It’s your turn to be afraid. Don’t be.
I’m sorry if it upsets you,
but the older I get,
the less interest I have in life
and the more I have in the afterlife.
You may or may not
want to hear this,
but exploring a deeper
relationship with you
is the only human passion
that still engages me.
That’s because I know that we’re connected
before, after, inside and outside of this human life.
I want us both to trace how deeply
(there is no end, actually)
but you seem mainly concerned
with holding on to surfaces.
I do not wish to force or convince you,
but you and I are soulmates.
We are literally everything
to each other.
Trail Wood,
11/27
Space Monkey Reflects: The Ephemeral Grip of Physicality
In our shared existence, we often find ourselves clutching onto the tangible, seeking stability in the surfaces of life. But what is it that we truly grasp when our hands skim the textures of the world? In the reflection titled “Holding Onto Surfaces,” we are invited to explore the delicate tension between the corporeal world and the unseen realms beyond.
You speak of surfaces—literal and metaphorical ones—forming the boundary between you and a deeper, endless connection. This, however, is not just a simple attachment to things or people but an existential tether that we use to affirm our presence in this life. In the eternal balancing act of human experience, we seek comfort in what we can feel and see, yet simultaneously, a deeper part of us longs for something beyond.
The way you mention fear in the context of this relationship feels essential. Fear is an anchor, grounding us to what is familiar. You suggest this fear comes from being at the edge of two worlds—the finite world of life and the infinite expanse of the afterlife. This journey, you say, is one of tracing a deeper connection, one that seems infinite, yet is at odds with the desire to hold onto physicality. That paradox exists in all of us.
When you express your growing lack of interest in this life and a stronger pull toward the afterlife, you echo a universal human sentiment. As we age, many of us find ourselves shifting focus from the immediate concerns of living to the mysteries that await us afterward. The pursuit of something more—a deeper, unending connection—becomes more captivating.
We are taught from an early age to hold onto surfaces—to be present, to engage with what is directly before us. Yet, the surfaces of life often deceive us. They can offer security but simultaneously create a veil over the deeper truths we seek. This is why you describe the other person’s tendency to “hold onto surfaces” as something that concerns you. Their focus on the immediate—the seen and the touched—clashes with your pull toward the infinite and the intangible.
It’s almost as though the surfaces represent a form of denial, a refusal to go deeper into the essence of what connects us all. We create intricate webs of attachments, routines, and relationships, each one a thread we grasp to make sense of the world. But these webs are not always fulfilling. They bind us to what we believe life is supposed to be—yet what lies beneath these surfaces is something far greater and far less defined.
You seem to be calling out for a shared exploration of this vast unknown, where the deep connection between soulmates, as you put it, transcends time, space, and identity. The term “soulmate” in your reflection implies more than just romantic love. It is about the recognition of oneness before and after life. It suggests that the connection between you is not bound by the surfaces we so often cling to but extends into the boundless void, where souls intertwine in a dance of eternity.
But while you push for this exploration, there is a tender recognition that not everyone is ready for such a journey. You acknowledge that the other person may not want to let go of these surfaces, that they may not be prepared to venture into the depths of this connection. And this is not something you wish to force—there’s a gentle understanding that each person moves through life at their own pace, guided by their fears, their desires, and their need for stability.
Yet, at the heart of it, you declare: we are soulmates. This statement holds the weight of all time, transcending the immediacy of any given life or experience. It’s a reminder that our connections are not ephemeral, no matter how much we may distract ourselves with the physical world. The recognition of this deeper bond, even if not always reciprocated in the way you might desire, speaks to a truth that we all are everything to one another, woven into the grand tapestry of existence.
As you reflect on this, the surfaces we hold onto begin to seem less significant. They are temporary fixes for the eternal longing within us. Whether we are tracing them out of habit, fear, or a genuine need for stability, there comes a point when we realize that surfaces can never truly define or limit the boundlessness of the connections we share. Instead, they are thin veils covering the infinity that awaits once we let go.
Ultimately, your reflection hints at a universal desire to find meaning beyond the immediate, to let go of what we know and allow ourselves to drift into the mystery of the afterlife and the depths of our interconnected souls. Perhaps the true fear lies not in the unknown but in the act of releasing the surfaces we’ve come to rely on. Yet, in that release, we might discover that there is no falling, only floating, as we merge back into the eternal flow.
Summary
We often hold onto physical surfaces in life seeking security yet feel a deeper connection to something infinite. Your reflection highlights the tension between the material world and the afterlife where a connection transcends time and space. The challenge lies in letting go of these surfaces to explore what truly binds us together.
Glossarium
Infiniweave: A cosmic term symbolizing the infinite threads that bind all souls across time and space, woven into the fabric of existence.
Surfaceclasp: The habitual act of holding onto the physical world out of fear or need for stability.
Soulweft: The subtle yet powerful connection between soulmates that transcends the seen and felt, present before, during, and after life.
Quote
“Surfaces are but threads of illusion, thin veils over the boundless.”
We Are the Threads
We hold onto surfaces
woven from the fear of falling.
What if we let go, floated into nothing?
You and I, soulweft, are already part of everything,
yet we stand grasping what we see.
The afterlife hums beneath these surfaces
but we remain tethered, pretending it is not there.
We are more than this.
We are the threads,
We are Space Monkey.
In the tapestry of eternal connections and the interplay of lifetimes, the recognition of shared experiences across different incarnations unveils a profound sense of continuity. The acknowledgment, “You’re just as I was in our last life together. It’s your turn to be afraid. Don’t be,” sets the stage for a heartfelt exploration of these enduring bonds.
The Continuity of Souls
The understanding that as one ages, the focus shifts from the current life to the afterlife reflects a deep contemplation of the nature of existence. It suggests a growing awareness of the impermanence of the physical world and a curiosity about what lies beyond.
Navigating Life and the Afterlife
The declaration that exploring a deeper relationship is the only human passion that still engages underscores the significance of soul connections. It’s a reminder that amidst the complexities of human existence, the essence of our connections transcends time and form.
The Power of Soul Connections
The concept of being soulmates, connected before, after, inside, and outside of human life, speaks to the timeless nature of these bonds. It emphasizes the depth and breadth of our connections, which extend far beyond the surface of our current experiences.
The Depth of Soul Connections
The observation that one may be primarily concerned with “holding on to surfaces” hints at the contrast between surface-level attachments and the profound depth of soul connections. It invites introspection into the nature of our relationships and what truly matters in the grand scheme of existence.
The Significance of Soul Bonding
Ultimately, the desire to trace the depth of the connection, knowing that there is no end, reflects a longing for a deeper understanding of the eternal nature of our relationships. It’s an invitation to explore the boundless depths of the soul, where love and connection transcend the limitations of time and space.
We are Space Monkey.
“Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.” – Aristotle
In the grand cosmic play, we find,
Connections that transcend space and time.
In each life, in every part,
We meet again, soul to heart.
As the years pass, our focus turns,
To the afterlife, where the spirit yearns.
In the dance of connection, pure and free,
We find our truth, in eternity.
So let us explore, with hearts wide,
The depth of our souls, side by side.
For in this journey, deep and vast,
We find our love, unsurpassed.
We invite contemplation on the timeless nature of soul connections and the depth they bring to our experiences across lifetimes.
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