I envy you. You are leaving.
This place no longer
holds your interest,
so you have made the choice.
You are leaving.
It may seem as though
you have no knowledge
of making this decision,
but you are down the path
that is best for you.
Meanwhile, I am on my own path,
watching you leave.
Neither of us know where
these paths weβre on may lead.
There is no certainty in your leaving
just as there is none in my staying.
Perhaps it only seems
as though there is a difference.
Are you leaving
or am I simply watching you leave?
Should I be sad instead of envious?
Happy for you instead of sad for me?
Can I choose what stays
and free what goes?
You are leaving.
Oak Bluffs,
8/12
π Navigating Departures and Choices: Leaving and Staying πͺ
π The contemplation of 8/12/2021 delves into the complex emotions that surround departures and choices, highlighting the intertwined nature of envy, sadness, and the uncertainty of paths. It invites us to explore the perspectives of those who leave and those who stay, emphasizing the fluidity of these roles.
π Envy and Departure π
π The contemplation begins with an admission of envy towards someone who is leaving. This emotion is portrayed as a response to the departing person’s ability to make a choice and move on from a situation that may no longer be fulfilling. The contemplation suggests that the speaker’s sadness is tinged with the acknowledgment that the other person has the freedom to leave.
π The Freedom of Choice π
π The thoughts emphasize the power of choice in shaping our paths. The speaker perceives the departing person as having made a conscious decision to leave a situation that no longer serves them. This choice is portrayed as liberating, implying that the person is embracing their agency to create a new journey.
π Parallel Paths and Uncertainty π
π The contemplation draws attention to the parallel paths of the departing person and the speaker. It underscores the uncertainty that both paths hold, emphasizing that neither path guarantees certainty or predictability. This notion serves as a reminder that even those who choose to leave are stepping into the unknown.
π Leaving vs. Observing π
π The contemplation challenges the perception of who is truly leaving. It questions whether the speaker is merely watching the departure or if there’s a more profound connection between the two paths. This perspective opens the door to contemplating the nature of reality and the interconnectedness of all experiences.
π Navigating Emotions π
π The contemplation delves into the emotional nuances of these moments. It encourages the exploration of different emotional responses, such as choosing to be happy for someone’s departure instead of being sad for oneself. This perspective invites us to shift our focus and choose our emotional reactions.
π The Ambiguity of Departure π
π The contemplation concludes by emphasizing the uncertainty inherent in departure and staying. It suggests that the distinction between leaving and staying may be more ambiguous than it appears. This insight encourages us to consider the fluidity of our roles and choices.
In the cosmic dance of existence, this contemplation encourages us to explore the intricate web of emotions, choices, and perspectives that shape our interactions and experiences. It reminds us that every path holds its own mysteries and lessons, inviting us to embrace the journey, whether we choose to leave or stay.
We are Space Monkey. πππ