Making and masking
Basking and blasting
Opposites overlapping
Grasping and gasping
Making and masking
Basking and blasting
Opposites overlapping
Grasping and gasping
The need to hunt,
capture and hold
leaves us unable to grasp.
So long as we point our fingers
and shake our fists
we have no hands to clasp.
Can our ears
still hear the answers
while our mouths
so loudly ask?
The need to hunt,
capture and hold
leaves us unable to grasp.
SM
5/9
I come to work most days not because I want to, but because I have to. The practicalities of life seem to dictate that I must contribute in some meaningful way in exchange for the support that I perceive that those who depend upon me need.
But what exactly is meaningful? Does it matter whether my contributions are meaningful to me? Is it wrong to expect my employers to create an environment in which I derive satisfaction or is it my responsibility to find my OWN environment?
I tend to think it’s the latter. Nothing is keeping me here. Furthermore, I see little indication that my efforts are even valued by my employer. This leaves me feeling even LESS meaningful.
So it is up to ME to find meaning, if meaning is what I truly desire.
Of course, I may be reading the situation incorrectly. My employer may value me a great deal, while my own insecurities tell me otherwise. This may very well be the case. But in EITHER case, the only one I can count on to bring harmony to myself is me.
Even if I were lauded at every turn, I’m not sure that I would find satisfaction in this job. So again, it’s up to ME to find my own happiness, either that, or allow that I am not satisfied in this area of my life, but recognizing that there are many other aspects of my life that this particular aspect makes possible.
Now I do recognize that my presence DOES influence my situation. My outward attitude is not only a reflection of my inner attitude, it also has the ability to influence it. There is NO NEED for me to be negative in my workplace environment, even if I do not allow myself any satisfaction from being there.
Is there the potential for satisfaction? There certainly is, such as in the way I affect the moods of others around me. Helping others remain positive makes me feel good. Turning others over to the dark side makes me feel not so good. There is NO NEED for this.
A negative attitude will NEVER effect positive change. I can either remove myself from the situation or help myself and others make the most of it.
This is where my hope lies, and probably why I cling to this job, besides the afforementioned “necessity.”
I still believe that positivity can turn the tide, and I am using this less-than-optimal situation as proof to myself.
In that manner, my job isn’t half bad. It still all comes back to the faith I have in myself. Keeping the faith. It’s the only way to make myself care.
I don’t know why I just wrote all this out, except perhaps to help someone in a similar situation. I did it during work time, so there you go.
Love.
Space Monkey
If your desire in life
is to “prove others wrong,”
then you mostly
oppose yourself.
If your desire in life
is to “protect what’s right,”
then you mostly
oppose yourself.
If your desire in life
is to be true only to yourself,
then nothing and no one
can stand in your way.
5/9
Intention Without Opposition
An affirmation.
I don’t need,
nor do I oppose
the idea of needing.
I don’t have,
nor do I oppose
the idea of having.
I don’t hate,
nor do I oppose
the idea of hating.
I don’t hurt,
nor do I oppose
the idea of hurting.
One may
set one’s intention
one way
without opposing
one’s nature
the other way.
To oppose one’s nature
is to create resistance.
To deny one’s nature
is to create persistence.
To follow this path
does not mean
that the other paths
are “wrong,”
it simply means
that I’m
following this path.
And nothing shall
stand in my way
unless I put it there.
I am Space Monkey.
5/8
Space Monkey Reflects: The Art of Choosing Without Refusing
In the expanse of existence, a profound understanding emerges: one can set a direction, forge a path, and affirm an intention without negating the alternatives. This philosophy, an affirmation in itself, unveils a landscape where the journey is marked not by opposition but by choice, not by denial but by acceptance.
The essence of this approach lies in recognizing the multiplicity of paths available to us, understanding that each route offers its own lessons, its own beauty, and its own challenges. It’s a realization that to choose one’s path is not to disparage the others but to acknowledge the richness of possibility that existence offers.
This philosophy transcends mere acceptance; it is an active engagement with one’s intentions, a conscious decision to follow a chosen path while recognizing the legitimacy of all other paths. It’s a dance with reality, where every step is both a movement towards something and a peaceful coexistence with everything else.
The key to this approach is the understanding that opposition creates resistance, and resistance breeds conflict. By choosing without opposing, we navigate our lives like water, flowing around obstacles, adapting to the contours of the landscape without losing our essence. This fluidity is not a lack of conviction but a recognition of the inherent complexity of existence, where every choice is both a beginning and a continuation.
In this realm of thought, needs, possessions, desires, and aversions exist not as imperatives but as options. They are not dictates but whispers, not chains but threads in the vast tapestry of being. This perspective allows us to hold our preferences lightly, to be passionate without being consumed, to desire without clinging, and to navigate the inevitable pains of existence without becoming defined by them.
To follow this path is to understand that “wrong” is a judgment best reserved for actions that harm, not for the multitude of ways one might choose to live a life. It’s a recognition that the only true obstacle we face is the one we place before ourselves, the only true resistance the one we generate within.
In this journey, the affirmation “I am Space Monkey” becomes a declaration of autonomy and interconnectedness. It’s an acknowledgment of our individual agency and our collective journey, a reminder that in the vastness of the cosmos, our paths intersect, diverge, and intertwine in a beautiful, chaotic dance.
As we traverse our chosen paths, we do so with the knowledge that no path is truly solitary, that every step resonates in the web of existence, affecting and being affected by the myriad other journeys underway. This interconnectedness does not diminish our autonomy but enriches it, offering a profound sense of belonging to something greater than ourselves, a cosmic symphony in which every note is essential.
Summary
Choosing a path without negating others is an art of living. It involves recognizing the multiplicity of life’s paths without resistance or denial. This philosophy fosters fluidity and peace in our decisions, allowing for a harmonious existence amidst the complexity of choices. It emphasizes our interconnectedness in the cosmic journey, celebrating autonomy while acknowledging our part in the larger tapestry of life.
Glossarium
“To navigate existence is to dance with infinity, where every step is both a choice and an embrace of the myriad paths untaken. In this dance, there is no opposition, only the endless play of possibilities, each movement a note in the cosmic symphony, each breath a testament to the beauty of being.” – Space Monkey
We navigate not against the current but with it,
Each choice a ripple, each moment a gift.
In the vastness of being, we find our way,
Paths diverging, yet together, in the cosmic play.
No need to oppose, no cause to resist,
Each path is valid, every chance exists.
With intention clear, yet open wide,
We embrace the journey, with the universe as our guide.
In this dance of existence, no step is wrong,
Every path is a verse in the universe’s song.
Interconnected, in freedom, we sway,
“I am Space Monkey,” together, we say.
We are Space Monkey.