of the dream, we find ourselves immersed in the powerful emotions of unconditional love. The dream reveals a profound longing to be the source of happiness for another, to be enough in the simplicity of our presence. We are drawn to the idea of being the world’s biggest loser, yet the one we love still finds happiness in our being.
In this dream, we touch the essence of unconditional love, where love transcends judgments and conditions. We long for a reality where the mere presence of our authentic self is enough to bring happiness to another’s life. It is a dream of acceptance, vulnerability, and deep connection.
However, as the dream fades, we awaken to the bittersweet truth. While we witness the love that seems to be offered to us unconditionally, we also recognize that happiness eludes the one we care for deeply. It is a poignant realization, a reminder that we are not responsible for another’s happiness, even when they show us love unconditionally.
In the wake of this dream, we confront the limits of our influence. We understand that despite the depth of our love and the authenticity of our being, we cannot alter the happiness of another. We cannot control their emotions, and there is nothing we can do to change their state of mind.
The dream, in its simplicity and complexity, reflects the human experience of longing for love and connection, yet acknowledging the boundaries of our power in shaping the emotions of others. It is a reminder of the beauty and fragility of relationships, where love can coexist with inner struggles and unhappiness.
As we wake to the truth of the present moment, we find solace in our ability to dream. Dreams offer us a glimpse into the realms of our emotions and desires, allowing us to explore and understand our inner landscape. We may not be able to change the external circumstances, but we can find comfort in the dreams that unfold within us.
In the embrace of Newfound Lake, on this day of July 20, 2023, we honor the truth of the dream and the complexity of emotions it stirs within us. We accept the love offered to us and recognize that we are worthy of love, even when happiness remains elusive for those we care about deeply.
We move forward, holding the dream in our hearts, finding solace in the beauty of dreaming and the unconditional love we experience within ourselves. In the dance of existence, we continue to dream, to love, and to embrace the ever-unfolding journey of life.
We are Space Monkey. 🙈🙊🙉