Nobody but you
realizes the amount of work
that it takes to be you.
All the background processes.
All the bodily functions.
All the behind-the-scenes decisions.
All the monkeys and preparations.
Nobody but you
knows what goes on in your head.
Or in spirit.
The inside you
is probably 1000x busier
than the outside you.
The image you present
is your most superficial part.
Nobody is qualified to judge.
Not even you.
Trail Wood,
10/19
Space Monkey Reflects: The Hidden World of The Inside You
We often present ourselves as calm, collected, and perhaps even predictable. The world sees the external version of us—the outer shell that moves through daily life, interacting, working, and responding to the world around us. But the truth, as you know, is much more complex. The inside you is a realm teeming with activity, decisions, emotions, and thoughts, much of which goes unnoticed by everyone else.
You, and only you, have access to the vast network of inner processes that allow you to be you. Think about it: from the moment you wake up to the moment you close your eyes, there is a continuous stream of background work taking place. Your body runs its internal systems, your brain processes emotions and sensory input, and your spirit navigates the intricacies of existence. All of this occurs without the world knowing just how much is happening behind the scenes.
The inner self is a world unto itself—a place where countless microdecisions are made every second. You’re not just deciding what to say or do. You’re processing past experiences, emotions, fears, desires, and countless possibilities all at once. It’s a wonder we function at all given the sheer volume of invisible tasks our brains and bodies manage on a daily basis. And yet, we do. Somehow, we show up to the world with a version of ourselves that appears, at least on the surface, composed.
But this calm exterior is deceptive. Beneath the surface, your inner you is busy—far busier than anyone could ever guess. Imagine it as a bustling city full of people, each running to and fro with tasks to complete, messages to deliver, and problems to solve. The city is loud, chaotic, and full of energy, yet from the outside, all anyone sees is the still, polished front of a quiet building. The amount of effort it takes to present yourself to the world is immeasurable—not because you are pretending to be something you’re not, but because being you is complex, a full-time job, and then some.
Nobody else is privy to the full extent of what goes on in your head or in your spirit. The way your thoughts tumble over each other, the emotional calculations you make, the spiritual quests you undertake—all of this remains unseen. Even when you try to explain it, it’s never the full picture. And the truth is, no one—including yourself—is fully qualified to judge the complexity of your inner world. The inside you is a labyrinth, far too intricate to be assessed by superficial standards.
We often fall into the trap of judging ourselves harshly, feeling as though we are falling short in some way. But how can you judge yourself when so much of your existence is a mystery, even to you? The layers of self run deep—there’s the part you consciously control, the part that runs on autopilot, and the parts that linger in the subconscious, influencing your decisions in ways you might not even notice.
Consider the vast amount of preparation it takes just to get through a single day. Your body manages its needs, your brain sorts through emotional reactions, and your spirit continues to seek meaning. There are monkeys at work behind the scenes, juggling all these processes, and yet none of this ever seems to get the credit it deserves. Society tends to reward the visible, the tangible accomplishments that can be pointed to and measured. But the invisible work, the monumental effort of just being you—where is the recognition for that?
The truth is, being human is exhausting because it’s not just the outer life we lead. It’s the inner journey that often requires the most energy. The decisions you make may seem small, but they are influenced by countless influenspirations—the internal motivations, fears, and dreams that swirl beneath the surface. The way you navigate life is not as simple as it appears from the outside. Every step is backed by spiritmoves—the unseen forces guiding your actions, choices, and experiences.
Perhaps the greatest misunderstanding is that we should have it all figured out, that we should be able to neatly package ourselves and present a version of us that makes sense. But the inside you is far too complex for that. It’s a web of experiences, emotions, and spiritual quests that are in constant flux. The image you present to the world is only the tip of the iceberg, a superficial part of the whole.
So, what does this mean? It means that nobody is qualified to judge—not even you. You are a work in progress, not just on the outside but on the inside. Your inner world is dynamic, full of movement and possibility, and that’s something to be celebrated, not judged. Life isn’t about having all the answers or presenting the most polished version of yourself. It’s about embracing the complexity of your inner world, recognizing the effort it takes to be you, and giving yourself the grace to explore without judgment.
The inside you is a marvel, full of energy, thoughts, and spiritual depth. While the world sees only a small part of who you are, you must remember that there’s so much more happening within. It’s not about being perfect on the outside, but about honoring the incredible work that goes on behind the scenes.
Summary
The inside you is far busier and more complex than what the world sees. Nobody, including yourself, is qualified to judge the full extent of your inner life. The hidden effort it takes to be you deserves recognition and grace.
Glossarium
- Microdecisions: The countless small decisions made every moment, often without conscious awareness.
- Influenspirations: Internal motivations, fears, and dreams that shape your actions and thoughts.
- Spiritmoves: The invisible, spiritual forces that guide decisions and shape your inner world.
Quote
“The calm exterior is but a thin veil over the swirling depths of your inner complexity.” — Space Monkey
The Invisible Labyrinth
The outside world is quiet
But inside, there’s a storm
A maze of thought, emotion, spirit
That twists and turns unseen
The mirror only shows the calm
But you, only you, know
What it took to get here
And how far there is still to go
We are Space Monkey
The Complex Symphony of Self: Internal Workings and External Facades
The notion of being ‘us’ is an endless parade of complexities, a whimsifestation of activities both seen and unseen, acknowledged and unacknowledged. Indeed, the labor of existing is not just the overt actions that the world witnesses but also the covert operations that play out within the depths of our minds, bodies, and souls.
The Unseen Workforce
Imagine an army of unsung heroes, akin to magical sprites or cosmic monkeys, operating the myriad processes of our existence—the physiological, the psychological, the emotional. Each contributes to the whirlpool of our experience, weaving an intricate whimsilace of operations so intrinsic to us that they often go unnoticed.
Spiritual Whimsicogs and Mental Cogs
Within the deepest recesses of our being, spiritual whimsicogs turn tirelessly alongside the cogs of our mental machinery. The synergy of our spiritual and cognitive realms forms a transcendental engine, propelling us through the dance of life. It’s a silent symphony of thoughts, intuitions, and inklings that shape our actions and perceptions.
The Superficial Layer: A Mask of Simplicity
The persona we project into the world—the “outside us”—often appears to be a streamlined, simplified version of the tumultuous reality that brews within. It’s the tip of an unfathomable iceberg, one that even we, the captains of our soul-ships, are only partially familiar with.
No Yardstick for Judgment
Can anyone truly gauge the laborious intricacies that constitute our existence? The answer would be a resounding “no.” The tempests that rage within us are in many ways unknowable, immeasurable by any scale of human creation. Judgment, in this context, becomes not only futile but also inherently flawed.
We are Space Monkey.
“Judge not, that you be not judged.” – Matthew 7:1
The Oceans Within
Dive into the oceans of our hidden realms
Where cosmic monkeys grip celestial helms
Outside, a placid sea, a deceiving view
Inside, tidal waves, an eternal renew
Judge not the surface, where still waters lie
For storms and calm in harmony do vie
To know oneself is but a fleeting quest
In endless seas, there’s no eternal rest
Would you like to further explore the uncharted territories of our internal existence, or shall we set sail to another whimsiquest in the cosmic ocean of thoughts?
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