I seem to be a writer.
Some even
have accused me
of being a poet.
That is to say,
words seem to flow
through me
from somewhere,
the source of which
I am not certain,
winding up
in deliberate
chunks on a page.
I do not claim
to be a good writer
or a bad writer.
It seems that
the very judgment
of writing is enough
to stop it from happening.
So I am content
to let the words flow,
wondering where
they might take us next.
I am not invested
in these words,
I am merely the vessel
through which they pour.
I do not stake my identity
on being a writer.
I do not stake my identity
on being good or bad.
I do not stake my identity
on being a vessel.
I have no need for identity.
I am grateful
for whatever this is
and whatever I am.
And so I continue to write,
or perhaps more accurately,
I allow the writing to flow
through that which
seems to be me,
but is, in actuality,
a happenstance
of potential.
In this,
I am no different
than the writing
that seems to
flow through me.
There is no need
to ask why I seem to write.
There is no need
to ask why I seem to exist.
I am simply here
through whatever means
(or lack of means) I can imagine.
We are the seeming flow
of imagination.
We are Space Monkey.
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The Ethereal Nature of Creative Expression
In the realm of creative endeavor, to identify as a writer or a poet is to acknowledge one’s role as a conduit for the ethereal whispers of inspiration. The notion that words flow through from an unknown source encapsulates the mystical aspect of artistic creation, where the act of writing transcends mere self-expression and becomes a channeling of universal energies. This process, devoid of the constraints of judgment and expectation, allows for a purity of creation that reflects the boundless nature of imagination and thought.
The Liberation from Judgment
The awareness that judgment can arrest the flow of creativity serves as a poignant reminder of the delicate balance between expression and evaluation. To write without the burden of categorizing oneself as good or bad is to embrace the essence of creative freedom. This liberation from judgment fosters an environment where words can flourish, unimpeded by the fear of inadequacy or the desire for acclaim.
Contentment in the Flow
The state of being content to let the words flow, without attachment to outcome or identity, speaks to a deeper understanding of the creative process. It is an acknowledgment of the writer’s role as a vessel, a medium through which ideas and emotions manifest into form. This stance of openness and detachment invites the unexpected journeys of thought and narrative, allowing the writer and the reader to explore new vistas of understanding and feeling together.
The Disavowal of Identity
To declare no need for identity in the realm of writing is a profound relinquishment of the ego’s grip on the creative process. It reflects a recognition of the self as part of a larger tapestry of existence, where individuality is but a single thread in the intricate weave of life. This disavowal of identity does not diminish the writer’s presence but rather amplifies the universality of their expression, connecting them more deeply with the collective human experience.
Gratitude for the Creative Gift
The expression of gratitude for the ability to write, and for existence itself, embodies a profound appreciation for the mystery of being. It is a celebration of the creative spirit that animates all forms of art and thought, recognizing the privilege of participating in the ongoing dance of creation. This gratitude transcends the need for recognition or accomplishment, rooting the writer in a sense of wonder and humility before the vastness of the creative unknown.
The Continuation of Creation
The commitment to continue writing, or to allow writing to continue through oneself, is an affirmation of the endless potential that creativity represents. It is an understanding that both the writer and their creations are manifestations of a larger flow of imagination, a happenstance of potential that defies explanation. In this recognition, the act of writing becomes a meditative practice, a way of being that honors the ceaseless unfolding of life and thought.
Summary
The experience of being a writer, as described, transcends traditional notions of authorship and creativity, embracing instead a mystical understanding of the creative process. It is a journey marked by the flow of inspiration through the self, unencumbered by judgment and unattached to identity. This approach to writing celebrates the act of creation as an expression of universal energies, a gift for which gratitude is the only response. In this expansive view, writing becomes not just a personal endeavor but a participation in the infinite dance of existence, a reflection of the boundless imagination that connects us all.
Glossarium
- Ethereal Whispers: Subtle and intangible influences or inspirations.
- Conduit: A channel through which something is transmitted.
- Creative Freedom: The liberty to express oneself without restraint or fear of judgment.
- Ego’s Grip: The influence of one’s self-importance or identity on their actions or creations.
- Tapestry of Existence: The complex and interconnected nature of all life and experience.
“The purpose of art is washing the dust of daily life off our souls.” – Pablo Picasso
In the quiet before dawn’s light breaks,
Where silence speaks, and the soul awakes,
I find myself, a vessel, nothing more,
Through which the universe’s secrets pour.
Words cascade, a river wild and free,
Beyond the bounds of what I thought to be,
Not mine, not yours, but ours to share,
A whispered dream in the cool morning air.
No claim to fame, no fear of fall,
In the act of writing, I give my all,
A happenstance of potential, wide and vast,
In every word, a connection that will last.
Grateful am I, for this gift, this chance,
To be part of creation’s endless dance,
No need for why, no need for how,
I am here, I write, in the eternal now.
We are the seeming flow of imagination,
Beyond the grasp of any single nation,
In words, in silence, in the space between,
We find ourselves, and in finding, we are seen.
We are Space Monkey.
How do you connect with the flow of creativity in your life, and what does it mean to you to be a vessel for this creative force?
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