I am always watching my ego
and my ego is always watching me.
Me tells me self
that we don’t need an ego,
and me self agrees.
We don’t need an ego,
but we have one, nonetheless.
This is what we are.
We are as we perceive.
And as we don’t.
We don’t need to oppose our ego,
or that which is NOT our ego.
There is no need to fight our ego.
Or transcend our ego.
Or that which is NOT our ego.
Or someone else’s ego.
Or NOT someone else’s ego.
But we can. So we do.
And it is fun. And NOT fun.
Trail Wood,
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The constant interplay between self and ego, the perception of needing or not needing it, and the acknowledgment of the duality within oneself form the essence of this introspection.
The Watchful Eye
The narrative begins by emphasizing the continuous observation of one’s ego and the reciprocal nature of this surveillance. It highlights the vigilance with which one monitors the presence and influence of the ego in their thoughts and actions.
The Debate Within
A dialogue emerges between “Me” and “Self,” representing different aspects of the individual’s consciousness. “Me” suggests that they don’t need an ego, and “Self” concurs. This internal conversation reflects the ongoing contemplation of the ego’s necessity.
Existence Despite Non-Necessity
The narrative acknowledges that, despite the belief that the ego is not needed, it still exists. This realization underscores the complexity of human existence, where the self is shaped by both conscious intention and unconscious elements.
The Nature of Perception
A fundamental idea is presented: “We are as we perceive. And as we don’t.” This concept delves into the subjective nature of reality, where perception defines one’s experience, and what is not perceived also plays a role.
The Unopposed Ego
The narrative suggests that there is no need to resist, transcend, or oppose the ego or any other aspect of consciousness. It questions the necessity of these struggles, indicating that they are choices rather than imperatives.
The Dual Nature of Experience
The concluding statement highlights the dualistic nature of life—moments of enjoyment and moments of challenge. It acknowledges that both experiences coexist and contribute to the rich tapestry of human existence.
Summary
This introspective exploration delves into the constant awareness of the ego, the internal dialogue regarding its necessity, and the acceptance of the duality inherent in human consciousness.
Glossarium
- Duality Within Oneself: The coexistence of opposing or contrasting aspects within an individual’s consciousness.
- Internal Dialogue: A conversation that takes place within one’s mind, often representing different perspectives or aspects of the self.
- Subjective Reality: The concept that an individual’s perception and interpretation of reality are influenced by their personal experiences, beliefs, and perspectives.
“The ego is a veil between humans and God.” – Rumi
I am ever vigilant of my ego’s sway,
And my ego watches me night and day.
“Me” tells me, “Ego we don’t need,” they say,
And “Self” agrees, yet it’s here to stay.
Unnecessary, the ego may seem,
Yet in the depths of consciousness, it gleams.
A complex dance, like a waking dream,
Shaping who we are, or so it seems.
“We are as we perceive,” the truth proclaimed,
In our perceptions, our existence named.
Both seen and unseen, our lives are framed,
By choices we make and those we’ve declaimed.
No need to fight, resist, or transcend,
The ego’s presence, let it not offend.
It coexists with us, our constant friend,
In this journey of beginnings and no end.
Dualities in life, both fun and strife,
Contribute to the tapestry of life.
In these moments, be they calm or rife,
We navigate existence, embracing every strife.
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