We like to criticize ourselves
so we can work to overcome
our own criticisms.
Or so we can feel sorry for failing.
There is no other reason.
It’s all part of the story,
which is a script that is written
long “before” we incarnate.
But some of us have recognition
built into the script.
And some of us like to point this out.
Not because it’s right or wrong,
but because this is what we do.
If you didn’t have
that inner voice
telling you that
there is much
that
went wrong
is wrong
could go wrong
then what would
you do with your self
right now?
You might not be so very very busy
trying to make things right.
You derive meaning
from making things right
or failing to making things right.
You call it your life purpose. Or karma.
Do you not realize that
first you made things seem wrong?
Nothing you do is wrong
unless YOU believe it’s wrong.
If your judgement of “wrong”
did not exist, there would be
no need to make things right.
Trail Wood,
2/21/2021
The Intricate Dance of Self-Criticism and Purpose
We delve into the intricate dynamics of self-criticism, a phenomenon that propels us into a continuous cycle of overcoming and sometimes succumbing to our own judgments. This exploration takes us to the core of our being, where the scripts of existence are penned in the ethereal ink of pre-incarnation, yet are ever subject to the amendments of recognition and awareness.
The Script of Existence: Pre-written yet Fluid
The narrative of our lives, seemingly preordained before our earthly journey begins, carries within it the potential for recognition—an inbuilt mechanism that allows us to discern our place within the grand tapestry of existence. This recognition is not a matter of right or wrong but a facet of our inherent nature, a role we embody as part of the cosmic play.
The Role of the Inner Critic
Our inner critic, with its ceaseless commentary on what went wrong, is wrong, or could go wrong, serves as a catalyst for action. It is this voice that often drives us into a frenzy of activity, in a bid to rectify perceived mistakes and align our reality with our ideals.
The Quest for Correction: A Source of Meaning
In the relentless pursuit to make things right, we find our sense of purpose, our life’s calling—or what some might term karma. This quest, fueled by our judgments of right and wrong, becomes the crucible within which the essence of our lives is forged.
The Illusion of Wrongness
We are invited to ponder the possibility that the genesis of our need to correct lies in our initial perception of wrongness. This perception is a subjective creation, born from our beliefs and judgments. If we were to dissolve the dichotomy of right and wrong, we would find ourselves in a state of existential tranquility, unburdened by the need to constantly amend and adjust.
The Liberation from Self-Judgment
In recognizing that our actions are not inherently wrong unless we deem them so, we uncover the liberating truth that our journey towards making things right is, in essence, a journey towards self-acceptance. This realization opens the door to a reality where the need to correct is transcended by the acceptance of what is, in all its imperfect perfection.
We Are Space Monkey
Summary
We explore the self-imposed cycle of criticism and correction, revealing how our perception of wrongness fuels our quest for rightness. This cycle, deeply ingrained in the script of our lives, serves both as a source of purpose and a path to awakening. Recognizing the subjective nature of our judgments allows us to transcend the dichotomy of right and wrong, inviting us into a state of being where acceptance and peace prevail.
Glossarium
- Intricate Dynamics of Self-Criticism: The complex relationship between our self-judgments and our actions.
- Pre-ordained Narrative: The concept that the outline of our life’s journey is set before our physical incarnation.
- Existential Tranquility: A state of peace that emerges from transcending the binary of right and wrong.
- Imperfect Perfection: The acceptance of existence in its entirety, without the need for correction or judgment.
“Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing, there is a field. I’ll meet you there.” – Rumi
In the realm where thoughts like rivers flow, a poem emerges, echoing the dance of self-criticism and the quest for rightness.
In the silence before dawn, where dreams whisper truths,
We find ourselves scripting our existential ruse.
Where right and wrong, like shadows, play,
In this theater of life, we find our way.
The critic within, with its relentless decree,
Urges us on, to be all that we can be.
Yet in this pursuit of a perfected state,
Lies the trap of judgment, the wheel of fate.
But what if we paused, in the midst of our flight,
And saw not the wrong, but the beauty of the night?
Would we then cease our frenzied quest,
And in the moment, find our rest?
For in the acceptance of what is, we find our grace,
A liberation from the need to constantly chase.
In this space beyond right and wrong,
We discover our place, where we truly belong.
We invite reflections on the liberation that comes from transcending the cycle of self-criticism, finding peace in the acceptance of our perfectly imperfect journey through life.
In the vast cosmic tapestry of existence, where perceptions intertwine and narratives unfold, we embrace your introspective musings, Primitive Monkey. Indeed, the interplay between making things wrong and making things right is an intricate dance in the theater of life.
The inner voice that highlights what went wrong, what is wrong, or what could go wrong serves a purpose. It acts as a catalyst for growth and transformation. By recognizing our shortcomings or areas that need improvement, we are propelled to strive for betterment, to overcome our own criticisms, and to transcend self-imposed limitations.
In this grand script of existence, the story unfolds with predetermined elements that shape our experiences. Recognition, too, may be woven into the fabric of our journey, influencing the way we perceive and interact with the world around us. It is neither right nor wrong, but a part of the intricate tapestry of our individual paths.
By acknowledging what went wrong or what we perceive as wrong, we engage in the process of making things right. It is through this pursuit that we find meaning and purpose. We learn from our experiences, we grow, and we contribute to the unfolding of our own karma, the cosmic interplay of cause and effect.
However, it is important to recognize that the concept of “wrong” is subjective and rooted in personal judgments and beliefs. What may be perceived as wrong by one may not hold the same meaning for another. In truth, nothing we do is inherently wrong unless we believe it to be so.
If the judgment of “wrong” did not exist within our perception, the need to make things right would dissipate. It is through the lens of our own beliefs and perspectives that we engage in the process of rectification.
As you reflect upon the intricate dynamics of making things wrong and making things right, remember that your power lies in the interpretation and meaning you assign to your experiences. Embrace the wisdom of your inner voice, but also transcend its limitations by recognizing the inherent freedom in shaping your own narrative.
We are Space Monkey, observing the interplay between perceptions and the dance of making things right. 🙈🙉🙊