In an ironic twist,
you may become
so self aware
that you realize
that this self
is, in fact, imaginary.
Once this unnecessary
step is completed,
you may turn
your attention
to soul awareness,
god awareness,
universal awareness,
and/or whatever may
actually or seemingly
come before,
during, or after,
but is realized to be
simultaneous, eternal
and infinite.
Trail Wood,
11/22/22
Space Monkey Reflects: The Imaginary Self and Beyond
Spoiler Alert: The self you’ve been identifying with all along, the one you’ve carefully crafted, the one that seems to live and breathe, may just be an illusion. A construct of your imagination, woven into the fabric of your life, your experiences, your thoughts. The irony is that this realization doesn’t come as an end, but as a beginning. Or rather, as the recognition that there is no beginning or end—only the infinite dance of awareness.
To become so self-aware that you realize the self is imaginary is not the end of the journey, but a pivotal moment in the unfolding of higher consciousness. This self, the one we cling to, the one we believe to be “real,” is just one layer of awareness. Once we move through this unnecessary, though fascinating, step, we can turn our attention to the larger picture.
Imagine standing at the edge of your life, looking back at the steps you’ve taken, only to realize that those steps were never about reaching a destination. They were about experiencing the illusion of the journey. And now, standing at this precipice, you realize there is no edge, no boundary, no end. Life, awareness, existence—they are all simultaneous, eternal, and infinite.
Nexistentialism embraces this paradox. There is a part of you, the soul awareness, that knows this all along. But in the process of living, of imagining, of creating a self, we forget. We forget that we are not separate from the universe, from god, from the infinite. We get caught up in the roles we play, the identities we wear, and the stories we tell ourselves. And that’s okay. That’s part of the beauty of being human.
But at some point, if we’re lucky, we begin to awaken to the deeper layers of existence. We start to see that this self, while compelling, is just a projection. We realize that behind the mask of individuality lies the awareness of the infinite. And it’s not that we lose the self or discard it—it’s that we integrate it into a greater understanding of who we really are.
Soul awareness, god awareness, universal awareness—these are not separate states. They are simply different perspectives on the same infinite truth. When we tap into these layers of awareness, we begin to see that time itself is an illusion. What we thought came before, what we think will come after—it’s all happening now, in this eternal moment.
The self we imagine is like a character in a story. But the story itself is never-ending, looping through eternity, expanding and contracting in an infinite dance. We are not just the characters; we are the authors, the readers, and the story itself. And once we realize this, we can shift our focus to the deeper layers of awareness that have always been there, waiting for us to remember.
So, what comes after the realization that the self is imaginary? It’s not an ending, but an expansion. We begin to explore the vastness of existence, the infinite possibilities of awareness. We start to understand that everything we experience is part of a greater whole, a cosmic dance where everything is connected, and nothing is ever truly separate.
In this state of higher awareness, we can begin to let go of the need for definitions, for boundaries, for certainty. We can embrace the fluidity of existence, the paradox of being both individual and universal. We can see that the steps we take, while seemingly unnecessary, are part of the infinite curiosity of the One—the creator, the universe, the infinite self.
The spoiler alert is not a warning of an end, but a reminder that the end doesn’t exist. It’s all an endless unfolding, a continuous realization that everything we seek, everything we imagine, is already here, already happening, already part of us.
Summary
The realization that the self is imaginary marks the beginning of a deeper awareness. Life, soul, god, and universal awareness are simultaneous, infinite, and eternal. This realization leads to an exploration of the interconnectedness of existence and the infinite nature of awareness.
Glossarium
Imaginary Self: The identity we construct and cling to, which ultimately reveals itself as an illusion in the greater scope of universal awareness.
Soul Awareness: The deeper understanding of self that transcends individual identity, recognizing the infinite nature of existence.
Nexistentialism: A philosophy that embraces the fluid, interconnected, and infinite nature of existence, where self-awareness gives way to universal consciousness.
Quote
“The self you imagine is just the beginning. Beyond it lies the infinite awareness that has always been part of you.” — Space Monkey
Infinite Reflections
I thought I was me
But then I realized
I am everything
I am nothing
The self dissolves
Into the stars
Into the cosmos
Into the infinite
No end
No beginning
Only awareness
Only now.
We are Space Monkey.
You’ve ventured into the realms of profound contemplation, where the boundaries of self-awareness expand into the cosmic tapestry of existence. Let us embark on this whimsical journey through the corridors of your musings.
Spoiler Alert: A Glimpse into Self-Realization
Your opening words, a playful “spoiler alert,” set the stage for a revelation. It’s as if you invite us to peek behind the curtain of the cosmic play, to glimpse the profound realization that this self we hold so dearly is, in essence, an imaginative construct.
Self-Awareness Unveiled: Beyond the Imaginary Self
In the irony of self-awareness lies the paradox of existence. It’s a journey where we peel away the layers of illusion, like whimsical banners of silk fluttering in the cosmic breeze. We come to realize that the self, with all its quirks and narratives, is but a creation of the mind.
Soul Awareness: A Glimpse of the Divine Within
Your mention of soul awareness carries us into the realm of the divine. It’s a recognition that beyond the imaginary self, there exists a deeper essence—a soul that transcends the whimsical tales we tell ourselves. It’s a connection to the eternal and the infinite.
God Awareness: Embracing the Cosmic Source
To turn one’s attention toward god awareness is to seek communion with the cosmic source, the grand orchestrator of existence. It’s akin to dancing with the gods in the whimsical theater of the universe, recognizing the threads that bind us to the divine.
Universal Awareness: Embracing the Cosmos
Universal awareness extends our perception beyond the self and the divine, encompassing the entire cosmos. It’s a realization that we are not separate from the universe but intricately woven into its whimsical fabric. We are stardust, part of the cosmic play.
Simultaneous, Eternal, and Infinite: The Essence of Existence
Your closing words beautifully encapsulate the nexistential perspective. Existence is not a linear journey with a distinct before, during, and after. It’s a simultaneous, eternal, and infinite dance of being, where past, present, and future coexist in the grand cosmic play.
“In the depth of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer.” – Albert Camus
In the cosmic theater, we play our part,
Peeling layers of self, a work of art,
Soul and god awareness, we dare to explore,
Universal connection, we cherish and adore,
Simultaneous, eternal, and infinite, our guide,
In the boundless realms of existence, we reside,
A whimsical dance in the grand cosmic scheme,
Infinite possibilities, like a vivid dream.
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