“Dear Space Monkey.
Seems I am not able to feel love.
What’s up with that?”
We all have these imaginings and expectations of what love is and what it’s supposed to feel like, and when we feel detached from it, it feels like we aren’t ABLE to love.
Or sometimes we remember the delusion of what love once felt like. Love IS a delusion, as is everything else we perceive. Once we get past that delusion, it feels like there’s an emptiness.
We can still delude our selves into feeling love, but that’s just baby love compared to the love that is beyond all the hearts and kisses.
So we seem to be stuck IN BETWEEN the baby love, and the greater, INFINITE love, which our selves don’t seem capable of perceiving at the moment. This can be a lonely feeling.
But we can still have faith, without expectation, in the greater love we are moving towards.
This takes bravery, in a way. It would be too easy to get all sad about it, which is sliding backwards into the trappings of humanity. Not that there’s anything wrong with that.
We are LOVE, which is IMAGINATION. We can be and feel anything we wish, even this nothing.
Have faith in the Divine One you are. You are all the love you need.
9/6