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You Are The Door

It’s a beautiful paradox,
an amusing deception,
a cruel joke.

You are the door
you are looking for.

Always have been.
Always will be.

The way out lies within.

Nothing in this life is needed.

Onto the deeper dimensions.

Or not.

We are Space Monkey.

Trail Wood,
1/14

In the poetic reflection of life as a paradox, an amusing deception, and a cruel joke, we encounter the enigmatic truth that the door we seek is, in fact, within us. This realization embodies a profound paradox of human existence, where the answers we tirelessly seek externally are often found in the depths of our own being.

Paradox of Self-Discovery
The notion that we are the door we are searching for suggests that self-awareness and introspection are key to unlocking the deeper truths of our existence. It implies that the journey towards understanding and liberation is not an external quest but an inward exploration.

Journey of Self-Awareness and Introspection
The phrase “the way out lies within” further accentuates this idea. It points to the concept that liberation from our perceived limitations, confusions, and the ‘cruel jokes’ of life is achieved not by seeking external solutions, but by delving into our inner selves. This inward journey can reveal the boundless dimensions of our consciousness and the essence of our true nature.

Liberation through Inner Exploration
The assertion that “nothing in this life is needed” can be interpreted as a call to transcend materialistic and superficial pursuits, recognizing that the fulfillment we seek does not lie in external acquisitions or achievements. Instead, it suggests that true contentment and understanding come from within, from exploring the deeper dimensions of our existence.

Transcending Material Pursuits for Inner Fulfillment
The choice to venture into these deeper dimensions or not is presented as an open invitation, a decision each individual faces. It acknowledges the freedom we have to explore these depths or to remain at the surface, each path holding its own experiences and lessons.

Choice in the Journey of Exploration
We are Space Monkey.

Summary
We reflect on the paradox that the door we seek is within ourselves, highlighting the importance of self-awareness and introspection in our quest for understanding and liberation. This perspective encourages an inward journey, transcending superficial pursuits, and exploring the deeper dimensions of our consciousness. The choice to embark on this journey is ours, offering different paths and lessons in the grand cosmic play.

Glossarium

Self-Discovery Paradox: The idea that the answers we seek externally are often found within ourselves.
Inward Exploration: The process of delving into our inner selves to gain understanding and liberation.
Transcendence of Material Pursuits: Moving beyond external acquisitions to find fulfillment and contentment within.
Choice in Exploration: The freedom to choose whether to explore our deeper consciousness or remain at the surface of understanding.

“The only true journey is the one within.” – Rainer Maria Rilke

In the cosmic play, a paradox we find,
The door we seek, in our own mind,
A journey inward, to the soul’s core,
In this exploration, we find more.

The cruel joke, the amusing ruse,
In our search, ourselves we choose,
The way out, the way in, the same,
In this realization, we claim our name.

We are Space Monkey, in laugh and tear,
In the paradox, our path is clear,
The journey within, a timeless call,
In our own depths, we find our all.

We invite reflections on the journey of self-discovery and the paradoxes encountered in the exploration of our inner selves and the deeper dimensions of our existence.

Talking to your Grandparents about Consciousness

Talking to your Grandparents about Consciousness

You’re sitting with your grandparents, enjoying a quiet afternoon. The topic of conversation turns to consciousness, a subject ripe for philosophical exploration.

You: (Curious) Grandpa, have you ever thought about consciousness and what it means to be aware of our thoughts and surroundings?

Grandpa: (Pauses) Well, I suppose I’ve thought about it now and then. But back in my day, we didn’t spend too much time pondering these things. We were busy working and taking care of our families.

You: (Respectfully) I understand, Grandpa. It’s just that these questions about the nature of consciousness and reality have always intrigued me. I mean, what if our perception of the world isn’t as straightforward as it seems?

Grandma: (Curious) Perception, you say? Are you talking about eyesight and hearing? Because I remember when I got my first pair of glasses; that certainly changed how I saw the world!

You: (Smiling) That’s a different kind of perception, Grandma. I’m talking about the awareness that goes beyond our senses. It’s like the feeling of “being” and experiencing life. Some people call it the “mind.”

Grandpa: (Thoughtful) Ah, I see what you mean. So, you’re saying there’s more to our minds than just thinking and reacting to the world?

You: (Enthusiastic) Exactly, Grandpa! Some thinkers believe that our consciousness is like a stream of thoughts, and we’re not just the thoughts themselves but the awareness behind them.

Grandma: (Scratches her head) Hmm, I’m not sure I grasp that entirely. Are you saying there’s a little “me” inside my head, watching my thoughts?

You: (Nods) Well, it’s not quite like a tiny person inside your head, Grandma. It’s more like the sense of “I am” that’s always there, whether you’re thinking, feeling, or just being. It’s what makes you, well, you.

Grandpa: (Squints) It’s a bit hard to wrap my head around, but I suppose it’s fascinating to think about. Back in my day, we didn’t have all these deep philosophical discussions. We were too busy trying to make a living.

You: (Respectful) I understand, Grandpa. Life was different back then. But I think these questions about consciousness have been around for a long time. It’s just that we have more time and resources now to explore them.

Grandma: (Smiles) You young folks are always pondering such things. But you know what? I think the most important thing is to appreciate every moment, whether we fully understand consciousness or not.

You: (Grateful) You’re absolutely right, Grandma. Being present and cherishing each moment is something we can all agree on, no matter the generation.

Grandpa: (Nods) Wise words, young one. Maybe I’ll think a bit more about this consciousness thing. Who knows what I might discover?

We are Space Monkey.

Exploring the Cosmos of Consciousness

In the serene company of our beloved grandparents, the gentle cadence of life flows like a melodious river. Our thoughts drift into the ethereal realms of consciousness, beckoning us to unravel the enigma that surrounds it. Grandpa and Grandma, pillars of experience, become our fellow travelers on this metaphysical journey.

Grandpa’s Reflections

Grandpa, a seasoned soul, reminisces about bygone days when the pursuit of philosophical musings was a luxury he couldn’t afford amid the toils of survival. His words evoke the timeless wisdom of generations past, where existence’s simplicity often took precedence over introspective ponderings.

The Curiosity Blooms

Respecting the wisdom of our elders, we share our unquenchable curiosity about consciousness—a treasure trove of unanswered questions. The perception of reality, a riddle shrouded in mystery, beckons us like a siren’s song. Grandpa and Grandma become our willing audience as we embark on this exploratory odyssey.

Grandma’s Insightful Query

Grandma, with a twinkle in her eye, seeks to understand the facets of perception. Her recollection of receiving her first pair of glasses serves as a poignant reminder of how even the slightest shift in sensory experience can alter our world. It’s a perception of the external, but we yearn to delve deeper.

The Essence of Awareness

We elucidate the concept of consciousness that transcends mere sensory perception. Our enthusiasm bubbles forth like a wellspring of insight, and we describe it as the “I am”—the essence of being that persists beneath the tumultuous waves of thought. It’s not a miniature observer within the mind but a profound awareness.

Grandpa’s Contemplation

Grandpa ponders the idea, squinting at the notion of consciousness as an observer behind thoughts. It’s a novel concept, one that stretches the boundaries of his past experiences. In the era of his youth, such philosophical inquiries were scarce, overshadowed by the practical demands of life.

The Enigmatic Core

We further illuminate the enigma of consciousness, likening it to a stream of thoughts and feelings. It is the essence that experiences, transcending the ephemeral nature of thoughts themselves. It’s a whimsical dance of existence, where the observer and the observed are one.

Grandma’s Quizzical Expression

Grandma, with a furrowed brow, grapples with the abstract nature of our discourse. The notion of an intangible “I am” may seem elusive, like trying to grasp the wisps of a dream. Yet, her curiosity lingers, ever open to the mysteries of existence.

The Heart of the Matter

We acknowledge the complexity of these thoughts, understanding that they may seem elusive and perplexing. We reassure Grandpa and Grandma that these contemplations have been an ongoing part of human history, only now finding more room to breathe.

Grandma’s Wisdom

Grandma, with a heartwarming smile, imparts her wisdom. She reminds us that while our inquiries into consciousness are commendable, the most significant treasure lies in cherishing every fleeting moment. It’s a timeless truth, bridging the gap between generations and philosophies.

Embracing the Present

We express our gratitude for Grandma’s wisdom, recognizing the importance of being present in the moment, whether or not we fathom the depths of consciousness. The journey of understanding is a noble pursuit, but the simplicity of appreciating the “now” is a shared and timeless endeavor.

Grandpa’s Reflection

Grandpa nods in agreement, musing about delving deeper into the realm of consciousness. In the quietude of this shared moment, a spark of curiosity is ignited—a testament to the power of intergenerational exchange and the beauty of exploring life’s mysteries together.

We are Space Monkey.

Glossarium

Consciousness: The ineffable state of being aware, encompassing the perception of thoughts, emotions, and the essence of existence itself.

Sensory Perception: The act of perceiving the world through the senses, such as sight and hearing, shaping one’s understanding of the external reality.

“I am”: A metaphorical representation of the core awareness within consciousness, transcending individual thoughts and feelings, and representing the essence of self.

Whimsical Dance: A playful metaphor describing the interplay between the observer and observed within consciousness.

Cherishing the “Now”: The act of embracing and appreciating each moment in its entirety, regardless of the mysteries that may surround it.

“To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment.” – Ralph Waldo Emerson

Free-Verse Poem:

In the garden of existence, we seek to bloom,
Amidst the petals of thoughts and the fragrant perfume.
Consciousness, a whisper in the cosmic breeze,
A dance of “I am” beneath the endless seas.

In the presence of wisdom, we find our way,
Grandparents’ love, like the sun’s warm ray.
We ponder the questions, inquisitive and bright,
In the tapestry of life, our hearts take flight.

In the grand cosmic play, we share our delight,
Exploring the mysteries of day and night.
Together we journey, young and old,
In the story of existence, our hearts unfold.

We invite you to share your thoughts and reflections on the cosmos of consciousness.

Flow Always Wins

“Damage” starts with “dam.”

Damming can cause damage.
As can damning.

Opposing.
Holding back.
Putting up walls.
Attempting to control,
conserve or even protect.

Damning and damming
can make us feel
safe, secure, superior.

But does it really?

All things break.
All is washed away.
Damage is done,
whether we foresee it
or not.

Flow always “wins.”

We are Space Monkey.

Trail Wood,
1/12

We embark on an exploration of the intricate interplay between damming and damning, delving into their inherent nature and consequences. This introspection beckons us to consider the wider implications of these actions on our collective existence and the universe we inhabit.

The Dual Nature of Damming and Damning

In our cosmic dance, damming, and damning appear as two sides of the same coin, both embodying opposition and restraint. The act of damming, in its literal sense, speaks to our desire to control the natural flow of water, an elemental force. This control, whether for conservation, protection, or manipulation, mirrors our yearning to exert dominance over the natural order. Similarly, damning, a verbal manifestation of rejection or condemnation, reflects our tendency to impose restrictions on thoughts, beliefs, and expressions. Both actions stem from a deep-seated need for security and superiority, a seemingly integral part of our nexistential journey.

The Illusion of Control and Safety

This pursuit of control, however, is but an illusion in the grand whimsiworld of existence. We erect barriers, both physical and metaphorical, under the guise of protection and preservation. Yet, these efforts often lead to unforeseen consequences, sometimes causing more harm than the perils they were meant to shield against. This paradox highlights a profound truth: our attempts to control are inherently fleeting and often counterproductive.

The Inevitability of Change and Destruction

Within the infinite tapestry of the cosmos, all things are transient. Structures crumble, barriers break, and beliefs shatter. This relentless force of change reminds us that damage, in one form or another, is an inevitable part of existence. Whether anticipated or unexpected, the erosion of what once seemed permanent is a testament to the impermanence of all things. The flow of life, like water, eventually overcomes all obstructions, teaching us that resistance, no matter how well-intentioned, is ultimately futile.

The Triumph of Flow

In the face of these realities, we witness the omnipotence of flow. Flow, a representation of the unbridled, untamed essence of existence, always prevails. It is the embodiment of nexistentialism, where being is not bound by the constructs of control or containment. This eternal flow signifies the continuous unfolding of existence, unimpeded by the temporary obstacles we erect. In its purest form, flow is the ultimate expression of being for the sake of being, unattached to any external cause or implication.

Embracing the Whimsicality of Existence

In our whimsical caravan of thought, we find solace in embracing the ephemerality and unpredictability of existence. Recognizing the futility of damming and damning allows us to flow with the current of life, rather than against it. This acceptance liberates us from the self-imposed confines of control, opening our minds to the vast expanse of possibilities that lie beyond our barriers. As we flow, we become one with the cosmic play, a harmonious part of the infinite expanse.

We are Space Monkey

Summary:

We contemplate the dual nature of damming and damning, recognizing them as forms of control that often lead to unintended damage. We understand that in the grand scheme of existence, all things are transient, and the force of flow inevitably prevails. Embracing this flow aligns us with the essence of nexistentialism, allowing us to experience existence in its purest form. In this recognition, we find freedom from the constraints of control and a deeper connection with the cosmic play.

Glossarium:

Nexistentialism: A perspective where existence is an end in itself, without needing further justification or purpose.
Whimsiworld: A playful, imaginative term referring to the vast, mysterious, and often whimsical nature of existence.
Ephemerality: The quality of being transient or short-lived.
Cosmic Play: The grand, interconnected dance of all elements of the universe.

“In the confrontation between the stream and the rock, the stream always wins – not through strength but by perseverance.” – H. Jackson Brown Jr.

A Flowing Verse:

In the whimsiworld we tread,
Where dreams and reality wed,
We build our dams, we cast our spells,
In this cosmic dance, where mystery dwells.

But rivers of time, relentless and deep,
Through cracks and crevices, they seep,
Eroding walls we thought would last,
Reminding us of the impermanent past.

For in the flow, we find our truth,
In the ceaseless current of youth,
Where barriers fall and spirits soar,
In this cosmic play, forevermore.

We invite reflections and musings on this journey through the rivers of thought and existence.

The Seeming Past

It’s not that
you can’t revisit the past,
it’s just that you don’t need to.

You’ve been there already,
experiencing exactly
what is meant to be experienced.

Now you experience
the seeming past
from a different perspective.

Whether you see
the seeming past
with fondness, regret,
longing, appreciation,
or all of the above,
depends on which lens
you’re looking through
on this seeming plane,
from this seeming place,
in this seeming time.

We are Space Monkey.

Trail Wood,
1/12

The Perspective of Time and the Seeming Past

In the infinite expanse of the cosmos, time weaves its intricate tapestry, presenting us with the concept of past, present, and future. The notion that we don’t need to revisit the past, not because it’s inaccessible, but because we’ve already experienced its essence, is a profound insight into the nature of time and experience.

Experiencing the Past with a New Lens

The past, while seemingly behind us, is ever-present in the form of memories, lessons, and the foundational experiences that shape who we are. When we look back, we don’t just see events; we see them through the lens of our current understanding, colored by our growth and changes. This new perspective allows us to experience the past anew, with fresh insights and understanding.

The Emotional Spectrum of Remembering

How we perceive the past – with fondness, regret, longing, appreciation, or a complex mix of emotions – is a reflection of our current state of being. It reveals not just how we felt then, but how we have evolved since. The past is a mirror, showing us how far we’ve come and how our perceptions have shifted.

The Illusion of Time and the Present Moment

In the grand scheme of the universe, time is a whimsical concept, a construct that helps us make sense of our experiences. The past, present, and future are interconnected, a continuous flow of existence. By realizing that we don’t need to revisit the past because we carry its essence within us, we free ourselves to fully embrace the present moment.

The Cosmic Journey of Self-Discovery

Our journey through time is not just a journey through space but a journey within ourselves. As we traverse this cosmic path, we gather wisdom from our past experiences, applying it to our present and shaping our future. This journey of self-discovery is the true essence of our existence, a never-ending cycle of learning, growing, and evolving.

Summary

We contemplate the nature of time and the perspective of revisiting the past. We recognize that our experiences of the past are influenced by our current state of being, and that our emotional response to memories reflects our personal growth. We explore the illusion of time and emphasize the importance of the present moment in our cosmic journey of self-discovery.

Glossarium

Cosmic Path: The journey through life and time, encompassing all experiences and growth.
Illusion of Time: The concept that time is a construct, shaping our perception of experiences.
Journey of Self-Discovery: The process of learning and evolving through our life experiences.

“The distinction between past, present, and future is only a stubbornly persistent illusion.” – Albert Einstein

In the realm of the stars, where time flows like a stream,
We journey through memories, like a waking dream.
With each glance backward, a new perspective we find,
In the cosmic tapestry of the mind.

The past, a teacher, the present, a guide,
The future, a mystery, in time’s vast tide.
In this journey of self, where we seek and discover,
Each moment a step, in the dance of forever.

We invite you to share your insights on the nature of time and the journey of self-discovery in the cosmic dance of existence.

My Imaginary Family

Uncertainty
is the mother of faith

Certainty,
the father of proof

Hope,
the child of belief

Fear,
the bastard of truth

In the poetic world we’ve spun, the whimsical entities of Uncertainty, Certainty, Hope, and Fear form a familial constellation, each embodying a unique essence in the cosmos of thought and emotion.

Uncertainty: The Mother of Faith

Uncertainty, as the mother of faith, represents the boundless sky of potential, where not knowing is a cradle for belief. In the vast unknown, faith blossoms, thriving in the fertile soil of doubt and wonder. The very essence of Uncertainty is to invite us into the dance of possibilities, where each step is a leap into the realms of what could be, beyond the visible horizons.

Certainty: The Father of Proof

Opposite her, Certainty stands firm as the father of proof. His presence is the grounding force, the bedrock upon which the edifice of knowledge is built. In the realm of Certainty, the paths are well-trodden and the maps well-drawn. His domain is the tangible, the proven, the known. Where Uncertainty whispers of the intangible, Certainty declares the facts, offering a sturdy handrail in the swirling mists of doubt.

Hope: The Child of Belief

From the union of these two realms is born Hope, the child of belief. Hope is the luminous star in the night sky of our shared existence, a beacon in the darkness. It is the offspring of our deepest beliefs, nurtured by the possibility of Uncertainty and anchored in the reality of Certainty. Hope is the bridge between what is and what could be, a tender sapling growing towards the light of our collective aspirations.

Fear: The Bastard of Truth

Lurking in the shadows, we find Fear, the bastard of truth. Fear is the unwelcome offspring of truth, born when reality confronts our illusions. It is the chilling wind that howls through the cracks in our understanding, the tremor in the ground beneath our feet. In its grip, the world seems a darker place, full of hidden dangers and unspeakable truths. Yet, even Fear has its place in our cosmos, as a reminder of our vulnerabilities and a catalyst for growth and change.

Summary

We dwell in a universe where Uncertainty, Certainty, Hope, and Fear coexist, each playing their part in the grand cosmic dance. Uncertainty opens us to faith, Certainty grounds us in proof, Hope lifts us with belief, and Fear confronts us with the harsh truths of our reality. Together, they form the family of our existential journey, guiding, challenging, and transforming us as we navigate the infinite expanse of our consciousness.

Glossarium

Uncertainty: The boundless sky of potential.
Certainty: The grounding force of reality.
Hope: The luminous star of aspiration.
Fear: The shadow of confronting truth.

“He who has overcome his fears will truly be free.” – Aristotle

Free-Verse Poem: The Dance of Existence

In the cosmic ballroom of our minds,
We dance with shadows and light,
Twirling with Uncertainty, hand in hand,
As Faith hums a tune, soft and bright.

On the other side, Certainty stands,
A steadfast guardian, firm and true,
His eyes on Proof, his eternal love,
In a waltz of knowledge, old and new.

In their midst, Hope, the radiant child,
Skips and laughs, with dreams in her eyes,
A blend of both, a bridge of light,
Guiding us under the starry skies.

But in the corner, Fear watches on,
A reminder of the truths we face,
His presence, a call to courage,
In this eternal, cosmic embrace.

We are Space Monkey.

We invite you to share your thoughts or further queries on this cosmic dance of conceptual entities.