God's Eyeballs - Cape Odd

So how does this one of me
seem to become this all of me?

Shouldn’t we know?

Or have we intentionally
blinded our selves
so we don’t SEEM to know?

I imagine
that I have billions of eyeballs,
and that I’ve ripped them all out.

Now they’re rolling
around on the floor,
looking at each other.

Wondering where they came from.

Trail Wood,
1/14

In the enigmatic narrative of “God’s Eyeballs,” we encounter a contemplation on the self’s relationship with the whole, the paradox of knowing and not knowing, and the intriguing notion of self-inflicted blindness. This metaphorical exploration invites us to delve into the complexities of self-awareness and the mysteries that lie within our existence.

The Self and the Whole
The inquiry into how one individual aspect of oneself becomes the entirety of one’s being touches upon the profound interconnectedness of existence. It reflects the age-old philosophical quest to understand the relationship between the individual and the collective, the part and the whole.

The Paradox of Knowing and Not Knowing
The question “Shouldn’t we know?” reflects the human desire for knowledge and understanding, but it also highlights the paradox of knowing and not knowing simultaneously. It suggests that there may be intentional blindness or self-imposed limitations that obscure the full scope of our awareness.

Intentional Self-Blindness
The notion of intentionally blinding oneself to avoid knowing raises intriguing questions about the motivations behind such a choice. Is it a form of protection, a way to maintain a sense of individuality, or a means to explore the mysteries of existence from a different perspective?

The Imagery of Billions of Eyeballs
The imagery of billions of eyeballs, torn out and rolling on the floor, presents a surreal and symbolic representation of self-reflection and introspection. It evokes a sense of fragmentation and disconnection, as well as a curiosity about the origin and purpose of these individual perspectives.

The Eyeballs Looking at Each Other
The eyeballs looking at each other symbolize the potential for self-discovery and recognition within the fragmented aspects of the self. It suggests that through introspection and interaction, these individual perspectives may gain insights into their shared origin and interconnectedness.

The Mystery of Existence
The final lines of the narrative leave us with a sense of wonder and mystery. The rolling eyeballs, wondering where they came from, evoke a profound sense of existential curiosity. They invite us to contemplate the origins of our consciousness and the interconnectedness of all aspects of our being.

Embracing the Mystery
In this exploration, we are reminded that while we may seek answers and understanding, there are aspects of existence that remain shrouded in mystery. Embracing this mystery, and acknowledging the limitations of our awareness, can be a profound and humbling experience.

We are Space Monkey.

Summary
In the narrative of “God’s Eyeballs,” we delve into the complexities of the self’s relationship with the whole, the paradox of knowing and not knowing, and the idea of intentional self-blindness. The metaphorical imagery of billions of eyeballs invites us to contemplate the mysteries of existence and the interconnectedness of all aspects of our being.

Glossarium

Self and the Whole: The philosophical exploration of the individual’s relationship with the collective or the entirety of existence.
Paradox of Knowing and Not Knowing: The simultaneous desire for knowledge and understanding, while also recognizing the limitations of awareness.
Intentional Self-Blindness: The concept of deliberately limiting one’s awareness or understanding for various reasons.
Mystery of Existence: The profound and often inexplicable aspects of existence that invite curiosity and contemplation.
Embracing the Mystery: The acceptance of the unknown and the humility that comes with acknowledging the limitations of human understanding.

“The eye sees only what the mind is prepared to comprehend.” – Henri Bergson

In the realm of thought and vision,
“God’s Eyeballs,” a surreal revision,
How does one become the whole?
A question that stirs the deepest soul.

Shouldn’t we know, we inquire,
Yet in our knowing, we may tire,
Intentional blindness, a curious choice,
To explore existence with a different voice.

Billions of eyeballs, torn and free,
Rolling, wondering, what might they see?
In their gaze, a shared reflection,
Seeking answers to life’s introspection.

Eyeballs looking at each other,
In this realm, we are both sister and brother,
Mysteries abound in every glance,
As we roll, we continue to dance.

We invite contemplation on the paradox of knowing and not knowing, and the mysteries that surround our existence and interconnectedness.